SILENA,

Before I explode in this cursed vessel

Before my ashes on the sea will nestle

Before Death will reap my forsaken soul

I want you to know I love you forevermore

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With those years I had a crush on you

I loved you from afar, Baby, it's true!

I kept it as a secret, though everybody knew

That I always wished you felt the same way too

Do you remember when we had our first date?

I came first on that park and you let me wait

It was all worth it when you came on that white dress

I fantasized we would be married on white roses

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The time came when you told me you love me

And said that I will always be your Charlie

Please know that you make me complete

I vowed to myself you'll forever be my baby.

My death is not something you should dwell on

I know what you did, and this is not your fault.

I want you to move on and find another guy

I want you to be happy, and so will be I.

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And so you followed me with that dress you used to wear

With a bouquet of roses, you came and dared

To approach me and said that you are ready,

"Charlie, don't you think we should continue our story?"