Disclaimer: Les Mis does not belong to me it belongs to Victor Hugo, and as such this means that the only thing on here that I own in the OC Kaylee Sentiel! Well, the plot for this as well, the lyrics belong to 'We The Kings' and the song is Secret Valentine… thank you for not suing me :D.
Grantaire, was thinking back to a memory he thought he'd left deep down in the bottom of one of his first bottles. But then again memories like those are fairly hard to loose… that had to be the worst part… yes… it was… He sighed and decided that before he passed out he'd revisit that one memory, just one more time… after all she was what made him turn to the bottle… only Kaylee…
*FLASHBACK*
Me in my younger years just about 19 saw a girl, she was working in the local cabaret and she was walking out pulling out ridiculously large earrings and sighing as she took down her hair, she wore a simple short, dark purple, spaghetti strap dress… her long black hair flowed past her shoulders and rested over her rump, that was round and firm, she wiped the make-up off her face and proved that she was younger than the make-up made her look, the make-up made her look 22 but in reality she was around my age, a year younger maybe, or at least in the same year… She saw me watching her and gave me a small smile but it was hidden in her tan skin with a blush, then she caught me with those eyes… oh those beautiful emerald eyes… they held my gray ones there for just a moment before she looked away… she was very embarrassed and I didn't know why, that lady could have stopped even thoughts… and oh did I feel my heart fall, and it fell for her hard… She turned away and began to walk I looked down with a small laugh seeing her feet were covered by what looked to be military issued combat boots. Apollo wouldn't have approved at all… I smiled lopsidedly.
"Wait a minute! Who are you?!" I asked the lady in purple…
"K-Kaylee, Kaylee Sentiel, I'm sure you've heard of me, by now everyone in France has…" She said almost bitterly.
"Well nice to meet you Mademoiselle Kaylee." I smiled at her, she blushed in response…
"And you are?" She inquired.
"Grantaire, just Grantaire…" I said smiling back… She smirked.
"Well I have to get going before my Brothers come looking for me, again…"
She said and turned looking both way before facing a fenced in place and giving a loud whistle… soon a large, no large isn't the term for it, a colossal horse jumped the gate and raced at a break neck speed for her. She stood her ground unafraid and even with a smirk the horse stopped just a foot away from her and shook its massive head with an eerie grace…
"Maybe I'll see you around some time, Grantaire…"
She smirked again, the blush gently on her cheeks as the large horse bowed down making it easier for her to climb on to the massive creature's back. A few weeks later she appeared in the Café Musian… Apparently they needed a table tender for the week and she had gotten the job, she had a slightly different attire, her hair in a long pony tail down her back, she sighed and tucked a piece behind her ear as she walked around the tables, her dress covered everything three inches above her knees, but the legs, you could tell those legs went on for days even when they were topped off by combat boots…
I couldn't help but grin as I saw her… Enjolras blinked at my grin…
"Oi, Grantaire, what in the hell has you smiling like a schoolboy?"
"Well unlike some of the medical students and visionaries, I have chosen to notice one of the finer things in life… women…" He grinned again gesturing to Kaylee; this caused a few of the other Amies to laugh.
"Oh, oui, what a brilliant idea, date the girl with at least five older brothers… all of which have military grade training! That is simply asking for trouble!"
Kaylee turned an irratated scowl on her face…
"What?! You gotta problem with my brothers?!" She said scowling at the poor fool who spoke too loud…
"N-No! Not a single problem Kaylee!"
He shook, Kaylee was scary at that moment and I didn't care… this'll sound corny but, she looked even hotter when she was angry than when she was blushing! I spoke up.
"Hey Kaylee…" I said smirking to her as she rolled her eyes…
"Oh god, please don't tell me you're gonna hit on me too!"
I blushed slightly. "The thought never crossed my mind! I just wanna let you know that if you need a break from the flirting you can come over here!"
"Suuuure…" She teased back but smirked. "One day I may just take you up on the offer… but you'll have to drink a lot in order for me to keep hovering over by the table." She teased again…
I smirked… and downed the fruit juice I ordered for my breakfast…
"I'll need another one; please!"
She laughed.
"Cute…But fine I get it…"
She laughed and grabbed me another one I laughed and wrapped an arm around her waist pulling her to me… she sat on my lap not wanting to trip as she skillfully had the glass in her hand, I smirked and put my lip to the edge of the glass and tilted her hand up allowing me to drink… She was blushing furiously… obviously the cabaret she worked in must have had a no touch policy… Our flirting persisted on for weeks, which turned into months… on the 8th month we were just very close friends who flirted constantly… When I finally asked her out she gave me a cute smirk and nodded.
