A/N: I am back with Seblaine and ready to ROLL! I'm currently rewatching season two, and even though I wasn't a fan of Katy Perry's Teenage Dream for a long time, The Warblers made me change my mind. I mean, honestly? The hottest thing ever. Anyways, if you have read some of my other glee stories, this somewhat follows them…but not really…we'll see. This is set in Season Two, like the summary said. Just with Sebastian in it…which would have made Season Two so much better. Am I wrong? Of course not!
P.S. I apologize for abusing the italics so much with this chapter…I got a little carried away, but doesn't Blaine enunciate a lot? see I did it again! DANG IT!
I OWN NOTHING!
Chapter One: Never Been Kissed/The Substitute
I'ma get your heart racin' in my skin-tight jeans,
be your teenage dream tonight.
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans,
be your teenage dream tonight.
While everyone else left the hall, including Kurt—who Blaine totally knows is a spy by now, and a bad one at that—Blaine stayed behind because he knew one other person would. Once the swarm of navy blue cleared, Blaine turned towards the couches to see said person sitting on one of the arms and smirking back at him. "So?" Blaine held his hands out before letting them drop to his sides. "What did you think?"
"Well you were obviously fantastic," Sebastian sat as he stood up. "Hotter and hotter every day," the tall boy stared Blaine up and down as he got closer to him. Blaine swallowed down heavily, trying hard not to let the heat growing on his neck show. But when Sebastian was just an arm's length away, he wanted nothing more than to grab him and never let go. 'No, Blaine. He's doing this on purpose. You can't let him win…not that it's a competition. It's a lesson. A lesson he must learn…god, he looks good.' Blaine tried not to focus on the intense stare Sebastian's giving off, but looking at the top two buttons undone on Sebastian's neck wasn't helping.
"And those lyrics are defiantly true." Blaine willed himself to look Sebastian in the eye, thinking he can handle it. But, it just made Blaine's thoughts cloud even more and the only clear thing in it was the fact that Sebastian was leaning in close; just before their lips could touch, Blaine snapped out of his little trance and took a step back.
"Seb, no." Blaine chuckled when Sebastian let out a groan and hung his head in defeat. Caving would be too easy and Blaine's not going to give Sebastian the satisfaction. Not until things change. Blaine went over to where he dropped his bag earlier, knowing very well that Sebastian would watch him as he bent down to get it. He slipped it over his shoulder as he faced the boy, whose eyes flickered back up as if he was never gawking like Blaine knew he was. "I told you; if you're not serious enough about me to be my boyfriend than nothing else is going to happen between us."
"Blaine, come on," Sebastian pouted, making Blaine roll his eyes. A second later, Sebastian had his classic smirk gracing his face. That could only mean one thing for Blaine; trouble. Sebastian started taking slow steps forward, closing some space between them. He knew how looking Blaine up and down always drove him wild and he knew Blaine was caving when his massager bag slipped off his arm with a thunk. While rubbing Blaine's arm until he grabbed his shoulder to brought him closer, Sebastian grinned down at the Warbler. "You can't leave me all hot and bothered after that." Blaine shook his smiling head. He took another step back, making Sebastian drop his hand and sigh while Blaine got his messenger bag back off the ground and held it this time so it would stay.
"We both know how you could fix that," Blaine leaned in close to whisper into Sebastian's ear, making him shiver. "Just say the word. And I'm yours." With a wink, Blaine left Sebastian a lone in Warbler hall. The taller boy let out a moan of frustration, spinning on his heel and stomping his foot.
"Damn."
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Blaine remained strong for a few more days until he finally cracked. He was starting to become frustrated without Sebastian there to please him, and seeing the boy running around the Dalton track field during Lacrosse practice without his shirt on was just pure torture. Sebastian wasn't the least bit surprised when he opened his dorm room door and have Blaine bouncing on his heel impatiently with his fingers twitching in anticipation. "I thought nothing was going to happen between us anymore?" Sebastian smirked, tapping the door with his finger. Blaine shook his head, glaring up at Sebastian with lust.
