Oh gosh this is my first fic so I hope you like it and thanks to Emily (thepenamaslow) cause without her this fic would be even shittier than it probably is.

Kendall sighed in frustration as he stuffed his clothes in his suitcase. He was excited to go to Maui to shoot a new music video, but definitely wasn't excited to organize his clothes in neat piles so they would fit in the suitcase. As he picked up the grey tank top, he stared at it lips twisted deciding if he should bring it to the trip or not. He sighed again, throwing it in the pile of clothes he decided not to bring. He struggled to fold his clothes in perfect squares like the way Carlos taught him. Going through the steps, he tried to remember what Carlos showed him but gave up in frustration. Why couldn't someone just do it for him? Like Carlos. He usually cleans up for Kendall so why can't Carlos just pack for him.

A smile crept on his face as he thought of how Carlos was packing. He was probably in his room blasting songs from Rent while singing along and folding his clothes perfectly for the trip. Kendall chuckled and shook his head at the thought and threw some more shorts and tank tops in his suitcase.

The tall blondie was always fond of the short Latino from the moment they met for Big Time Rush. Sure he got along with Logan and James but the connection he and Carlos had seemed to have a bigger impact on Kendall. The first thing Kendall noticed about Carlos was how his smile would light up the room. Carlos' smile was the most contagious thing in the world. Every time Kendall heard Carlos laugh or saw the way his dark chocolate brown eye squinted when he smiled always made Kendall's heart beat a little faster. Everything about Carlos was perfect to Kendall. Even the little cute mole on Carlos' chin was perfect.

The moments that he and Carlos had together were the moments that he cherished the most. Carlos was the only person that could make him crack a smile even on the worst days. The only person that could make the blond's heart flutter and make his day with just a smile seemed to be Carlos. Kendall wanted to give up on Carlos but he couldn't. Carlos was everything Kendall wanted. He wanted Carlos to be his. He wanted to see the beautiful face of the Latino every second of everyday.

But the one thing Carlos had that Kendall hated was a girlfriend. Carlos was the type of person that would never cheat on his girlfriend and treat her right by bringing her flowers or chocolate or showered her with kisses in the morning. Sam and Carlos have been together for a good 3 years and the chances of him even considering a relationship with Kendall was a big fat zero. Even though Carlos always gushed about what wonderful thing he did with Sam last night, Kendall tried to plaster a smile on his face and reply with a 'that's great' or a 'how wonderful'. But inside, he wished that those were the things Carlos was doing for him, taking him out to dinner or serenading him with his ukulele or watching a romantic movie while cuddling with love of his life. Sam was his number one priority. Maybe one day, Kendall would be his number on priority. Kendall just wished that Carlos would've never met Sam in the first place but she made him so damn happy and that's all the Kendall wanted for Carlos. But Kendall wanted to be happy too. With Carlos.

The buzz of Kendall's phone interrupted his packing. He reached for his phone, seeing that Carlos had texted him. Kendall furrowed his eyebrows. It was passed midnight. What was Carlos still doing up?

Carlos: sam broke up with me :((

Oh no. Double sad face. Kendall's heart cracked. Carlos was sad. He needed to fix it.

Kendall: Be right over.

While speeding to Carlos' house, Kendall bubbled with anger, gripping onto the steering wheel. How could anyone break up with Carlos? How could anyone do that to his heart? How could anyone fall out of love with the best creation god has ever made? He looked so innocent and adorable and precious. It couldn't have been Carlos' fault. He would never do anything wrong in a relationship. But wait. That means Carlos would be single and Kendall could finally get his chance to win Carlos' heart! Carlos wants a girlfriend. Not a boyfriend. Kendall shook his head. Right now, all he needed to do was to make Carlos happy.

Kendall stood at the front door of Carlos' house and took a deep breath before placing his finger over the doorbell. As the door opened, he found a pair of brown eyes with tears ready to spill over.

"Oh, Carlos. I'm so sor-" Kendall got out before he felt someone's arms wrapped around his small waist.

The dark haired boy buried his face into the blond's chest and felt the hot tears staining his shirt. Kendall's eyes slipped shut, sighing at the feeling while rubbing his hands up and down Carlos' back. He brought Carlos to the couch and sat down, Carlos still in his arms.

The sound of sobs and sniffling filled the big house. It broke Kendall's heart to see the Latino so upset. Every day, Kendall saw him laughing or smiling or jumping around like an adorable bunny. Even if Carlos had a bad day, he would always hide it with a small smile on his face. But seeing Carlos cry made Kendall want to cry too.

