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Haruhi sat there feeling shocked that Tamaki had turned her away, in essence he had turned her down. Isn't sex what all men really want and was she wrong that she wanted it so badly; she wanted to feel his lips on hers to have him caress her body why was that so wrong? Haruhi felt tears flooding her eyes but the emotion she felt began to confuse her she angry but the tears were filling her eyes still.

Tamaki saw the tears that began to line his Haruhi's eyes he felt as if his heart had been shattered he couldn't stand to see the tears in her eyes. I am responsible he thought to himself I can't bear to see her cry, how can I make it alright how can I make her smile for me again? He reached out to touch Haruhi's cheek, but to his surprise she stopped him pushing his hand away from her the movement was gentle. Tamaki looked at her dumbfounded "I hate seeing you cry Haruhi how can I make you feel better?"

Haruhi looked at Tamaki her eyes intent "You do relies we aren't like normal couples, and we have been on dates we went Kyoya water park. Yeah the others have been with us but isn't the purpose of a date to get to know each other?" her voice was calm she was talking like she was already a lawyer. Tamaki couldn't help but admire her for it; he sat there trying to figure out what to say to her. Trying to find some flaw in her logic, but he couldn't everything she said was right they knew everything about each other. And everything about their relationship was unordinary everything about the two of them was, so why did their relationship need to be like everyone's. "Earth to Tamaki did you hear anything I just said?" He looked at her and seeing the woman he loved with all his heart it helped him finally come to a decision.

"Your right" he said calmly "we aren't like other couples" When he touched her cheek this time she didn't push him away. Tamaki leaned down and kissed her full lips, he pulled away from her again and looked deep into her eyes. "Are you sure this is what you want Haruhi I don't want to make you feel like you have to do this if you are not ready."

"I kissed you first didn't I" Tamaki couldn't help but smile at her statement.

"Yes yes you did my beautiful Haruhi" He leaned in to kiss her again this time he took his time feeling her lips. Without having to ask Haruhi opened her mouth so Tamaki could have the access her wanted. His tongue explored Haruhi's mouth he was in heaven he never wanted this moment to stop, but they had to break there kiss for the much needed air.

Tamaki looked into Haruhi's eyes there were no sign of the tears that had been there they had been replaced with desire and need. Tamaki lifted her small body up and laid her gently down in the center of the bed. He leaned so he could look at her; he kissed her again their lounges danced together tasting each other a small moan escaped Haruhi's mouth. Tamaki pulled away looking down at her with a Cheshire smile on his face. Her breathing was labored Tamaki watched her face closely as he reached his hand down to the bottom of the white fabric covering Haruhi's body. She nodded to let him know she want him to she arched her hips upwards to make it easier for Tamaki to remove her dress.

Tamaki had completely removed Haruhi's dress she laid on the bed in her bra and panties they were white with little pink flowers. He wanted to rip them from her body so he could kiss the flesh that was hidden underneath the protection of the white cloth, but he wanted to savor this moment just as much as he wanted to rip her clothing from her body. He kissed Haruhi and the both of them began their tongues dancing all over again. Then Tamaki felt something he didn't expect Haruhi began unbuttoning his shirt it was his turn now to remove his clothing. He smiled sitting up on the bed he slowly removed what was left of his shirt; he noticed Haruhi was watching him closely she was biting her lip Tamaki could see that she was fighting the urge to reach out and pull the rest of his clothing off. He couldn't help but be happy by this realization Haruhi wanted him as much as he wanted her.

He reached down and undid his pants kicking them off his body and then off of the bed itself. Haruhi reached over and caressed him feeling the swollen length of him he moaned at the touch of her smooth skin. Haruhi's fingers trailed on his shaft and she looked at him locking her gaze with his as she began to stroke his penis she leaned in not stopping the motion she had begun this kiss was soft but there was more to it than just the gentle feel of her kiss there was a promise in it a promise that there was more to come. Haruhi moved away from his mouth placing kisses on his neck then moving to his collar bone, but when she reached his chest she stayed there she place a small kiss on Tamaki's nipple and then she began to suck on it. "Haruhi" he moaned in a raspy voice. Tamaki could feel her smile against his bare skin she gave his one last kiss on his chest before moving lower. Haruhi placed a kiss on the very tip of his man hood still moving her hand up and down, but instead of quickening her pace she slowed. She opened her mouth Tamaki tried to stop Haruhi but he truthfully he didn't want her to stop. She lowered her mouth around him she took in as much as she could handle she began to suck on him and it caused Tamaki to moan, Haruhi moved her head up and down taking care that her teeth never touched his delicate skin. Haruhi decided to take it a step further she moved her hand and began to play with his testicles rolling them softly in her hand this action caused Tamaki's whole body to shudder with pleasure. Haruhi could feel Tamaki's muscles began to tense she knew he was close to his climax, she did not want to find out what cum tasted like so she removed her mouth and started to use her hand again she did not go slow like she had before and her salvia was working like a very good lubricant so she held nothing back. Haruhi looked at Tamaki's face he had long since closed his eyes she started to stroke him and quickened her pace rapidly watching her with her every stroke and then it happened it was so quick yet in some ways so very violent, Tamaki's body convulsed and white liquid exploded out of his tip like a small volcano. Haruhi noticed there was a tissue box on the bed side table she took some and wiped up the mess as quickly as it had came out. Tamaki looked at her almost like he could cry

Haruhi cocked her hide to the side "what's wrong" she asked innocently watching him closely.

"I should have been the one to bring you pleasure….. I should have stopped you, but I was being selfish I didn't." He looked like a puppy that had been kicked Haruhi reached out and touched his face.

"I am happy that you feel that way but I wanted to do it you didn't force me and it did bring me pleasure to see you so happy and knowing I was what brought you to that place of ecstasy. " she smiled at him to reassure him that this was the way she wanted it to be. "Plus I am hoping you can make it up to me next time" she smiled ruefully.

My notes to my readers

I have read many fan fics were Haruhi was just swept up by whatever male character so I wanted to change things up and put Haruhi in control I would appreciate any feedback and sorry it took so long to update things have gotten crazy in my life