Grell's Secret

Chapter 1: Oh No!

Hello my loving fans and my love if you read this! I ,as you can see, have started another fanfiction for Kuroshitsuji about Grell. This one how ever isnt a love and confurt story for Sebby and him oh no its far from that. What is it about well read and find out!

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As the sun began to rise in the Shinigami realm Grell opened his eyes as the golden rays of the sun broke through his red cutains. He rubbed his eyes and then his alarm clock started to go off and, because he didn't have his glasses on, stated to hit the table until his hand found the clock and silenced it for the day. He then picked up his glasses and put the chain on around his neck first then put the glasses on his nose and looked around his room a small smile appearing as he looked at the blood red walls and the matching, well everything, His bed sheets were red the pillows were red and the shoes that were all over the floor were red.

After a moment of just staring into space he moved the covers from himself and swung his legs over the edge of the bed and stood and smoothed out the night dress that he wore. He walked over to the closet and pulled out a clean white shirt and closed the closet doors and went to the dresser and pulled out a pair of black pants and a vest. Grell walked to the bathroom and turned on the light to show red tile. He turned on the shower and waited for it to warm up before he undressed and got into the shower.

When he finished he turned off the water and shook out his hair alitte and, after dring his body, wrapped the towel around his hair and he sat down and pulled on underwear then the black pants. He pulled out a hair drier and hairbrush and removed the towel and turned on the drier and started to brush his hair while dring it. When it was finally finished dring it he put on his shirt and vest, "One last thing." he said with a sigh as he opened the side mirror that held extra perfumes tooth past and one medicaian bottle that had the name of the what it was scratched off.

Grell sighed as he opened the bottle and turned it over and a pill fell into Grells hand and Grell filled a glass with water and put the pill in his mouth and sipped the water and swalloed the pill. He lookd into the bottle and saw it was empty "I better call for a refill" he said quietly to himself. He left the bathroom and turned off the light as he left and walked to the phone and diled the pharmasites number and waited.

"Hello Shinigami medication desk how can I help you?" came a womens voise

"Hello this is Grell Sutcliff I need a refill for my medication." he said to the women and he heard the flipping of pages

"Ah yes here we go." came the voice and Grell lisened with shock at the next thing she said, "I'm sorry sir but we wont get your medication for a month." she said. Grell was silent for a moment he sat on his bed. He needed to take this medication daily even though it stayed in his system for a week he needed it.

"B-but ma'am I need that medication right away!" he said worry in his voice

"I understand that sir but we have a bad shipment for your perscription so you need to be pa..."

"I DON'T HAVE TIME TO WAIT! I NEED MY ANTI-DEPRESSANTS!" Grell yelled before the women could finsih and he covered his mouth he didnt want to wake his neighbors. It was true he needed it because unaware to everyone he knew except for his doctor that perscribed the anti-depressants, he suffered from depression and with out the medication he didn't even have the energy to get out of bed.

"Sir there is no need to yell your just have to wait until we get a better shipment and we will send it right away." she said and hung up. Grell put the phone down on the reciver and stared at the floor. Could he really make it a whole month with out the medication? He didn't know and he did not want anyone to find out he suffered from depression. Exspecally William and Sebastian. But that was going to be hard after the last pills effect wore off and it was out of his system.