They both sat on the couch, arms wrapped around each other waiting for each other to speak.

"I..I don't know what I did wrong. I just called her and she just said…we were over. She hung up before I could say anything else. Kendall, I didn't do anything. I loved her, I treated her right, and she just said it was over. Why doesn't she want me, Kendall? Why?" Carlos muffled into Kendall's chest. "She didn't even come over and break it to me nicely. She just…said it like it was nothing. But she means so much to me. And she said it like our relationship was something she could just throw away."

Kendall frowned into the smaller boy's dark hair, holding him close. He was hurting. He was hurting a lot. He still loved her but she didn't love him back. Carlos didn't deserve getting his heart broken over some high pitched sounding bitch.

"I don't know. It's okay, Carlos. You don't need her. You got me. And the other guys," Kendall whispered into his ear. "You're too good for her anyways. You'll find someone else that'll love you forever and treat you right and never break your heart."

Carlos' dark hair brushed against Kendall's chin and looked up at Kendall, staring into his green eyes. Kendall's heart fluttered at how close their faces were, getting lost in those chocolate brown eyes.

A small grin appeared on the Latino's face. "You really think so?" Carlos asked in a small voice.

Kendall's felt himself smile at how adorable Carlos looked. "I know so," replied Kendall. "Plus we're gonna have a blast in Maui shooting the Windows Down music video! We'll get drunk and party and have tons of fun and you'll get your mind off of her. Maybe you'll get to wear your speedo!"

Carlos placed his head back onto Kendall's chest and laughed. "I do like wearing my speedo,"

Kendall bit his lip as he pictured Carlos in his speedo. He loved the way the speedo emphasized the curve of Carlos' ass. Kendall felt his pants growing tight and stood up quickly hoping to avoid any embarrassment, feeling his cheeks grow hot.

"It's getting late, Carlos. I should be heading home and you should be getting your beauty rest," Kendall said while booping Carlos on the nose.

Carlos giggled and nodded. "Thanks for making me feel better. You're a really great friend," Carlos went in for one last hug, wrapping his arms round Kendall with a tight squeeze.

Kendall bit his lip at the word "friend". "Anything to make you happy," Kendall whispered and placed a chaste kiss onto the shorter boy's hair.

Kendall opened the front door and walked to his car, waving at Carlos. As he drove back home, he smiled to himself, replaying the warmth that he felt when he held Carlos in his arms. He wanted that feeling to last forever. He wanted Carlos in his arms forever.

The squeak of Kendall's luggage followed behind him as he searched for James, Logan and Carlos. It was too damn early in the morning to be going on a plane. Kendall's eye squinted trying to see through his sleepy eyes. There were barely anyone flying this early in the morning so how hard can it be to find his friends? As he scanned the airport, he felt arms wrapped around his waist. He looked down seeing the caramel skin of the mysterious person. Of course, it had to be Carlos. He turned around, smiling at the smaller boy. God, if only he could just kiss those smooth, plump lips. But what was on those lips was a small smile and circles forming under his eyes. It was obvious that Carlos was still heartbroken from what happened last night but he could tell Carlos was trying to forget about it and just have fun for the trip.

Kendall sighed loudly and offered a small smile to Carlos. "Still a little sad from last night?"

"Yeah…I guess. I feel like I just wasted 3 years of my life on someone who just walked away in less than minute. But I'm here to make the best out of this trip with my 3 best buds, right?" Carlos shrugged and took a hold of the taller boys' hand, dragging him to the rest of his friends.

The feeling of Kendall's hand intertwined with Carlos' hand felt perfect. As cliché as it was, Kendall felt like their hands were meant to fit with each other.

"Kendall! You finally made it! Of course you would be the last one to make it to the airport," James joked and hit Kendall lightly on the shoulder.

Kendall rolled his eyes at the tall brunette. "Well, someone kept me up a little longer than usual."

Carlos bit his lip and blushed at the comment. "Whoops. S-sorry," Carlos squeaked, putting his hands on the back of his neck while his eyes aimed for the ground.

James and Logan's faces showed confusion. "Wait what happened?" asked Logan with a worried face.

"Um…Well…I'm single now…so…" Carlos spitted out, still looking at the floor.

The two brunettes both patted Carlos on the back expressing their condolence. "Oh man. I'm sorry dude. I know how much she means to you. Let's just get on the flight and forget about her cause WE ARE GOING TO FUCKING MAUI!" James threw his fist high in the air.

All four of them laughed at the James' stupidity and made their way onto the plane.

