I do not own BBT or the song in this fic. I have done the poem.
I just adore Raj I think he is so cute.
And the other day when I was out with my dog I got this song on my mobile and I start to think of Raj and Penny and who cute would be together. So this is the result :D Hope you like it.
Beautiful and don't know it.
By Snake D'Morte
Penny had to use her laptop but for some stupid reason it didn't work so she went over to the guys' apartment and knocked on the door and waited.
After just a moment the door did open but it was not Sheldon or Leonard that was in the door opening it was Raj that poked his head out and when he saw Penny he nearly gave out a scared pip.
"Hello Raj," Penny said smiling "Ehh I just wanted to ask the guys if I could maybe borrow one of theirs laptops, mine is not working."
Without a word Raj was gone but he come soon back and gave Penny a laptop with stars on it and a few other things that made her realize that it was not Sheldon's or Leonard's but Raj's laptop she was given. Penny smiled and said thanks and promise that she would be back with it as soon as she could.
Raj just nodded and smiled.
Penny had just finish with the personal letter she was writing and had send it to the person that could give her an acting role in a minor series, so she was just about to give the laptop back when a thought hit her, this laptop belonged to Raj, the same Raj that was scared to talk to her and she didn't really know a shit about him more than that he worked with Sheldon and Leonard and that it was something with astronomy, and that he was from India, and that she found him really cute.
And Penny was so curious about this silence person called Raj and with that she did something she never thought she would do, she start looking around in Raj's laptop, it was mostly work things a few pictures of family and friends, she was even in some of them. She found some music too; most of the songs were not in English. When she was close to think that there was nothing more on it she found a folder with her name that did make her even more curious and she clicked on it and found some pictures of her just her, nothing stalkerish mind you, the pictures was really nice and she did remember them being taken, she also found a video file and a word document both with names in Hindu.
Penny was just about to click on the word document when she stopped for a second, could she really do this?
It was not her laptop sure the folder had her name on it but was it really any of her business what Raj had on her?
In the end she did click on the word document and she started to read what Raj had written fully expecting it to be something normal like just facts about her or something, it wasn't.
It was a poem, which read:
She has blonde hair like wings of an angel.
She has deep green eyes so deep you can see her soul in them.
Her soul is as pure as snow.
She is more beautiful than any star in the sky.
Every time she walk in the room my heart stops because of her beauty.
She doesn't know that I exist.
I watch her from afar.
Every time she smiles at me my heart grew bigger.
I just wish I could tell her how I feel.
But I can't my lips grow stiff like rocks when I see her.
I curse my weakness every time.
I wish I could make her smile, make her laugh.
I wish to wake up every morning to watch her sleep.
Just wake up with her in my arms, which are heaven for me.
I wish to make her the happiest woman in the world.
Yet she doesn't know I exist and maybe that is for the best.
For why should she an angel a goddess see me?
A man that can't even say the three words that would make her happy.
Penny I love you with my whole heart.
I just wish I could say it to you in person.
When she had read the poem tears was running down her eyes, it was so sad yet beautiful at the same time.
Penny just sat there for several minutes just staring at the poem that Raj had wrote about her, she had no idea that he felt that way.
Penny turned once again her attention to the laptop and clicked on the video file, expecting Raj just talking maybe having one-way conversation with her or more poems.
But what she didn't expect was Raj singing.
"You're insecure
Don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need make up
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough"
Penny was surprised over how lovely voice Raj had soft like velvet, he pulled her in to it just by smiling and singing so lovely.
"Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you
[Chorus]
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful"
Penny was mesmerized by Raj's voice and song; a blush had started to creep up on her cheeks. She had never had any guy singing to her not like this at least.
"If only you saw what I can see So c-come on
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That what makes you beautiful
You got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a song
I don't know why
You're being shy
And turn away when I look into your eyes"
"Yeah you did Raj and a beautiful song too," Penny whispered to the video she was watching.
Penny was rather surprised that Raj had notice that even though she had make up on she didn't have any confidence nor that she felt beautiful at all or that she was just like him shy well not really that shy but she was shy and often didn't look guys in the eyes before she had a shot or two.
"Everyone else in the room can see it [Chorus] If only you saw what I can see
Everyone else but you
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful"
Penny started to giggle when she saw Raj starting to dance or at least doing some moves. He looked a weird mix between cute and sexy. He was just adorable when he tried to dance like real singers but he did do a good job she thought.
[Bridge] Baby you light up my world like nobody else [Chorus] If only you saw what I can see
"Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
Nana Nana Nana Nana
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh Oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful" He sang softly looking right at her or the camera.
Raj sang the end and sat down before the camera smiling big.
Penny looked at the now black screen a bit sad that the song was over. So she just re-watch it and then again.
When she had watch it for the seventh time she stopped and start thinking, she had notice that Raj had been looking at her more often than before but that was mostly because she had been watching him secretly, it was now that Penny realised that she had a crush on Raj, silence Raj, Sweet Raj.
But she didn't know what to do, with a sigh she stood up and started to make a cup of coffee, she felt both happy and guilty over the fact that she now know that Raj liked her just like she liked him.
Happy that he liked her, but guilty that she had been snooping on his laptop.
She wanted to cry and to laugh at the same time.
So there she stood with a coffee mug in her hand not knowing what to do, but then she got an idea and started to work on it with a smile.
An hour later she gave Raj's laptop back to him.
Raj smile and nod as thanks to her.
The End of Part One.