In love with Deidara right know, It was raining when I got the idea soooooooo yeah. Enjoy! And Review? Thinking of doing a sequel , so keep your fingers crossed!

I felt the cold drops on my skin. I lifted my hand and stared, mesmerized by the cool crystaline drops. Does it rain where you are un? I have always thought of you when it rained. Calm, quiet but somehow a little sad, in a way. That's how I saw you anyway, most people would have said you were cold, uncaring, but... they didn't know you like I did. Are you happy now un? I wonder sometimes, if you miss me. If anyone there understands you like I did. I wonder who you discuss art with, who torment's you and tease's you, who's your friend. I miss you yeah.

The rain was falling harder now. I tilted my head back toward's the sky, letting my eyelids fall closed. Does it rain where you are un? You never did like the rain. You said it made your puppet's damp. I loved it. I saw it as art. That was another thing we had argued about. Do you still hate it un? I don't know what to do sometimes. I pretend I don't care, that it's better without you here but... I feel so alone sometimes danna.

I taste salt on my lips and realise I'm now kneeling in the grass and I'm crying. I never cried. Would you have cried for me un? I wish you were here. I wish it was all a dream and any minute now I'd hear your footsteps in the grass and hear you say "Get up Deidara! What the hell are you doing? Your such an idiot sometimes you know?" And then you'd sigh, drag me to my feet and take me inside. You were always the responsible one yeah. I could massacre a village know and no one would try to stop me. Know one would tell me I was being reckless and irresposible and would put the team in danger. I almost wish I could. I wish I could take out all my anger on someone, all my anger at you for leaving me, all my frustration and pain. But I won't. You wouldn't have wanted that un.

I heard the door open and sandals splashing through the grass. Konan's arm's were around me and pulling me up, trying to pull me out of my pain. But she didn't. No one could. You had always liked Konan yeah. She led me into the kitchen and closed the door, but not before I glanced at the rain one more time. I hope I join you soon danna.