Kendall looked at his ticket, reading the seat number. He sat down, sighing at the long flight ahead of him. He let the lids of his eyes fall hoping to get a few hours of sleep in during the flight, listening to the quite hum of the plane. Just when he was about to doze off, he felt a small tap on his should and opened one eye to peek at who it was. The blond was expecting some old crotchety woman probably thinking he got the wrong seat but instead, he found the small Latino beaming down at him.

"Looks like we get to sit together!" Carlos chirped, plopping himself next to Kendall. "Not only do I get some company, I also get a nice pillow too!"

Kendall blushed at the thought of Carlos falling asleep on his shoulder. Carlos settled in the seat and inspected Kendall's arms. He felt Carlos fluffing his arm like a pillow and Kendall chuckled at the precious gesture Carlos was doing. Why did he have to be so fucking adorable?

Carlos rested his head onto the softer part of Kendall's arm. "This could work!" Carlos hummed. "Oh and can I get the window seat? I kinda wanna see the sunrise."

"Sure, of course!" Carlos stood up, his butt in front of Kendall's face.

Oh god, not now. Kendall groaned, praying that nothing would pop up anytime soon.

Carlos looked out the window like a little boy, eye wide and mouth gaping, staring at the sunrise. Kendall rested his head onto the smaller boys' shoulder enjoying how romantic this moment was. The way the light of the sun hit the Latino's tanned skin made him glow. He felt Carlos shift around digging in his pocket to get out his phone. Kendall peered over Carlos' shoulder to see what he was doing and of course, he would be instagraming the sunset. It seemed like the 100th time Carlos did something adorable and it was still early in the morning.

As the flight abided, Carlos seemed to be thinking about something, his lips twisted and concentrated on something.

"You okay?" Kendall furrowed his eyebrows in concern.

Carlos shook his head out of his deep thoughts and glanced at Kendall. "Yeah I guess. Just doing some thinking about Sam. We use to watch the sunrise sometimes." Carlos sighed deeply and Kendall did the same.

Kendall didn't like seeing Carlos sad or confused or angry. He just wanted his Carlos to be happy. As he placed his phone in front of Carlos' face, Carlos raised an eyebrow.

Kendall had an idea. Carlos liked taking pictures so why not just have a little fun on the plane? "Smile!" Kendall shoved the phone in Carlos' face and Carlos grabbed Kendall's wrist, restraining him from taking any more pictures.

"What the hell are you doing?" Carlos laughed.

"Just trying to take your mind of things! Come on! Let's take some dumb pictures and put it on instagram and try to trend shit on twitter! We are supposed to have fun on this vacation and there is no time for sad Carlos!" Kendall exclaimed, encouraging Carlos to indulge in the stupid idea Kendall had.

Carlos rolled his eyes at Kendall and grumbled. "Fine. But this is going on your instagram."

A grin appeared on the blond's face. Kendall loved that even the simplest things he and Carlos do together can be the best of times.

The way Carlos would lean into Kendall while they took the pictures made his heart stop. He loved the contact he was getting from Carlos as they made stupid faces, one picture after another and posting them on twitter. The warmth that was radiating from Carlos' body was comforting to Kendall.

Carlos placed his head on Kendall's shoulder as Kendall looked down at him and snapped the picture. While Kendall was picking a filter for the picture on instagram, Carlos removed Kendall's hand from the phone.

Kendall turned his head to look at Carlos in confusion. "What's wrong?"

He shook his head at the taller boy. "Let's not put this one on instagram, okay? It kinda….makes us look like….a….couple."

Carlos could tell that he had hurt Kendall's feelings from the frown that appeared on the blond's face. Kendall really liked that picture. Like, really liked it. It was cute the way Kendall was just looking down at the smaller boy, adoring his perfection and Carlos' head was perfectly place on Kendall's shoulder. Sure, it looked like they were a couple but still, the picture was perfect.

"I was hoping we could keep this one, you know… just for us," Carlos added, hoping Kendall wouldn't be too disappointed.

Kendall's frown soon turned into a smile at the idea. He was definitely gonna make this his background picture on his phone. Every time he checked the time or replied to a text or listen to music, he wanted to see that picture of him and Carlos.

Carlos yawned, throwing his hands up into the air to stretch. Kendall's face started to hurt as he smiled again at how adorable Carlos was. Kendall felt Carlos situating himself on his shoulder, burrowing himself into Kendall's arms. The sweet smell of Carlos entered his nose as he rested his head on the smaller boy's head. He didn't know what it was that made Carlos' smell so addicting. Always wanting more of it.

His eyes began to fall, lulled by the comforting scent, entering a deep sleep with just him and Carlos.