"It's about time!"
"Well so sorry…" I teased her as she leaned in and kissed my jaw gently… I shuddered at the contact… and sure enough Combeferre walked in and laughed…
"It's honestly about time you two, 8 months and you finally give us a public display of affection! You dare call yourselves, Parisians?!"
"Ohh piss off Combe!"
I called back and kissed her lips gently as she wrapped an arm around my neck before scooting a bit closer to me and wrapping another arm, I licked her bottom lip begging for an entrance, she obliged her lips parting for me as I slid my tongue across hers in pleasure she gave a soft shudder as she slid her tongue against mine, my hands slid from her shoulders down her back resting on her hips as I smiled into the kiss holding her to me as we explored the other's mouth… When we parted we were both flushed and smirking. I smiled at her and held her to my chest I gently tugged her lip as a contented sigh slid from those pretty, wet, pink jewels as they sighed out my name…
"Kaylee… are you alright?" I asked as she leaned her head against me…
oo0oo
"Oui, I'm perfectly fine…" She smiled… and cuddled, I do mean cuddled me… I smiled and sat in the chair with her… It was a few more months before I had actually thought about loving her… like completely wanting her, I mean she's gorgeous, she's got a huge bust, and she's got a rounded firm rump, and hips that when she walked away it makes you want her to keep walking! I sighed and looked at her gently as she spoke…
"Nicholas…" She said in my apartment in Paris…
"Oui?" I asked gently…
"You love me right?"
"Of course…" I say shocked that she'd even ask a stupid question like that…
"Then why don't we…" She trailed off blushing heavily…
"You, know… make love?" She asked blushing heavily as I blushed as well…
"Uh, well I don't know… I never wanted to rush you, you know…" I spoke gently.
She sighed. "Do you, I dunno, wanna do it?" She asked me gently as she put her hands on my chest gently tracing absent minded patterns on me as I gasped slightly…
"Only if you want to…" I said trying not to stutter from how she moved her hands in well patterned ways…
She nodded gently as I smiled. "Okay, then, we can do it, but really for a cabaret worker you're pretty shy about it…" I teased her.
"So you wonder why I was racing out of there?! I didn't wanna stay around to be laid claim to!" She laughed and I smiled softly sighing she leaned back grabbing the bottle of wine and taking a sip.
"Want some?" She asked. I smiled.
"I think I'll have some from you…"
Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
Kissing her gently I could taste the wine and ohh what a sweet taste… I kissed her with more passion as she kissed back and smiled. She kissed down my neck and I murred against her as she laughed and leaned against me I wrapped my arms around her as she wrapped her legs around me…and exposed her beautiful and flawless neck…
"You're beautiful…" I purred to her as she sighed…
I smiled and sucked her neck gently lifting her up as she moaned softly and I sucked more of her neck gently nipping the skin as I grinned and sucked my way across her collarbone as she sighed in pleasure I kissed my way back up and grinned as she smiled and I captured her lips with mine as I sucked on her bottom lip as she moaned again… I grabbed her gently holding her to me as I traced my hands down her back as she gasped I removed her dress and took off her corset as she moaned under my lips as my hands roamed uncharted territories… I gasped as I felt her nipple hit my palm… she moaned again wrapping her panty clothed legs around my hips thrusting into the bulge of my trousers as I blushed…
We're finally intertwined
I hooked my finger into the damp cloth of her panties… I could smell her arousal it was thick and heady in the air. I gently fondled her breasts in my hands and rolled her nipples gently in order to for her to enjoy herself I put her above myself and put her pleasure way above mine, I knew this would hurt her but I didn't want it to… I smiled as she moaned my name softly that was the only sound that gave me more pleasure than the way she'd look at me and say my name with true affection…
Nervous and shy for the moment,
Kaylee blushed as she saw me looking at her, I blushed a few shades darker looking at her dripping flower both of us looked away from the other as I leaned over her and suckled her pert nipple. She tangled her hands in my hair completely embarrassed by the sounds she was making I could see it beneath that cherry colored blush on her face as she blushed even deeper crimson.
We will come alive tonight
I grinned cheered on by her noises greedily suckling and nipping even gently tugging the large pert buds as she grinned and moaned a little louder to encourage me to go on… I grinned and she smiled as I laughed and for the first time I touched her flower the lamp in my room still one as she let out a loud cry of pleasure from that one small touch, I then felt the stickiness on my hand as I sucked my fingers a sweet feminine taste exploded on my mouth I wanted more as she mewled for more of the touch I had taken away…
Secret valentine
"You can't tell anyone." She gasped out.
