The summer when I thought I lost you
I felt like time had stopped
I cried thinking that you had died for me
But the next thing I knew there you were alive
Hurt but alive
I still remember the things you said
Those soft words you whispered in my ear as we walked along the ocean side.
It only took three words and you had me.
Three words and my heart would be in your hands
Your grimy, disgusting hands
But how would I know if you would stay by my side.
You made no promise
You simply came and went as you pleased
My heart would often wonder if there was someone else you were seeing as well.
I told my self you wouldn't do that to me
I said it every time you left
Every time I went home alone
Every time I slept on the couch wondering when you might show up next.
Yet as the days went by I felt myself drifting away
You just didn't fill the gap that you left in my aching heart when I saw you anymore.
The next thing I knew you were leaving me here all alone
I promised everyone that cared for you I would get you back
I chased after you but you ignored me
You tried to kill me
I would have died had it not been for him
The thing I though had destroyed my life on that day
The day of my birth.
But no, he later explained what happened
He told me he was sorry
He told me he would always be there for me
He apologized for not being able to help me bring you back
But somehow, I didn't feel the pain from losing you
It felt like I had simply lost the weight that was keeping me down.
I was free
It might have been hard to get back on my feet at first
Even with everyone saying that it wasn't my fault you got away
Well everyone but her
That pink haired girl that screamed like death it's self
She blamed me for not bringing you back
It made me laugh when no one was around
He laughed to
He also laughed when I was offered a chance to leave this place for three years
I took it without a second thought
He agreed with me
He never did like this place
The place that shunned me for something I never did
And though I hated to admit to it I did too
I don't know how we did it
But three years later he was free
I was still alive and he was free to move and talk in his own body and not my own
The first thing he did was kiss me
Somehow it just felt so right
It wasn't rough like it was with you
It had a longing to it that brought out my own longing for him
He and I lived haply traveling around with the old pervert
He understood that if he touched my old fox I would kill him for it and the other way around
It took two weeks after we got back till I saw you again
My body craved for revenge
Everyone was shocked when I attacked trying to kill you as you had done to me
You made one mistake though when you didn't finish your job
Never let the fox live
You never let the fox live because revenge will be served one way or another
He was by my side
Smiling as I pinned you to the wall
But then I stopped
You were not worth it
You were not even worth the air you breathe
I left you there
He and I just left
The others brought you home
I refused to even look at you
He though would glare at you
He would hold me in his arms right in front of your face
He would kiss me right in front of you
I didn't mind I loved when he touched me
I treasured every one of his words
I treasured every time he touched my skin
He had healed the wound you made
The best of all
He would say he loved me
He promised to never leave or hurt me like you did
He was all I needed
And you were the past
When we got home they took you away
They put you in jell for years
They forced you to do low ranked jobs
In the end you got what you disserved
And you didn't have me there to help you through it
You broke down
And I smiled as I watched this with him by my side
He and I lived haply
He never left me
He never hurt me
He was all I needed
And you were nothing more than a painful distant memory
AN: edit 12/10/17 just made some simple edits to the story such as spelling errors.