SILENA,
Before I explode in this cursed vessel
Before my ashes on the sea will nestle
Before Death will reap my forsaken soul
I want you to know I love you forevermore
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With those years I had a crush on you
I loved you from afar, Baby, it's true!
I kept it as a secret, though everybody knew
That I always wished you felt the same way too
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Do you remember when we had our first date?
I came first on that park and you let me wait
It was all worth it when you came on that white dress
I fantasized we would be married on white roses
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The time came when you told me you love me
And said that I will always be your Charlie
Please know that you make me complete
I vowed to myself you'll forever be my baby.
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My death is not something you should dwell on
I know what you did, and this is not your fault.
I want you to move on and find another guy
I want you to be happy, and so will be I.
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And so you followed me with that dress you used to wear
With a bouquet of roses, you came and dared
To approach me and said that you are ready,
"Charlie, don't you think we should continue our story?"