Not able to take it anymore, in one quick motion, Blaine moved forward, grabbed Sebastian by the face and pushed them into the dorm room. "Shut up and kiss me."
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Even though Sebastian still hasn't made them official, Blaine keeps coming back for more. He can't help it; Sebastian is his drug. Sure, they don't do anything more than make out and it's a little unnerving knowing that Sebastian has more experience in this department than Blaine, but just a simple look is enough to drive Blaine crazy. He is more than satisfied when he's with Sebastian. At least, he's trying to be right now, but after his talk with Kurt over coffee earlier, Blaine can't help but continue to worry about him.
Realizing that Blaine isn't doing anything but lay there while he kisses his neck, Sebastian sighed against Blaine's pale skin and craned himself up by his arm next to Blaine's waist. "Okay, where's your head at here, Anderson? Because I'm doing some of my best work here and I'm getting nothing from you." Blaine looked up at Sebastian with apologetic eyes. He knew they were Sebastian's weakness.
"Sorry," Blaine reached up and rubbed Sebastian's cheek. Only with Blaine would Sebastian be this intimate. He doesn't want to put a label on them and call them a couple, but Seb still doesn't mind holding Blaine's hand underneath a table in the library or letting Blaine rub his cheek tenderly. Granted, whenever they do hold hands in the library, it's followed by Sebastian pulling Blaine to the back of the building where no one can see them for an intense make out session. If Sebastian is Blaine's drug, Blaine is Sebastian's sun. Without him, everything just seems so dark and worthless.
"I'm just…worried about Kurt," Blaine admitted while he traced Sebastian's strong jaw.
"Who?" When Blaine tilted his head and glared up at him, Sebastian remembered. "Right, right. The spy kid." Sebastian rolled onto his back so that he was lying beside Blaine instead of hovering over him. Missing his warmth already, Sebastian rested on his side and placed with the collar of Blaine's shirt. He rebuttoned the top two, seeing how talking about another guy was killing Sebastian's buzz and they were obviously done making out for a while.
"It's just that he has no one else to talk to at his school. No one really gets what he's going through and no one cares," Blaine shook his head while staring up at the ceiling. Sebastian knew what was going on in Blaine's head. He has too big of a heart to let this go. Blaine's a giver; he always helps people whenever they need it, and even when they don't ask for it. It's one of the things that Sebastian loves about him; well, sometimes he hates it because this makes Blaine such a likeable person that countless guys—gay or straight—are always trying to flirt with Blaine, and that is not okay with Sebastian. Boyfriend or not, no one can have Blaine but him. Yeah, it's selfish but Sebastian hates the thought of Blaine with anyone else.
"Which is why you want to help him," Sebastian sighed.
"What? Is that so bad?"
"No," Sebastian shook his head, smiling at how cute Blaine is when he's defensive. He felt Blaine shiver when Sebastian traced his finger around the edge of the shirt collar, brushing against Blaine's pulse. "I just know how you get, Blaine. You always want to help and fix things. But then you get too…attached and I don't want you to get disappointed if you can't fix this,"
Sebastian knew this from multiple occasions. One time, Blaine tried to help a freshman get a new into an AP coarse that are only for Juniors and up, and when the kid wasn't able to join in the end despite an open placement, Blaine dwelled on it for weeks. Another example would be Sebastian himself. When he moved to Dalton half way through last year, he was more guarded than he is now. Everyone knows that Sebastian Smythe is one confident son of a bitch, but no one knew why he didn't let anyone in personally. Blaine could see that there was something Sebastian was hiding—not his sexuality. Sebastian made that well known—and made it his goal to find out. Of course he did find out, which led them to their current arrangement, but Blaine's still trying to get Sebastian to open up more and commit.
"I just don't want to see up upset over something you can't fix," Sebastian explained with a shrug.
"You don't think I can help?" Blaine sat up against his elbows with a frown.
