In spite of it all, I still love her.
The deaths that struck me to the core.
The torture that racks my dreams at night.
No sleep, no rest from the guilt.
What I've done- In can't go back.
The faces. Endless faces. Innocent faces. Why them? Why there?
But I'll still love her.
The defiance of family bond.
The cruelty. Her obsessive love-
For another man.
I'll do as she bids me.
Out of fear of our lord; and love of her.
And because underneath it I can't stop loving her.
Whatever she does. Whatever she calls me,
Whatever she swears to our master, I'll love her all the same.
No shame. No dishonour, as long I love her.
Nothing can break me, if I still love her.
I'll calm her when she rages.
Stroke that wild hair when she cries,
Congratulate her when she wins,
And scream when she dies.
Because I still love her.