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Dammit! This is like the fifth time this happens.. When I should talk English, I talk Swedish, and opposite.. Daamn..

Aaanywaays..

Soo.. The thing that happened was that I was sitting in my room, watching it rain. And theeen I got an idea to a new, multi chapter, fanfic.

Soo.. I turned on my computer and started to write something weird.. xD

I often wonder WHY I allways write in the middle of the night when I'm tired.. I will never understand..

Anyway!

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto what so ever.

But I do own the idea.. :3

Warning: Rated M for later chapters, OOCness, ANGST, AND, as allways, my horrible spelling AND grammar skills

Enjoy! 8D

Sasuke slowly slid down the gray-ish wall, burying his face in his knees as he heard the water pour outside. He was a wreck. A total wreck of un eased emotions and depression.

He tried and tried to make it go away, in so many different ways, but nothing helped. The emotions he felt everyday just wouldn't go away, and he couldn't put his finger on what it was. He was sad, yet he was so angry that he could kill anybody who talked to him. He was stingy and could react to anything, so basically, he was tense like hell.

And he did not know WHY.

At first, he thought it was the fact that his parents died. That would seem like the most logical thing. But no. It wasn't that either. And then, he thought that maybe it was his brother's fault. That had to be it.

But no.. Not that either..

Well, mostly not. When Sasuke thought about his brother, he felt his blood boil and his fists clench till the point that his palms bled. But that anger was more intense than the anger he allways felt. So it wasn't that either..

As he raised his head enough to be able to see through the water spottled window, he felt his eyes burn. But he knew it. Even if he wanted to cry, he couldn't. He just couldn't cry, no matter how much he tried. He had often got the proposal to go to a psychologist to talk, but always declined. Why? Well, he didn't want to talk to some random stranger about his feelings.

Even if he didn't have anyone else to talk to, he didn't want to. It seemed pointless..

The burning sensation in his eyes continued as he watched the rain.

It wasn't that he didn't miss his parents. No. He missed them like hell. And the fact that it was his brother who killed them, made it even worse.. Before that, Sasuke was a happy person. Sure, he could be enormly cocky and selfish, but he still smiled every now and then, and talked a lot more. But now, he didn't do anything. Now, he was what the teachers called, a problem child.

He often got into fights, not that the fights was his fault, they always started it. He just wanted to be alone, but no, they just didn't let him be. Until he punched them square in the face. But then, he got detention AND a talk with the principal. He remembered the threat he got from the busty woman and couldn't help but laugh bitterly when he thought about it.

'' This is the foruth time this week that some of the students has ended up with a broken nose. What is WRONG with you?'' Sasuke just shrugged and looked out of the window, looking at a bird who sat in the tree. The bird was lucky. He didn't have to care about anything, he could just fly away, far far away and didn't need to come back if he didn't want to.. So free.. ''I'm talking to you!'' Sasuke turned his head back to the blonde woman with a blank gaze, ''You can't continue like this, we will have to expell you.'' Sasuke just shrugged again, ''So..? What does it matter to me..?'' the woman became silent, she couldn't answer to that, ''Anyway, you must stop do these things, Or else I'll have to talk to your parents.'' She said calmly as she shuffled through her papers, ''Good luck with that..'' Sasuke muttered bitterly and stood up. ''Excuse me? Did I say you could leave?'' Sasuke didn't answer, he just walked towards the door, ''Where are you going?'' he stopped by the door, ''Home..'' the principal stood up and walked over to him with hars steps, ''You still have school, don't you care what your-'' Sasuke glared at her, ''It's not like they can scold me or anything..'' He turned his face back to the door, his bangs shielding his face, ''It's not like they're home anyways...'' And then, he walked out of the principals office.

And after that, he didn't go to school for about three days. He had been sitting, just like he was doing now, watching it rain. When he thought about it, it all seemes so nostalgic.

He clenched his fists hard, jumped of the bed and walked down the stairs. He hated this. He hated his life. He wanted to die.

So why not take suicide? Well, he swore to himself that he wouldn't do what everyone expected him to do. Yes, everyone thought that it just was a matter of time before he would jump of a cliff or something like that. But Sasuke didn't had any plans on doing that anytime soon. Sure, the temptaion was great sometimes. But since he was here now, six years later, and STILL hadn't done it, it just proved that he wouldn't.

The only thing Sasuke wished for right now, was someone to talk with. Someone that cared for him. Someone who would tell him that he is good enough. But that someone would never come.

He was sure about that...

