So this is the first chapter of the new story I was talking about in my profile. The italics are flashbacks. This story starts right at the end of mash off. Takes a tid bit out of IKAG and after that it'll be , Randy is mine. Santana's parents when they become part of the story are mine as well. Probably won't follow the storyline of season 3 much at all, mainly because it pissed me off. Also a big thank you to TheChosenSlayer5by5 for giving me all of these ideas and being my beta and adding pieces that I obviously didn't add. So here you go.

Disclaimer: Glee doesn't belong to me, because if it did...oh the gay!


"Everyone's gonna know now because of you!" Santana yelled

"The whole school already knows and you know what? They don't care."

"Not just the school you idiot! Everyone."

"What are you talking a-"

Crack!

'Hey Santana, why don't you just come out of the closet? You know, I think I know why you're so good at tearing everybody else down. It's because you're constantly tearing yourself down because you can't admit to everybody that you're in love with Brittany and she might not love you back. That must hurt, not being able to admit to everyone how you really feel. You know what I think you are? A coward.'

"WHAT THE HELL SANTANA?" Finn screamed.

'I don't want to date you anymore San. I'm sorry, but I want to be able to hold your hand in public and kiss you whenever I want. And it's clear that you don't want that or you do, just not with me,' Brittany said while handing Santana a box of her things.

'Britt, I do want that, I'm just not ready, you know that,' Santana cried.

'I'm sorry, but I made up my mind.'

"Me marginado. Me marginado a todo el estado de Ohio! Eres egoista, pero todo el mundo piensa que eres este tipo increible. Usted es una serpiente. Crees que no se que Brittany no me ama? Ella rompio conmigo que douchebag! Entonces, que tengo ahora? NADA! Tendre suerte si mis padres aun me dejan vivir en su casa caundo se enteran! Eres un imbecil insensible!" Santana screamed then turned on her heel and ran from the auditorium.

Rachel whipped around and sent a hard glare to Mr. Shue and the rest of the club. Puck and Quinn were burning holes in the back of Finn's head, Mike and Tina were visibly upset that someone they thought was a nice guy could do such a thing and Kurt, Kurt is devastated. He thought Finn had learned. Rachel turned to Finn.

"You outed her Finn! You knew that happened to my father! Why would you be so stupid?"

'FAG!'

'Cock-sucker.'

'Randy, what's with everybody today?' Hiram said as he reached his friend.

'You're a fag, what do you think is with everybody? They finally found out that you're disgusting. Don't come near me again, I don't want to catch the gay,' he sneered.

"I can't be with anybody that insensitive, I hope you have a happy life Finn Hudson because I am done with you!" Rachel stated heatedly while grabbing her things following the steps that the Latina took.

Jogging through the hallway Rachel finally makes it to the doors. There she sees Santana walking to her car.

"Santana wait," Rachel says grabbing the taller girl's arm to stop her. "Santana, I'm so sor-"

"NO RACHEL! I'M SORRY!" Santana yelled cutting the shorter girl off as she turned around. "I'm sorry I treated you like shit for years, I'm sorry for everything that I've ever done to you. I wish that I could take it all back, but I can't, I can't and I wish I could because now I'll never get the chance that I want with you. I love you and I could never be brave enough to tell you that I love you. I love everything about you, your big dreams, your hair, your face, the fact that you think metaphors are important. I just love you and it doesn't matter because you're with Finn Hudson," she cried. "I'm so sorry." With that she took off for her car and left Rachel Berry standing in the middle of the parking lot for the first time in her life speechless.

'Daddy, why do people make mean remarks to you and dad?' asked a 4 year old Rachel.

'Well, honey, you know how everyone else has one mommy and one daddy?'

'Yes.'

'Well, you have two daddies. And you have two daddies because we love each other, we love each other like a mommy and a daddy love each other.'

'So people don't like you because you don't love a mommy you love a daddy?'

'Yeah, sweet-pea. But you got to know that it doesn't matter if you love a mommy or a daddy, as long as you love the person, alright?'

'Love the person, not the, daddy what's the word?'

'The gender sweetie. Like you are a girl and me and your dad are boys.'

'Love the person, not the gender.'

Rachel Berry loves Santana Lopez as well. She honestly had no idea that Brittany broke up with Santana. Biggest reason why she never said anything to Santana. The second reason was because she loved Finn, well did love Finn, but she can't be with him, not after what he did to Santana. It's wrong and her father told her about when he was outed. The rest of his high school life was hell. So now what?

For Santana Lopez her now what was just starting. Once she got home she went to the liquor cabinet because her parents were both on night shift at the hospital and pulled it open. Once opened she pulled out a bottle of Grey Goose and went to her room. Pulling out the cork she took a big swig.

"Finn Hudson thinks he's got it all figured out," she said taking another long drink. "Thinks because he has the girl he can just do as he pleases. You can't just rip someone out of the closet." Tipping back the bottle and downing half of it she sat down on her loveseat. "First Brittany breaks up with me, then he outs me, my grandmother is going to disown me when she finds out. And now to top it all off Rachel Berry knows that I love her. FUCK!" grabbing the bottle she stands up and starts drinking the rest on her way downstairs to get another bottle.


Read and Review, let me know what you think. Also what Santana said when she went off in spanish is this..."You outed me. You outed me to the entire state of Ohio! You're selfish, but everyone thinks you're this amazing guy. You're a snake. You think I don't know that Brittany doesn't love me? She broke up with me you douchebag! So what do I have now? NOTHING! I'll be lucky if my parents still let me live in their house when they find out! You're such an insensitive jackass." If you speak spanish and it's not right...blame google translate!