"Of course I think you can…if anyone can, it's you," Seb let out a short sigh, knowing Blaine was getting a little testy. "Look, I'm just saying…you barely know this kid and his problem isn't yours."
"His problem is my problem," Blaine scuffed. He continued to shake his head while he got off of the bed and grabbed his blazer off of the corner.
"Blaine, come on-"
"Kurt getting bullied because he's gay isn't rare, Sebastian. I know what it's like. I went through it, and I seem to recall you going through it too." Blaine didn't think about what he said until after he said it. Right away he regretted it. Sebastian's head started to dip down while he cast his green-blue eyes to the mattress. "Aw, Seb, I didn't mean-" Blaine reached out to him, but Sebastian leaned away. He sat up on the bed and grabbed his dress shirt of the ground before putting it over his wife beater.
"Sorry if I prefer to block out that part of my life, Blaine; we can't all be as open to sharing as you." Sebastian said coldly as he wrapped his tie around his neck loosely before starting to button up his shirt. Blaine bit down into the inside of his lip, hating making Sebastian relive all those memories. Blaine was bullied so badly at his old school that he ran from it, but it was never quite as terrible as things were for Sebastian. What Sebastian went through was much, much worse.
Blaine would have tried to apologize again if it wasn't for his phone glowing on Sebastian's dresser, telling them that someone was calling him. "You should get that," Sebastian nodded towards the phone before starting to walk towards his bathroom. "Daryl Sabara might need Superman to save the day." With that, Sebastian slammed the door behind him; Blaine knew that Sebastian wasn't going to come out or talk to him anymore, so Blaine collected his phone—it was Kurt calling—and left the door room. They will fix things eventually; they always do.
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When Blaine got back to Dalton after taking Kurt to lunch, he was surprised to see Sebastian leaning against the wall next to his dorm room door. Blaine almost dropped his keys at the look on Sebastian's face. His jaw was locked and his eyes were darker with an emotion Blaine didn't dare naming. There's no way Sebastian could be jealous; but, that's what it looked like, and it made Blaine feel like someone punched him in the gut.
"How was lunch?" Sebastian hated how rough his voice sounded. It sounded weak and stupid and jealous which he never is. He has too much confidence in himself to want what other people have, and everything he does want he gets. But it's not surprising that Blaine's the one who manages to make Sebastian feel like this.
"It's not like that," Blaine shook his head as he walked past Sebastian and tried to unlock the door. It would have been much easier if Sebastian's eyes weren't burning a hole into Blaine's cheek or if his hands would just stop shaking. Blaine ignored the feeling of regret because he did nothing wrong. Sebastian doesn't deserve to act like this and Blaine shouldn't feel bad for it.
"Karofsky went after Kurt again when we tried talking to him today and Kurt was shaken up about it so I took him to-you know what, I don't have to explain myself to you," Blaine concluded as he pushed his shoulder against the stubborn door, making it bust open. He grabbed the key out of the lock and rushed into his dorm, throwing his bag onto his bed and struggling to get his blazer off in one motion. He hates how frustrated Sebastian always makes him; in more ways than one.
"You do when I overhear some of the Warblers talking about your little trip down to McKinley and how you told Jeff you were going to be late for practice because you got 'a little distracted and lost track of time'," Sebastian quoted with frowned eyes as he followed Blaine into the dorm.
"You don't get to act jealous!" Blaine pointed a finger at the boy, his neck growing warm with anger. Jeff himself, who happens to be Blaine's roommate, was about to walk into the dorm room when he noticed the two boys fighting and slowly backed away before they could see him. That explains why Blaine is even later than he had said. "It's not like I'm your boyfriend or anything."
Sebastian tensed up at Blaine's cold words. Not only were they bitter, but they were true. Sebastian didn't have the right to be jealous, but he still was. Lowering his eyes to the ground, he heard Blaine scuff a little, "Oh, I'm sorry. Have I upset you?" Blaine asked with sarcasm.
"Oh, don't do that," Sebastian snapped back into it. "Don't act like I shouldn't give a damn about this or that it's in my head!"