"You lost me babe,"
"You can't tell anyone I have done this with you, my brothers would kill you!"
She sighed… as I laughed… and quickly buried my fingers into her womanhood…she let out a cry of ecstasy as she bucked her hips gently against my hand I grinned kissing her neck. She moaned sexily and I got shivered down my spine as her fingers caressed the muscles and the spine of my back as I purred into her neck, my fingers sliding in and out of her as she moaned… I love that sound… so very much…
We'll write a song; that turns out the lights
She cried out again and against as I moved my fingers over her womanhood as she moaned and moaned her moans in turn made me moan as she slid her hands over me, my shirt and vest were somewhere in the room as she threw them aside and worked on the my trousers...
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
I looked at her as she gasped and was caked in the common red substance of a blush as she looked at my length and size… she blushed…
"Wow, I didn't think you'd be this big!"
She said very stupidly, I laughed and kissed her face gently as I felt the heat coming from her skin as it hit my cold lips, she shuddered. As I caressed her body with my hands, fingers grazing over her curved and breasts, they were large and rounded and covered in a thin sheen of sweat covered out skins as she touched me… her hands over my chest and down my back as she gently touched my back…
Don't waste your time
She gasped and moaned as she sighed trying so hard not to buck against my body she wanted more of me than my hands… I teased her nipples gently suckling the pert buds as she sighed…
"Nick, please!"
She gasped using my real name as she arched her back… I sighed, nodding as I positioned myself at her entrance as she sighed I slowly slid into her as she gasped and shuddered as my member slowly slid into her slickened entrance…
Speed up your breathing
She inhaled sharply at the intensity of the pain in her, I winced as she sighed and tilted her head back her arms hooked around my neck as she gave me a slight nod, her breathing picked up as she looked away from me… the trust in her eyes could have killed me. I never wanted to hurt her…
Just close your eyes
I sighed and kissed her eyes closed as I thrust inside her breaking her purity, she let out a yelp and tightened her grip on me, I sighed again and kissed her neck, over her neck and to her lips she kissed me back as I wiped her tears away… She had her eyes closed as I smiled and sighed…
"Y-You can move…" Came her soft reply…
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all
I thrust into her gently taking my time to please her as she sighed as she bucked her hips against me as she moaned gently as I kissed her neck and kissed my way over her collarbone, over the top of her breasts, and over the nipple one of which I took into my mouth and suckled as she moaned arching her back into me as it shoved her breasts into my mouth I sighed and sucked on her more as she thrashed underneath me, I laughed stilling her briefly kissing over her lips…
Lay down be still
"Calm down, honestly you'll be fine…"
I laughed as she smiled back at me moaning gently… I sighed and looked at her again, the sweat on her skin, as the moon caught her skin beautifully, he gasped at the sight of her smiling softly as her rounded mounds bounced with each thrust. He put one of her darkened buds to his lips suckling it gently as he felt loved, for once, he felt wanted, he even felt needed by her as he pleasured her lovingly…
Don't worry talk they will
Kaylee sighed and then sucked in a deep breath her eyes flying wide open as she hands clenched around my shoulders as she came milking me and pulling me closer with every squeeze… I gasped and came with her and my hips rocking as one motion…
I'll be loving you until
She gasped and arched her back…
"Please don't let me be alone…"
I gave her a small lopsided smile…
"I picked my house for a reason… I'm not letting you sleep in my house alone silly…" I said holding her against my bare chest… she smiled and traced the muscles I had back then, her hands playing over my small amount of abs and my arms as she smiled and I held my love close to me…
Morning's first light breaks tomorrow
We slept till early the next morning I woke up and saw her there… I sighed and saw her sleeping form she looked like an angel, thick eyelashes over her doe like eyes, her body pressing against mine, the scars on her skin from home abuse gently visible looking like sun made vines as she had a sleep made smile, her legs wrapped around one of mine as she slept her body called for sexual attention as I smiled at her and gently moved a section of hair from her angelic face… Her eyes opened slightly as she gave a groan of getting up… her face haloed in the golden rays of the sunlight as she smiled lazily at me her eyes even carried the happy glow as she spoke in a sleep thickened voice that sounded like crushed velvet…
"Morning sleepy head…" She smiled at me as I held her…
"Morning, mon amour…" I smiled as she nuzzled into me, her chest against my lower chest her head against my shoulder…
"Please, let me stay for the morning…"
"Of course, I'd never let you out, I couldn't care less if the Amies all walked in right now and started talking about you and me, I'd do whatever you want me to do, I- I honestly think I love you…" I honestly replied to her. She smiled and looked at me…
"I love you too." She smirked.
