Chapter one

He stands shaking, and unmoving, staring at the white wall. Just seconds before Rose Tyler, his Rose Tyler was right there, being dragged towards the void. Canary Warf was a place of death. The doctor himself was injured, all of the Dalek's and cyber men in existence were flung off into the void but following them was the person he loved the most. Why did she have to be so human? If she had just let it go… she would not be dead.

The Time Lord leaned sideways and slid down the wall, sitting with his knees to his chest, silent tears pouring down his pale cheeks. There had to be something he could do. The doctor was never helpless, no never. Rose was going to be with him forever, she had said so herself. His head was spinning, it felt as if a million voices were babbling away at him. How could he let this happen? Why didn't he do something?

Pulling himself off the floor the doctor stumbled slowly toward his Tardis. He had seen it in her eyes as she fell. The pleading look, but as though she knew this would always happen. He should always be there to catch her when she falls but on the one time when it really counted, he wasn't.

Finaly falling through the doors he stumbled to the console. He needed to heal, no he would not. He didn't want to be here. He didn't deserve to be. He had let her die. The Doctor clutched at the console as his head began to spin. He just wanted his Rose back.

Was it so much to ask of this big wide universe? Could he not just have his miracle? How could he live with himself. The great Doctor, the time lord, the oncoming storm. He had destroyed entire planets and races yet he wished for death over the demise of a human. Not just any human he reminded himself. She was Rose Tyler, She had pulled the entire time vortex inside her head, and saved countless people. Now with out anyone knowing she was gone… vanished from this universe. But she was not gone to live with her parents, were she could be happy, she had fallen into the void and now she was dead.

The doctor was dragged out of his stupor when his head hit the tardis floor. No, no I don't want to. Please help me…

Where was his Rose? He needed her now, to save him one last time. Rose I will save you, and you will save me. Blackness surrounded him as he hoped, one final wish.

Okay so hello everyone! This little story came to me while washing up, gotta love random plot bunnies eh? i know its minuscule, but its just the set up for what will hopefully be a nice long story! Next chapter should be posted in a couple of days. I will provide free Cookies to every person who leaves a review :D Now i know its off to a slow and a bit shaky start but it gets better!