"It is in your head!" Blaine shouted, bouncing on his feet with frustration. This fight started with both of them being mad at each other but it became Blaine trying to prove himself to Sebastian again. They've had this conversation countless times before. "I don't want Kurt, or anyone else for that matter," Blaine grabbed a hold of both of Sebastian's hands, giving them a squeeze. He took one step forward, ducking his head to make Sebastian look him in the eyes, and gave him a small smile. "I just want you."
"I don't know why," Sebastian mumbled, making Blaine chuckled a little.
"I do." Before Sebastian could even look up, Blaine had his hand on his cheek and was kissing him on the lips. "Because even though you're so damn stubborn, and refuse to show it, you have this big ass heart that cares about me and you acting all jealous is too cute for me to remain mad at you," before Blaine could kiss him again, Sebastian took a step back.
"Wow, wow, wow, wait just a damn minute," Sebastian wove his hands in front of him. Blaine frowned with confusion. "First of all, I'm not cute," Blaine rolled his eyes, "second, I wouldn't say that I 'refuse to show' that I care about you, otherwise I wouldn't be standing here having this conversation with you. And lastly, you have no reason to be mad at me!"
"Oh, I don't?"
"No!" Sebastian wove his hands in the air. "Because you're the one who's taking other guys out to lunches, or letting guys drape themselves all over you while you still nag me about making us a couple!" Blaine scuffed, but Sebastian continued. "Obviously, you're not so serious about this either otherwise…"
"They're my friends! I can't help if guys like hanging out with me; maybe if you stop acting like a dick all the time people will actually talk to you too," Blaine crossed his arms over his chest.
"Oh, so now I'm a dick?" Sebastian scuffed.
"Oh, you know you are!"
"Well if I'm such a dick than maybe we shouldn't even bother anymore!" both boys fell silent at the words. Sebastian didn't expect to say them and he sure as hell doesn't mean it. But once those words are out there, he didn't take them back. Sebastian stared back at Blaine, who's golden eyes widened as he bit down into his lip. He tried to keep tough, squaring his shoulders and holding his head up though on the inside he wanted to throw himself into Sebastian's arms and beg for him not to do this. They've had their fair share of fights—other students at Dalton are known to crowd around the door of wherever they are fighting to listen in—but this time, it felt real. Blaine feared that this could really be it this time.
"Is that what you want?" Blaine challenged. When Sebastian didn't answer, or even look Blaine in the eye, Blaine clenched his jaw to keep his lips from quivering. "No, really, Sebastian. Is that what you want?"
Sebastian slowly met Blaine's eye. Of course this wasn't what he wanted; but he was so tired of fighting. "It's not like we're even dating so…" Sebastian said softly, unable to make it louder. He rubbed his arm nervously, trying not to look at Blaine. He could see Blaine's eyes grow glassy and his hands ball into fists at his side. Not knowing what else to say, Sebastian started to leave. Seeing Sebastian start walking away sent fear through Blaine like a wild fire.
"Seb, no, wait," Blaine reached out for Sebastian but fell short. Sebastian stopped at the doorway, forcing himself to look over his shoulder at Blaine just slightly. It was enough for Blaine to know that this was it; this wasn't just one of their fights that they say it's over but then take it back a few days later. Hell, sometimes they had fights just to spice things up. But it's never felt this…permanent. "Don't go." Blaine whispered. Sebastian just set his jaw, mumbled a 'see ya' and left, leaving Blaine there in tears. "Damn it." Blaine chucked his phone at the wall, making the battery pop out and the back shatter on the ground. He didn't even care. Blaine followed his phone to the ground, leaning his head back against his bed and shutting his eyes as if that would stop the tears boiling.
After what felt like hours but was only minutes, Blaine heard someone say his name over his rough sobs; he was trying not to get hysterical, what with the door being open and not wanting to seem pathetic over a relationship that wasn't really a relationship at all. Blaine opened his eyes to see blurry blond and brunette figures stepping into his dorm. Blaine whipped the tears away to clear his eyes; it wasn't until he recognized Nick and Jeff that he tried clearing all the tears away, from his cheeks and eyes and cleared his throat; as if that would erase the fact that they already saw him crying alone in his room.
