AN: This fanfiction was inspired by a song called "Sleep Walker" by Adam Lambert. Not sure how it turned out but I hope you enjoy it! I apologize for spelling errors...Review!

He tried not to think of him

Of those molten brown colored orbs that seemed to fill his body with a form of phantom like warmth

Or how even the tiniest of smiles lit up the darkest of rooms

Every touch they shared was meant to remain secret

No one was supposed to know of their love

And that pained him

He missed the feel of his lovers skin

Missed contemplating every perfect line upon their muscled body

More than anything, he wanted to hear his lover's laughter

Even if it were only for a single moment, at least then...Edward would know that what he was doing right now was a total mistake

Even as she walked toward him, a vision in her beautiful wedding gown, he felt the falsest of smiles tug at his lips

Secretly, he could hear the thoughts of many and he knew that everyone could tell that the smile on his face was nothing but a fake

Edwards lover had taken all that happiness right out the door with him when he left in tears

And now Edward didn't really have the opportunity to fix it

A hand came to Edwards lower back and he glanced over his shoulder to find Jasper there, placing the weight of reassurance into the haze of his crazed thoughts

He could do this

He could pretend

He did love the woman marching down the aisle toward him

But this love was innocent

Like a child loved ice-cream

Or a kitten loved yarn

It was nothing compared to the love Edward felt for another

He felt like he was betraying her

Going behind her back

But his shame was carefully hidden

Behind that false smile as she took her place beside him

Underneath the alter

They were asked for their I Do's

And she said hers without hesitation, grasping his hand in her own

Her skin wasn't as warm as his lovers was

Nor was it quite as smooth

Edward cut a glance at the crowd when he was asked the same question

When his search came up empty, he found himself dropping Bella's hand from his grasp

He took a step back

He couldn't do this

He couldn't lie to her

Not anymore

He belonged to someone else

Someone who was too hurt to even attend the wedding

"I can't do this," Edward felt his body shake with unshed tears and frustration

He ran at a human like pace down the aisle

Hearing wedding guests voice their shock

Creating a cacophony of noise in his head

He loosened his tie, running as fast as he could once he was in the heart of the forest

His shoes slid on the wet leaves under his feet

But he didn't stop

Couldn't stop

Until he reached the end of his territory

The line where his world ended and his lovers began

He crumpled there for a moment

Basking in the late afternoon sun

Gripping the grass in his hands as he stared vacantly at nothing and everything all at once

He wanted nothing more than to cross the border but he knew that his lover would come for him

They could hear one another

Their hearts had a way of communicating

So he waited

And waited

And by the time the sun lay down to rest, he heard his lover call out his name

Surpise was evident in the werewolves voice

When the man crossed the line, Edward stood, throwing himself into the warm embrace of his lovers arms

His body felt nothing but relief

"I love you Jacob," Edward's voice trembled, arms tightening around the werewolves body

His ice like heart all but melted as the werewolf returned his embrace with one of his own

Arms tightened reassuringly around Edwards torso

They stayed like that for a while, long into the night

Almost forgetting of the world that continued to move around them

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