Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight characters, Stephanie Meyer does.


I was nervous, very nervous. It was my first night with my husband and I was sweating bullets. I had never even properly talked to a boy in my entire life and today I was going to share a bed with one. I didn't know what to do as my heart beat sped up.

"Bella, why don't you freshen up while I bring you dinner?" Edward said kissing my forehead as he came into the room. His close proximity somewhat eased my nervousness but it was not enough to calm me down completely.

I was feeling ashamed of my reaction. Here I was married to an amazing man who loved me unconditionally and I could not even behave properly on our first night together. He even bought me an island for god's sake and this is how I was repaying him.

Yes, you all heard right, my husband bought me an island and named it isle Bella as our wedding present.

I smiled as I remembered how I was about to pass out when he first told me about it as we rode in a boat to reach the said island.

Since it was already dark when we reached it, I could not really see much except for the cottage which was bathed in light as Edward flipped on the switch. I gasped as it was the most beautiful thing that I had even seen. I smiled thinking about how I let out a squeak as Edward lifted me in his arms.

"Bella, would you like some salad too?" Edward's voice brought me back from my thoughts.

"Sure." I said shakily as my nervousness returned.

"What is the matter love? You are shaking like a leaf."

"Oh, I..." I didn't know what to say but Edward being the wonderful man he was understood my fear as he watched me closely.

"Come here, love." He said pulling me close to him and kissing my forehead.

"Forgive me Bella. I was so wrapped in my own feelings that I forgot to think about yours."

"Edward..." I started but he cut me off by giving me a small kiss.

"Bella, I know you are worried about being with me but before you say anything let me make one thing clear. We are not going to do anything that you are not comfortable with. Okay?

I could only nod not knowing what else to say.

"Fine then, go freshen up while I get you dinner ready." He said with a wink and disappeared.

The night passed with us talking about our lives and sharing a few kisses. When it was time for bed I slept in his arms making me a very happy girl.

A few days passed and with each passing day I grew more comfortable with him. We talked about his life before turning into a vampire. He told me about his parents and how he wished I could meet them.

With each passing minute I began to understand him more and more and with understanding came more love which I was beginning to have thoughts of expressing physically but Edward always restricted our physical contact to just kissing and cuddling.

His close proximity was raising emotions that I had never experienced before but I was still afraid of being intimate with him. But everything changed on one rainy day.

The day started sunny as usual so I decided to relax at the beach while Edward went hunting in the nearby forest. But as soon as I reached the beach it started to rain heavily soaking me from head to toe.

For some reason I did not feel like going back and stood there just enjoying the feeling of rain drops falling on my face. I almost jumped when I felt Edward's arms around me.

I opened my eyes to find Edward staring at me with a strange expression on his face. As we stood there in the rain I could not take my eyes of him. I could feel electricity between us making me wonder whether it was the mating bond which was bringing such an intense reaction in us.

As I stared into his now darkened eyes I felt like he could see into my soul. Gathering some courage I slowly rose on my toes and kissed him. I was thinking of a small kiss but Edward had others ideas. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer to his body.

As soon as my warm body touched his ice cold one, I was struck with sensations that I never felt before. It was so intense that I was starting to feel an ache within me for being closer to him.

Soon he lifted me in his arms and walked back to the cottage still kissing me deeply. He walked straight into our bedroom placing me softly on the bed and looked into my eyes as if asking permission.

I gave my reply pulling him close to me. We kissed for what felt like hours while our hands explored each other.

He slowly lifted my top kissing every inch of skin which exposed as the cloth slid up. He unclasped my bra and stared at my breasts making me blush so hard that I knew that i was redder than the tomatoes. He slowly squeezed them with both of his hands making me gasp.

He then took one in his mouth and sucked while his other hand played with the other. This continued until I was out of breath.

He then started kissing downwards running his hands all over my body. When he reached there he looked at me once again as if looking for any sort of hesitation on my face. Satisfied with my reaction he continued an exploration.

"Edward…" I called his name in a whisper as he continued to explore my body.

I was getting impatient and started tugging on his shirt. He understood what I wanted and undressed himself. Soon we were both naked and I could feel my blush spreading to rest of my body.

"So beautiful …." He murmured as he continued to kiss me all over my body.

I shivered as his cold body wrapped around my hot one. When he finally slid into me I was uncomfortable but the sense of fullness over powered anything else I was feeling.

As we lay in each other's arm I knew that my life was forever changed.


Remaining days in the island was the most fun that I ever had in my life. Edward was the perfect husband making me feel like a princess.

Tears rolled down my eyes on the day we said goodbye to the island to return to Forks.

"We will be back soon, my love." He whispered to me as I stood with him looking at the island disappearing as our boat sped away from it.

As we sat in the plane I starting to get nervous thinking about what was waiting for me in forks. I wondered once again whether my family was even a bit concerned about me.

I counted the days and realized that I was gone for two weeks. My mind started to think of all the gossips which would have spread about my disappearance.

I took a deep breath and turned to look at my husband who was sitting peacefully near me with a small smile on his face. He looked so content and happy that it made me realize that nothing else mattered to me but him. I f he was near me I could face anything.

Once I had my epiphany, the journey became much more pleasant with both of us talking and teasing each other.

As we reached our house which was more like a mansion, I saw Alice waiting at the door. She ran to us as we got down from the car and hugged me closely.

"Let her breath, tinker." I heard Edward call out from where he stood behind the car unloading our luggage.

"Oh shut up. I just missed her." She said lovingly.

"I missed you too, Alice."

She then hugged Edward who was now standing beside me.

"Missed you, tinker" he said sincerely.

"liar." she said playfully.

"Oh, come one, you know I could not spend even a single day without missing you." He said teasingly.

"Sure, sure. Now stop teasing and come with me so that I can show you guys your new room"

She then led us to a room which was on the first floor. It had modern furnishing but also looked like it belonged to some fairytale with a large bed and a beautiful fireplace. I was so mesmerized by the room that I didn't even realize that Alice was still talking.

I was never into materialistic things but that day I wanted to just stand there and admire our room forever but unfortunately we had many things to discuss.

Alice left as to freshen up which led to another round of love making in our new bed. After taking a bath together we met Alice downstairs.

"Bella, your family has filed a missing report on you but don't worry I took care of it. I wrote a letter in your handwriting to forks police department that you willingly got married and were on your honeymoon. Your dad wanted to look further into it but I don't think it was out of love for you. He was mumbling about how Sue was going to kill him if he did not get hold of the money from your grandmother's account and something about a house."

I wanted to scream hearing this. I didn't know my father was stupid enough to think that there was much money in that account. He knew that my grandmother was not well off then how he expected her to leave a large sum of money was beyond me. Then again, his stupid wife could make him believe in Santa if she wanted to.

I also didn't know Sue's fascination with the house. Maybe she just wanted to make me homeless.

I sighed once again.

"Don't worry love; everything is going to be fine. If you want to leave just say the word and I will take you anywhere you want to go."

The offer was very tempting but I wanted to face my problems without running away. I was scared before but with Edward and Alice I knew I could face anything now.

"No Edward, I want to stay here. I want to make them suffer at least a bit of what I suffered." I said with determination.

So we decided to live in Forks but Edward insisted about Alice going to school with me so that I won't be lonely there. As far as my family was concerned we decided to make our grand entrance the next day at my old house before Charlie leaves for work.


A/N: Happy new year guys! I know I was absent for about four months and sorry for that. Got married and shifted to a new house. It was hard at first to get everything under control and I had no time left for anything else. Now that I am settled somewhat I am updating again. Hope you love it. Pls review to let me know.