"Come on, man," Nick held his hand out. "Let's get to practice. It'll make you feel better." Blaine just shook his head. He rested his elbows on his knees as he tilted his head back against his bed once more. He stared over their heads, unable to process what was going on.
"It's really it this time."
"Don't say that," Jeff hunched his shoulders with his hands in his blazer pocket. He shared a short glance with Nick before they looked back at the boy on the floor. "You two break up and get back together all the time."
"How could we break up if we weren't even dating?" Blaine questioned. He's not sure if he was asking his friends or himself, but none of them and the answer. "No." Blaine continued to shake his head, swallow to make his throat stop itching. "No, it's-It's really over," Blaine gapped; hearing the words out loud made fresh tears come to his eyes.
With just one look, Jeff and Nick silently agreed that practice could wait. They sat down on either side of Blaine and let him let it all out. As he continued to cry, Nick rested a hand on Blaine's shoulder and Jeff patted his knee a couple times. "How could it be over?"
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"Just tell me Jeff, is it true?" Sebastian followed Jeff as the blond starting walking away. He had asked if Blaine had really started hanging out with Kurt more and more after their split like the rumors around Dalton. "Please, Jeff. I'm dying here! You gotta know; you're his roommate for crying out loud!"
"It's not for me to say, dude," Jeff sighed. Sebastian wasn't one for begging, so he decided to use his role on the Lacrosse team to bargain.
"As Lacrosse captian, I demand that you tell me right now." Sebastian stepped in front of Jeff, cutting him off from the doorway to the bathroom. Jeff rolled his eyes at Sebastian's chin in the air and his arms crossed over his chest. Sebastian was a born leader, but sometimes he's more of a dictator.
"I love you man, I do," Jeff patted Sebastian on the shoulder. "But Blaine's my roommate, and one of my best friends. It's none of my business and frankly, it's none of yours anymore either." With an apologetic, stiff smile, Jeff side stepped around Sebastian and disappeared behind the swinging door. Sebastian let out a disappointed sigh. This past week has been hell on him; he's barely slept, he tripped at practice two days ago which earned him twenty laps around the track, and the stress has been making his stomach hurt. At least, that's what Sebastian think it is.
When that pain came back just now, Sebastian fought off a groan. He pressed his hand where it hurt, but that didn't help. Maybe it's because he hasn't been eating much; but it's not a pain in his actual stomach; more like right below his rib cage. At he didn't pull a muscle because it's not that kind of pain.
Jeff came out of the bathroom to see Sebastian cringing and leaning against the wall with his arm wrapped around his middle. "Woe, dude, you look pale. Are you okay?"
"Nurse. Get me to the nurse."
A/N: I put The Substitute in with Never Been Kissed because it's not very big in terms of this story. Sure, Kurt has a budding crush on Blaine, but that's in like every episode. I thought it would be a nice blend in for Sebastian to show that he still cares even if he ended things.
Also, I put in some foreshadowing. Invisible cookie for whoever caught it!
To come: Furt- Blaine's in a rut; Kurt sees his father's wedding as the perfect opportunity to get closer to Blaine while making it seem like he's just trying to make Blaine feel better. Sebastian's pain—emotionally and physically—is growing. Will he try and get Blaine back? Will Blaine agree to go to Burt and Carol's wedding? What's going on with Sebastian?
In the next chapter, there will be more Glee characters, since they were at the wedding. My fav. Boys will be there (Finn and Sam). I'm going to try and keep canon couples there, like Finchel and what not even though I'm not a fan. I want this story to be about Sebastian, Blaine and Kurt (though I'm not sure how to write for Kurt just yet. I'm trying to get the hang of it) with Karofsky mentioned/in there. But, I can't help but add in my other favorite characters.
Let me know what you think of this chapter and if you think this story should continue. All input is welcome!