"I love you more…" I teased back.
"I love you the most…" She smiled at me and kissed me on the lips lovingly…
I'll take care of you tonight
She smiled and I grinned back as she smiled… I thought of last night, round after round after round as she gasped, screamed, chanted, and called out my name, and I did the same to her as she smiled at me loving me for me… I never could have hurt her; I love her so much… It hurts me to think of a life without her… how would I ever know that I would have to go and simply make a life for she sighed and settled for me… I looked at her with pure affection as she gave me the look of love… I couldn't deny her anything… even if it was my heart…
Secret valentine
I listened the next day as she came back to the bar; her brother's threw a fit… I sighed listening to them yell at her she was slightly scared as they yelled…
"Look! Stop yelling at her! She was with me alright you wanna scare the crap out of some one! Let it be me! I'm the one she was with all night! I love her! And she wanted to stay with me so I let her; we've been together for a while! And yes, we have had sex, in fact more than once!"
I called as she blushed a newer shade of crimson; her brother's turned on me like furies…
"YOU WHAT?"
They roared as I paled…
"You heard me Sentiel! I slept with your sister!"
Jesse, Grant, Nick, Kail, and her final brother Gaven, all turned around to me and then they pulled their fists back and swung I only remember flying back as an extreme pain in my nose…
Kaylee yelped and I heard her footsteps. Then I went to the black…
We'll write a song
I awoke in her arms; she sighed and was humming a song glaring at someone with a scary passion…
"Jesse be happy I reset his nose, Nicky, be VERY happy I was able to get him to wake up or so help me God, I'd have never forgiven you…" she growled as they paled…
"Oui, sis, I know, I know…" they all chorused… She sighed holding me to her body in a protective manner…
She removed a bandage from my nose as I sighed and she grinned and smiled at me as I kissed her chin gently…
"I need some help standing up; can I get an injury inventory love?"
"Yes, yes you may… you have a split lip, black eye, broke nose that I reset, and a bruised jaw…" She laughed softly… and gently traced my cheek with affection…
Kaylee smiled and kissed me lovingly. I kissed back ignoring the pain and focusing on the pleasure…
That turns out the lights
Kaylee smiled.
"You need to go to sleep love…"
"Okay, I know…" She smiled. "I need you to sleep…"
"Yeah, go sleep sis needs to dance anyways; she hasn't gotten to dance in a while." They laughed…
"Let me watch please then I'll sleep!" I smiled.
She sighed and nodded.
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
She flexed slightly as they played a song and she smiled as she then spun on her feet, she began to dance… Watching her dance was like watching her be beautiful she was in her element as she spun and leapt across the floor… she sighed. She then began to speed up…
Don't waste your time
Kaylee spun faster and faster as she smiled at me, her body was a blur as she spun as she finally stopped as she kicked a leg straight up in the air and kept it there as she leaned forwards and then dropped into the splits grinning…
Speed up your breathing
As she slid to the ground she had her wrists together and then leaned back as she pulled her arms over her head and the song ended she was panting breathing so fast she smiled and sighed.
Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all
She followed me to her room and we lay on her bed she smiled and laid next to me, her body and her heart were both working over-time as I smiled. She nuzzled against me as I felt my eye lids drooping. She slept soundly next to me, all I saw as I closed my eyes as her dress flared out as she spun so fast I barely saw her face I laughed and kissed her sleeping forehead as she wrapped her arms around me. Then we woke up later the evening Jesse leaned over her…
"Kaylee, you have to go, Father said you have to leave… By the end of the month…"
When guilt fills your head
I felt bad, making her feel loved and now she had to leave. She kept telling me it was fine, but she never left me for very long as I sighed…
"It's not fine!"
"Yes it is, you didn't know and neither did I… I love you, so much… I'm gonna have to leave for a while but I promise I'll return for you…"
She smiled and kissed me gently…
Brush off rise up from the dead
I stood at the docks she had her bags and I had her… She made me, need to hold her so I held her till the captain called up she sighed and kissed me one last time… I saw her have no coat; I gave her a small smile pulling my warmed brown leather coat off I gave it to her as she smiled softly at me… Kissing me softly as I smiled and kissed her back with the same gently ness I felt as if my heart would break to see her go, I loved her and now I have to watch her leave me forever… I will never get to see her for over a year… I will lose the one I love I can't handle it anymore!
