It was weird last night. All of us just sitting around together and having a good time. It was almost like… never mind. That was another life time ago. A life time that I wish I could forget. It haunts me like an ever present phantom. Always there, taunting me to reach out but I'm afraid too. So I choose to forget.

I was happy when we first arrived. It was just me and my old friends and Kendall's mother and sister. Jennifer, as she was now known, believed she had lost her husband years before and never fully recovered. She spent her time raising her children but secretly feared of one day losing them. The knowledge Logan had spent years acquiring was gone, ripped from him like everything else, just like Camille had been. Katie had lost her kingdom but she still had her ambition which burned brightly. Carlos lost…. Well I am not entirely sure what he lost but he seemed happy. And Kendall was lost, he was searching for something that he did not know he had lost but me and the guys distracted him enough.

I had them all to myself and life was good but perhaps I had exceeded to high back in Illusia. I was one of the most powerful and feared pears of the realm and none, man or woman, exceeded me in beauty. I think it was because of this I began dreaming of stardom, of being so famous that everyone would know me again.

A man from our past, Gustavo Rocque, a wizard in our world of some talent was now a washed up record producer. But washed up or not he signed us and we moved us to L.A. I was excited, my dreams were coming true and I had Kendall at my side but when we arrived there I was horrified. Everyone was there!

The witches were now the popular girls, their satyr was a lonely beach bum, Camille searched for the stardom she had lost and longed for Logan, Kelly was free of her lamp but still stuck in an eternal service to Gustavo. Bitters was ugly and a loser and the king was stuck in a lowly servants position, a prisoner in his own crazy mind. The only one who seemed happy in any way was Griffin who was free from his prison and the largest CEO in the country.

I was nervous at first, afraid my curse would break but it turned out better to have them all in one place. I was able to break up Logan and Camille when they got to serious, helped hide the Tyler from his mother, and little things like that. I even got Jo her part in a movie that sent her away from my Kendall. Fuck her if she thinks she gets him in this world to. Fuck her if she thinks she wins!

The dreamt last night of my life back in Illusia. I was happy when I was little. I had three best friends, I lived in the castle, I inherited magic from my mother the White Witch, and I was in love. Life seemed perfect and everyday was an adventure, the four of us, along with the rest of the kingdom had no worries. We grew up like little boys do and every year I fell deeper and deeper in love with Kendall.

When we were fourteen he was my first kiss and then after that, under the blossoming apple trees he was my first. He would wink at me or caress me when no one was looking, he stole kisses whenever he could and he spent more nights in my bed than his for two years. The only thing he didn't do was tell me he loved me but I thought I knew he did. I was wrong.

When we were sixteen He and Carlos ventured out to save some fair maiden in distress in a neighboring kingdom. I didn't expect him to fall in love because he was mine. He belonged to me. But that little blond tramp stole him from me. He traveled between kingdoms to see her and brought her back with him a few times. I thought it was just a crush, an infatuation, him trying something new before realizing he loved me. I even became very close friends with her. That's why one night he asked to meet he would tell me he loved me, that he wanted me.

I arrived, expecting to make hot love again after many months abstaining but he stopped me. He pushed me away. He told me we had to stop this because he loved Josephina. I couldn't believe it, I was sure it was a joke but no. He intended to marry her and unite the kingdoms. He told me I couldn't be mad! Can you believe that? The nerve! Telling me I couldn't be mad over him pushing me aside. He said we were just a thing but it was real with Josephina. I pretended I wasn't mad but that night jealousy rose in my body.

I waited to see if he would come back to me and when it was clear he never would I took matters into my own hands. I had never used my magic for serious stuff before then and swore I would not but I started casting small spells to drive them apart but nothing worked! I finally took my magic comb and dibbed the teeth into a powerful poison. I gave it to her as a birthday gift and I thought I was victorious when she was found dead the next morning.

Kendall recognized my comb and when he took it out she was once again alive. He confronted me and I asked him if he would really choose her over me! His best friend and lover! You know who he chose? He turned me in and I was brought before the king who banished me.

I fled deep into the dark forest, running for days before finally finding an old abandoned castle. It was mostly in ruins when I found it but with a little magic is was even great from when it was in its glory. It was 3 thousand feet high and made of black marble and granite. It was sleek and elegant and very luxurious but I was lonely. My only friends I had was my army I created of enchanted chess pieces and my lightning breathing dragon, who roamed the mountains.

I soon met another young wizard who taught me all he knew and he became my new lover. Jett was handsome and arrogant and had better stamina than Kendall but I couldn't love him. I still yearned for my first love and my jealousy and hated for Josephine grew deeper. My power grew and soon I was known solely as the Sorcerer. I was feared by all, after all isn't it better to be feared than loved?

Over the next two years I tried over and over to get rid of Josephina. I was always thwarted in some way or another till I went to the most evil and wicked man I knew of. He told me how to get my revenge on not just her but everyone! It was perfect! I didn't even care of the sacrifice on my part. I wanted to win at whatever the cost. And I did! I was victorious and I had Kendall. Nothing and no one can stop me now.