Stars and Roses

Star Trek 2009

Summary: Follow Fem!Spock through childhood and Nero. Watch as she becomes second in command to Jims best friend to the banters with bones to bad missions to death to opening up and things changing ton falling for each other to bonds to hurts to nearly dying to family to everything in between. T for language and violence.

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A/N: okay I know it's a little slow but after the next or two chapter, which is in Kirks view point, it will build so just hang on a little bit please. oh and please review even constructive critsisum would be nice.

Spock. That was the name here parents gave her. Her father had wanted a boy, while her mother was just happy to be having a child and at least tried to give her a name that could be suited for either gender. Through her childhood both of her parents tried to help her but she was so different from both of them that at times they seemed at a loss of what to do. She always knew her parents where at least somewhat proud of her, though her mother was much more expressive of this trait then her father was.

She was one of the youngest yet one of the smartest children in the Vulcan schools. Throughout school she dealt with her peers and even adults questioning and almost tormenting her because of her mixed race, though the children also tormented her on her looks, age, size and that of how smart she was when the adults weren't around.

She was small for her age even for a female; this was because the pregnancy for a Vulcan was slightly longer than a human. Her size came from the fact she was born almost a Vulcan month early which when converted was about two and half weeks in standard time. Her thin frame was leaner than many of her classmates, though she could barely call them that, but she was just as strong as the other males in her age group. Her emotions seem at times uncontrollable at least by the Vulcan standard. She was smart, brilliant even, with an almost identic memory and a mind that could almost get the answer faster than the computer.

Over her childhood Spock overcame so much and the biggest was her mixed raced and the way the others looked down at her because it was considered a disadvantage. But like most things she far exceeded what was expected of her.

Now as the time came for her to continue her education she applied to both Starfleet and the Vulcan Science Academy. Though it was logical to apply to both though many, like her father, did not deem it necessary for her to do so. As it turned out she was accepted to both her choice was made clear when the board members talked about her disadvantage. When this was spoken all she felt was anger, though none of it showed on her face, she came to the decision then and there for she would not and could not associate herself with others that looked down at her, it was illogical to do so. So with all the dignity and properness she possessed at that moment she declined VSA and went to join Starfleet instead.