"Kaylee, take it, please, remember me, I don't want you to leave, but at least take some part of me with you…" I smiled and spoke. She tried not to sob as I handed her, her bag…
"Look, I understand you have to go and I know I love you more than words can ever describe… but please don't forget me…"
This is the moment that we
"I could never forget you!" She smiled cupping my face…
I grinned as she smiled. We kissed one more time as she turned to leave sliding my jacket on over her skin… I held her hand memorizing the feel of her fingers in mine, just one more touch, one more before she leaves me, I have to feel her one last time… I never want to forget her. She was the only one who loved me…
Will come alive
"Kaylee, je t'amie!"
"Je t'amie assui Nicholas!"
She called out tears spilling over her eyes as she held the edge of my coat over her face to hide her tears from me, she knew I never liked to see her cry, I couldn't bear it ever… she smiled through the tears I love her for this very reason, even if it hurts us both she was always so positive. She smiled and waved good bye the jacket pulled over her face as she grinned at me kissing it gently the boat was over 50 feet away… I couldn't do anything except love what I had left of her as she left me those memories…
Brace yourself for love, sweet love, secret love.
I went home to the bar as I saw her face in my mind… I opened the door and went to set my coat on the chair as I stopped, she has it now… I no longer have it…
"I'll have to go buy a new one later…" I sighed as the Amies looked at me funny…
"What happened to-?"
"Don't even say her name, sil vous plait…" Kaylee's brothers and I both choked out as we all had held back tears…
"She had to leave and there is nothing we neither would nor could to stop her, what the Father wants, the Father gets… Leave me alone…"
They echoed not even noticing that they did so…
I grabbed the bottle and simply drowned out the pain for my heart couldn't take it, drowning away the feel of her lips with the feel of a bottle, the feel of her embrace traded away for a tight vest and coat, her voice for that of my own slurred one calling out for another bottle… her memory buried at the bottom of a bottle… slowly I forgot about the pain the memory caused and let it be, she was the only one who could love me, the pessimistic ungrateful monster…
We'll write a song
Kaylee sat on the boat sobbing into the leather jacket she couldn't take it anymore… She had left him, the man she loved how could she go on?! She truly loved him… She felt her body shudder as another course of sobs took over…
"I'm sorry I had to leave I never wanted to hurt you, I didn't want to leave you! I love you, I always will!"
She promised the air. Kaylee sighed as she wrapped the coat around her… I need to sleep…
That turns out the lights
Kaylee sat on the boat as she turned out her light and fell asleep she dreamed of him, he was holding her in his arms and he was kissing her neck in the early morning, just like she liked. She purred as she cupped his face…
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
Kaylee then swore as the details began to fuzz…
"Non, non, merde!" She hissed as she woke up a few more tears slid out of her face…
"It had to be a dream… of course it was a dream…" She sighed and resisted the urge to cry…
"I should hate this…"
Don't waste your time
She sighed, standing up as she walked to the deck, she could only see a faint outline of the Eiffel Tower as she looked out of the telescope she had…
"Why do I even bother?! I won't see him…" She sighed as she walked around…
Speed up your breathing
I woke the next morning from a dream, I held her in my arms one last time, her breath on my neck as her arm draped over my chest… her cheek against my heart she always said that it was her favorite sound but she was what had my heart, and I suppose that she always will…
Just close your eyes
I close my eyes just to make the dream last again a little longer…
*Flash Backs End!*
"I'm coming and I'm not leaving you now…" She sighed,
"Never again…" She whispered.
Grabbing the reins as she began stepping off of her horse softly… as she walked to the café, her dress catching the breeze softly as she walked in… The café stood still frozen by the memories within as a black haired beauty entered the door…
I heard her pretty voice tell me in a dreamy haze just before the alcohol induced sleep claimed me, a soft voice whispering in my ear just one last time like she used to, it brought tears to my eyes…
"Nick, I love you…"
I know that as I heard those words, a girl in a short purple dress with black hair and pretty green emeralds for eyes walked out of the bar one last time she had a sad look on her face as she mounted a large stallion… and then, the one person that ever loved me, had to leave… I cried as a few stray tears rolled down my face…
"Why must you haunt me?" I uttered and rolled away… Wishing the phantom girl would go… "For once let me live in peace… I've lost you once, stop making me lose you again…"
With that I slipped into the numbing of the blackness as the haunting memories finally fall back into the rightful abyss at the bottom of a bottle…
A breeze carries the sound of her heart beat past his ears as in his sleep the crystalline tears rolled in silent mourning onto the table her name on his lips as he sleeps where only a voice with a pretty face still haunts him, his subocncious has him echo out…
"Kaylee, I love you more..."
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all…