Hey guys, I just wanted to give you all an apology I had been trying to write and I have stuff saved that I'm working on but I couldn't keep writing, I was having excruciating pain in my abdomen and I couldn't eat anything, was throwing up etc. Ended up having to be rushed into the ER turned out I had Huge gallstones that were also causing my liver to swell and liver enzymes to elevate and a bunch of other stuff I didn't understand due to pain, so they ended up rushing me into surgery, during it there was a problem with a vein so the surgery that was supposed to last 45 mins lasted 1 hr 30 mins, and they had to make another BIGGER incision because the gallstones were bigger than they expected so Ive got 4 that hurt like hell. I'm still in the hospital right now and my dad brought a laptop so I could do this and let you guys know whats going on. I'll get back to writing as soon as I can I promise, I'm just trying to deal with the pain right now, I am 'supposed' to go home tomorrow but who knows, and if I do Im going to have to go up stairs...mind you I can barely walk with help, medicated & a walker the two feet I have to go to get to the bathroom so I dont even wanna know how painful that's going to be. wish me luck guys. all my love!

-Jazzy