Hey everyone who's interested :D

After finishing chapter four of CSF, I somehow got the feeling I wrote myself into a corner, so I wrote down this new idea… well, it's not my idea. This story is based on Uemori Yuu's "Clumsy", adjusted to Naruto's and Sasuke's characters. At least I hope it is, I think every writer knows how hard it is to get them into character.

So, it's also the first time I wrote smut DX It was… embarrassing to say the least. Therefore I hope you'll like it and don't be too harsh, please?

Another thing, I inserted Sara, from Naruto Shippuuden Movie 4: The Lost Tower. Maybe, the people who don't know her might want to look up her picture, but who does not I've also described her, so you can imagine what she looks like…

So,

Enjoy

Eisfuchs

Clumsy

Author: Eisfuchs

Summary: She hadn't expected this change between them, but now, seeing his guilt, there was only one thing she could do. She would lie for his sake…AU, SasuFemNaru TwoShot

Part: 1/3

Rated: M (PG-16), for smut and some swearing

Disclaimer: Naruto © belongs to Masashi Kishimoto, Clumsy © belongs to Uemori Yuu

I gave up on trying to be loved.

"Dobe."

Sapphire eyes sparkled with lingering amusement as her eyes fell on the approaching person. Just now, Naruto and Karin had been engaged in some funny gossip her cousin had heard about their kohai Konohamaru, who had been found locked up in the girls' dressing room. Obviously the girls had not been happy with their unexpected discovery. Naruto was sure the boy would finally have understood to stop peeking in on them or she would have to use even more drastic measures in the future.

Naruto smiled at her longtime friend. She couldn't wait to tell him about her new masterpiece. She was a prankster through and through and she would lie if she said she wasn't proud of her work. She had saved countless of girls from the perverted brat. At least her cousin saw it that way and had congratulated Naruto on her achievement.

"Hey bastard, listen to that", she laughed with excitement.

"Don't bother", Sasuke interrupted her with a glare.

Her eyes narrowed angrily at the dark haired teen and she asked herself what animal crawled up his ass and died this time.

"Asshole", she growled and turned back to her cousin. She wouldn't bother with the prick if he approached her that way and rather continue her talk with Karin, only to realize that the redhead had fled her side upon the sight of the new arrival.

Strong fingers clawed into her long blond hair and she screeched at the unexpected attack. Sasuke pulled her roughly back and with an undignified screech she fell into his hard chest. Slowly she opened her eyes and glared at her friend. She scratched his arm, but the teen wouldn't budge.

"What the hell, bastard?" she shouted right into his face. His eyes only narrowed further, seemingly glaring daggers at the angered blonde.

"You didn't think you would get scot-free after the stunt you pulled yesterday, do you?" Sasuke said threateningly.

Visibly confused Naruto blinked a few times, before her eyes widened in realization.

Shit, she thought in panic. Because of the incident with Konohamaru, she had completely forgotten about the Uchiha. As revenge for his bastardly behavior yesterday, she deliberately ignored the fact that this was his personality, she had stolen his boxers during PE and sold them to his fan club, but he had caught her during the act just as they had exchanged the goods. She had had only the time to grab the money and run as fast as her legs would take her. Somehow she had managed to leave the place in one piece. Afterwards, she had sworn to avoid the Uchiha for the next weeks the best she could.

However, those thoughts had left her instantly after she had run into Konohamaru, who had wanted to install cameras in the girls' dressing room. She couldn't believe she would forget about Sasuke's wrath. She was more than screwed.

Naruto had known the boy since middle school and she had more than once experienced that Sasuke didn't care about her gender when he was angry. Not that she wanted him to treat her like a sissy princess. She could and would stand on her own, thank you very much. On the other hand, he scared her shitless right at this moment.

There was only one thing she could do now.

To tell the truth, I always think about him…

The light in her eyes dimmed and she looked slowly to the entrance of the classroom.

"Look bastard, it's Sara", she whispered.

Her words immediately showed effect. His grip on silken blond hair loosened until he finally let go of her altogether. The look in his eyes became softer and a small, almost invisible smile bloomed on his handsome face. She took her chance the moment he turned away from her and run a few rows down until she reached Kiba's table.

The brunette watched her carefully by the time she cackled madly. "Now, she really lost it", she heard him mumble to their classmate Shino, who didn't react at all. He was just weird like that.

Naruto ignored her classmates and whirled around to behold Sasuke's slightly confused face. His well-known scowl had returned on his pale features and he glared at her laughing figure after realizing she had tricked him.

She giggled shamelessly and then put both her hands under her chin cutely. She made puppy eyes, the way she had seen his fangirls do, enlarging her beautiful blue eyes immensely, and pouted her pretty pink lips. "Ooh, does little Sasu-chan get fooled by Naru-chan? Bad Naru, bad," she pretended to scold herself and gave a light slap on her hand. She couldn't hold the act up for long, before she had to release the insane laughter crawling up her throat.

It was too much for her. She laughed so hard, she didn't get any air and her stomach hurt from the force shaking her body. "Oh, god," she spoke in between the laughter. "It hurts. I think I'm gonna piss myself." She couldn't stop.

"Naruto", Kiba called out to her and with great difficulty she managed to ask what he wanted from her. "You better run."

Her laughter died down and she looked at the brunette in confusion for a second, before she registered what his words implied. With a fast movement of her head she turned to Sasuke, who had come noticeably closer. She squeaked with shock and then ran for her life the third time..

"Shit, shit, shit", she cursed herself. Why did she have to dig herself even deeper? She was the only one stupid enough to provoke Sasuke when he already was this angry. "Shit."