Once again, he was standing on that high cliff. Hearing the water splash up against the stone walls. He just stood there. Feeling the soft breeze hit his face, swirling his hair around slowly. How easy wouldn't it be to just jump..? Take ONE little step, and his despair would be over.. He would meet his parents again. He would be able to smile.. He would be able to talk freely again.. He would be happy.. Just one little step and he would be free from this hell.. He would-

''Let me goooo!''

Sasuke snapped his head to the side as he heard the loud scream. He knew that voice..

''Shut. UP!'' And there was a loud splash.

His eyes widened as he saw a boy, a blonde boy, being pressed under the water. Then he came up, only to be pressed down again with the face first in the salty water. He knew that boy.. He was in the same class as himself. Uzumaki.. Naruto was it..? He shaked his head. Either way, he just couldn't stand there and watch someone get drowned infront of him. He wasn't that kind of person.

As he ran down the cliff as fast as he could, he had no thought of jumping anymore. It was strange how fast his mood could change due to the situation. It was the same a few weeks ago when some elementary kids took a little girls teddy and threw it up in a tree. Sasuke took the teddy down and scolded the kids. And after that, they never came to that neighbour hood again..

As he continued to run, now on the soft sand, he wondered what could've got him in that situation.. What he knew about the blonde, was that he was a very happy person. Always laughing and smiling. Making everyone happy. So WHY did this happen to him of all people..? He hadn't done anything wrong.. Or?

Sasuke didn't have time to think about that as he saw the short distance between him and the drowning teen, ''Hey! What the HELL are you doing?'' The other teens emmediatley dropped the blonde who fell down limply into the water, face down, not moving. Sasukes eyes squinted as he saw the other teens freeze. He knew them too..

He mentally shaked his head again and hurriedly walked into the water, the others not moving, not even breathing. He turned his head around, glaring, ''Get the Hell out of here before I kill you all...'' He growled lowly. At those words, the teens rushed off, leaving Sasuke with the unconcious blonde.

He cursed under his breath as he dragged him up to the sand, those little fuckers... How weak was the blonde anyway if they were able to do that? It didn't make sense at all.

But now, he needed to focus on the blonde.

He presses his ear to the others chest. He waited.. And waited.. And there it came, the soft 'thud' of the others heart. Good. He wasn't dead yet.. He then sat on his knees, placing both his hands on Narutos chest and pressed hard. And again. And again. He continued like that for awhile, that seemed to be forever.

Just as he was on the way to give up, the blonde coughed lodly, water rinning out of his mouth. He rolled over to the side and continued to cough for a few seconds before rolling back to his back. Looking up at the sky with half lidded eyes.

Sasuke exhaled quietly and leaned back slightly, feeling the tension let go of him. He didn't even know that he was tense to begin with. He closed his eyes and just sat there for awhile, his head was spinnig violently. How the hell could he be so worried about someone he didn't even know?

''Sasuke...?'' the raven opened his eyes as that raspy voice talked to him, only to see the same half lidded eyes looking dully at him. He nodded, ''What happened...?'' Naruto sat up slowly, holding his hand to his forehead, eyes closed, ''I don't know...'' Sasuke raised a brow, ''They just.. Came.. Out of nowhere..'' Sasukes eyes squinted, ''Why would they... Nevermind, at least you didn't die..'' Naruto smiled slightly, ''Yeah.. Thanks..'' Sasuke rolled his eyes, ''No need to thank me.. I just did what anyone else would do...'' Naruto shaked his head, ''Anyone else wouldn't save me...'' Sasukes eyes widened slightly, ''But why-'' Naruto shrugged, ''Beats me..'' He slowly stood up on wobbly knees, allmost falling down again, only to be stopped by Sasuke, ''You shouldn't walk yet..'' Naruto chuckled slightly, ''This is sooo unlike you.. You are always so quiet. I almost thought you couldn't speak.'' Sasuke rolled his eyes, ''Stupid..'' Naruto pouted and crossed his arms, sitting down again, and it became quiet.

The soft breeze from earlier had gone from that, to a more powerfull wind, which made Naruto freeze through his wet clothes. The always so observing raven saw this and stood up, extending a helping hand to the blonde. ''My house is not far away from here... You can stay there until your clothes are dry..'' Naruto smiled widly and took the hand and stood up, ''Thanks.'' As he was dragged up, he noticed something on Sasukes wrist and his eyes widened slightly, but he said nothing.

''By the way! Thanks again for saving me. My name's Uzumaki Naruto!'' He said with a big smile, hand still in Sasukes. The raven looked at him for a while before smiling a small, almost un noticable smile, ''Uchiha Sasuke...''

DAMN.. Horrible.. xD

Okay.. Soo.. I hope that SOMEONE liked it..

Now I will sleep

Cheers!