Have you ever wondered about why we were put on this earth? I have and I couldn't think of any logical reason that I should be alive rite now. I'm a useless creature. Not even my parents wanted me. They abandoned me a few hours after my birth. They wouldn't even look me in the eyes or even make sure I was safe and in good hands. I hate them and I could never forgive them. This was another reason why I hate myself; I made my own parents hate me. But the thing is I don't even know what I did wrong.

~ FLASH BACK ~

Cold hands pull me out of the bloody mess I am in rite now. The light is so bright compared to the darkness I have just been in; it takes me a minute to get used to it. I look up to the face of the person who just pulled me out. With one glance at the bronze haired man holding me I emidetly know who he is. He is my father. I flash him a brilliant smile containing my only two teeth. He gives me a forced smile and looks at the figure he had just pulled me out of. I follow his gaze. There was a woman lying on the strange table. She gives me a real smile but she looks in a lot of pain. I knew she was my mother. It hurt to see her in pain but I gave her a big smile.

"Give her to me." she said weekly while reaching out with her fragile hands. In an instant I was being handed over to her. I was placed on her soft, warm chest. She looked at me sweetly.

"I love you my little Renesmee." She said barely louder than a whisper. I grabbed a brown lock of her hair, and tugged on it lightly. I saw a reflection of light out of the bottom of my eye and I reached out to get the golden locket that reflected the light from my mother's neck. It was so beautiful. She saw what I was doing and unclasped it from around her neck and gently placed it around mine.

"For you, my sweet little Renesmee." She said smiling. I loved her so much already. She looked behind me. I waited patiently for her to look back at me but she didn't, her face was frozen in one spot. Before I knew what was going on I was out of my mother's grasp and in someone's cold one. I desperately wanted my mother's warm embrace but it didn't come.

"We need to get the venom into her NOW!" someone shouted. The loudness hurt my ears.

"I'll take her" a quiet, sweet voice said. I was handed to the woman, flinching at her coldness. She hurried me out of the room and down the stairs. She handed me a bottle filled with a red liquid that smelled so sweet and juicy. I wanted some of it so badly. I opened my mouth and she gently put it in it. I started to suck the sweet red liquid out of the bottle. It tasted so good. I hadn't realized that my thought was dry until now. The more I drank the better my thought felt. Then the bottle was empty but my thought was still so dry. I gave her a small cry and put my hand on her cheek. It felt so natural to do this. I told her through my thoughts that I was thirsty. Her first reaction was surprise but she didn't pull away. Then she smiled as she realized what was happening. She got up and carried me toward a room that smelled like the red liquid from the bottle. She opened a tall metal door and pulled out another bottle filled with the red liquid. She handed it to me and this time I used my tiny hands to feed myself. She smiled as she watched me eat. She carried me back to the living room and sat down on the couch with me still in her arms. After bouncing me on her lap for a few minutes I heard a door open and close and soon I could feel a new presents in the room. I had the strange urge to look up and into the eyes of the new presents. I looked up and into the beautiful brown eyes of boy. I felt as if he was the only piece missing to my perfect life. He was like the most perfect person I had ever laid my eyes on. I felt like my world was finally complete. I wanted him to hold me. I wanted to be closer to him. I wanted to be surrounded by his warmth. I wanted HIM. I gave him my best smile and reached my hands out toward him. The woman holding me turned around and snarled.

"Stupid mutt." She grumbled under her breath before turning to me and saying.

"How about you get some rest first, then you can meet the mu…Jacob" no. I wanted him right now. I am NOT going to bed until I see Jacob. Just then I yawned giving myself away. Great…...

"Please Rosalie?" he said in his beautiful, thick voice.Without another word she carried me up the stairs. I just stared at my Jacob. I gave him another big smile before turning the corner and disappearing from view. We walked into a room with another couch in it but this one was smaller than the one from downstairs. In the corner of the room there was a small crib that had something on it written in tiny letters.

"Renesmee, this is your new bed." She said. She carefully place me into the crib and kissed my forehead.

"Good night little Renesmee, I love you." I nodded and fell asleep. 3 hours later I woke up to shouting. I sat up in bed and looked around. Jacob and Rosalie were yelling at each other but I didn't know what they were saying. After a few minutes they fled the room and that was the last time I saw them.

~End flash back~

No one came back for me after that. They left me all alone and it has been 100 regretful years since that horrible day. I thought that they loved me and today is the reminder of their fake love for me because today is the 100th anniversary of the day they left. I watched as the sun rose remembering everything that happened back then on that terrible day. I will tell you now why I look 15 even though I really am 100 years old. I am…

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