OK Guys, Gals and everyone else. I hate leaving you hanging, but I've left off fic for two reasons:

Incredibly busy work and home life

I have my own, original projects to work on.

And I've tried to update this story many times and I just can't. Thing is, I just can't bring myself to write destiel any more. The shipping wars, the squabbles about it, and then the bait'n'switch attitude the show's writers and runners have towards it… What's the point in keeping this ship floating when the actual writers are, I feel, actually mocking the fans that do? I can't watch sad characters get sadder, with no hope for redemption or any kind of hope.

So I'm sorry. But I just can't put aside time and effort to write Dean/Cas any more. If you came to my stories for the Sam/Gabriel, I can't promise it will be regular but I can probably keep going. I just… I don't feel like I care about Dean or Cas any more. For a while now, I've been rationalising my fic by writing Dean as he was from season 5. But the last couple of seasons have been written, in my opinion, so poorly, that they've retro-actively tarnished my memories of Dean back when he was young and three-dimensional. Now he's a poor parody of Bruce Wayne, if that.

If you really wanted to read the rest of this story, I'm sorry, but I just can't find the time or effort to continue it.

I hope you understand.

Thanks

Mimm.