A/N: Okay, so on Tumblr, they had this 30 Day Drabble Challenge thing where you had to write a drabble a day based on a certain word for that assigned day. I've already written all of them, but I'm gonna be posting one a day on here. That being said, I somewhat rebelled, because there's no way I'm writing just 100 words a day for 30 days. I can't do it. These aren't all that super long (otherwise they'd be oneshots and not drabbles), but they're cute little slices of life.

They're all Kames related (Kendall and James from Big Time Rush), but each drabble has nothing to do with each other. They're all separate relationships from separate worlds, so to speak.

Anyway, enjoy the drabbles!

Rated K+.


Beginnings were always scary. It was the fear of the unknown, the uncertainty of everything that was to come. Anything could go wrong, could go bad, could cause your entire world to come crashing down all around you.

It was that fear that kept Kendall from trying anything new or different. For him, beginnings were always bad, were always the start of a dark time in his life. Beginning school meant he was away from his mommy. Beginning life without his dad meant his family was always sad. Beginning high school meant he was picked on and shoved into lockers.

So, yeah, Kendall hated the start of anything new. He was a creature of habit, not a fan of change, preferring the steadiness of his life. He grew up in the same house, had the same best friends, played the same sport.

But when James kissed him, when James confessed that he had feelings for the blond that went beyond just friendship, when James asked Kendall to go into a relationship with him and be his boyfriend, the younger male changed his mind. With the brunet by his side, he decided that beginnings weren't as scary as he previously thought they were. Beginnings could be exciting, could be fun, and could lead to a life far better than the one he already had.