"Naruto, I'll kill you", Naruto could hear his growl behind her and how his steps became faster. She damned him for being better in sports than her. She would never escape him now. The day before she had the crazy fangirls to distract him, but there was nothing to get him off her tale this time.

Around them some of their classmates were laughing at their shenanigans, or more like her ones, Sasuke was always forced to take part in them, and others were shaking their heads at the display. The both of them had acted this way since their middle school days. Every second week something would happen to make Sasuke chase her around the classroom. She honestly didn't do it on purpose. Well, at least, she didn't do it on purpose every time.

No actually, what I mean to say is…

It didn't take long before he managed to catch her.

His hands grabbed the baggy beige pullover she was wearing over the white dress shirt of her uniform and she was suddenly pulled right back into his chest. Through the force of their harsh crash the both of them fell painfully to the ground. Behind her Sasuke grunted with displeasure and she hissed upon the contact.

With great embarrassment she noticed the position they had landed in.

Naruto was sitting right between Sasuke's strong legs. Hastily she closed her own ones to hinder the other guys to see her underwear from under the red black tartan skirt and cursed herself for the nth time for forgetting her short leggings she usually wore under the poor excuse of clothing. And she cursed Jiraiya for forcing the girls to wear those damn skirts. There was nothing but perverts in this rotten school, may it be the principle or his students.

"Got you", Sasuke growled into her ear and seized her around the waist, so she wouldn't escape a third time.

Surprised, she screeched and blushed bright red at the action, the way Hinata had done a few years ago. Instantly she clawed with sharp orange-painted nails after his arms and his face. She could hear him swear upon her girly behavior, but ignored it in favor for another attempt at flight.

"What the? Naruto, stop struggling." A hint of surprise could be heard through his angry voice, probably because she, for once, used the cheap tactics of a woman. Naruto knew he had never seen her like that. She usually used the moves she had learned or tried to copy from some battle movies on him. She dared to say she would neither have any qualms to bite him at the moment.

"No, lemme go, pervert", she shouted and didn't stop with her useless attack. Before she knew what happened he caught her around the wrists, making her unable to move in any way. Confusion about her immobility turned quickly into fury. Sapphire eyes glared at equally raging onyx orbs. "Lemme go."

"I don't think so," he replied and grasped her wrists tighter.

Her eyes narrowed dangerously.

"Lemme go," she repeated.

Apparently, he didn't give her order any worth, because her reward was one of his emotionless grunts. That made her even angrier, so she went through with the threat she had only thought about a few minutes prior. Before he knew what happened to him, Naruto had pierced the skin of his arm with sharp little teeth and bit him, hard.

She could feel Sasuke twitching and cursing, however she wouldn't yield. The prick had it coming after he didn't react upon the third time she had told him to release her. Naruto might have been at fault for the boxer/fangirl incident, but that didn't mean she would allow him to manhandle her. And just because she could, she bid him a little bit harder.

"Naruto!" He growled. The blonde smirked awkwardly around the pale flesh in her mouth.

"Sasuke", rang out a female voice within the classroom and Sasuke as well as Naruto froze.

…I couldn't be honest…

Naruto opened her jaw in an instance. Simultaneously, Sasuke let go of her wrists.

Blue eyes traveled carefully over the glaring red marks on porcelain skin, before she looked up at the owner of the voice.

A familiar girl stood in the doorway of their class. Naruto knew she was almost a year older than herself, a few days younger than Sasuke. If Naruto stood up she would only reach to the girl's nose, because the new arrival was tall, as tall as those models in the television. She wore the same uniform as Naruto, but was missing the pullover. It accentuated her slim figure.

Naruto herself had a curvier figure and therefore liked to hide behind her baggy pullover

Long red hair flowed down her back in a straight line and to either side of her oval face she had long bangs. She was of the same fair skin as Sasuke and where Naruto's face would be described as cute, hers could be called beautiful. Small glossed lips sat under a straight nose and violet eyes were framed by dark eyelashes.

Currently, those eyes stared at the two teens still sitting on the ground and Naruto realized how their position might look like to bystanders. Hesitantly, she slid away from Sasuke and stood on shaky legs.

With great reluctance she allowed herself to look at her friend and she cringed, seeing his happiness upon the visit of the girl. Commonly indifferent eyes were sparkling and finally there really was a smile, a small one, but nevertheless a smile, on the handsome face.

Naruto could only sigh helplessly and reach out his hand to his still sitting form.

It took some time before Sasuke noticed his friend's gesture, but he took her offer gratefully. Naruto had to brace her feet to not be pulled back down, because of Sasuke's weight. He stumbled a little and crashed into Naruto's small frame. She squinted one of her eyes, but they eventually managed to find their footing. The smile on Sasuke's face never had vanished.

"What's with you smiling so brightly?" Her last word was soaked in sarcasm and the peaceful expression on Sasuke's face died, leaving only a scowl in place.

Somehow, she managed to giggle gleefully at his reaction even so she felt as if she didn't get any air at all. She felt numb.

Sasuke glared at her, but shortly afterwards a smirk replaced the dark expression instead.

"You're wicked, because you're alone", he scoffed and Naruto sputtered incredulously.

"You damn bastard."

There was no reaction of her friend. Sasuke just walked over to the girl and took her by the hand and they both left.

With yearning and sorrow in her eyes Naruto stared after the couple.

…, because Sasuke has a beautiful girlfriend.

After a long day Naruto and her friends had spent in the city, they planned on going home. Sakura and Ino had been the first ones to leave, because they lived in another direction and she just had said her goodbyes to the guys and wanted to leave with Kiba and Hinata, when she heard said brunette shouting loudly. The two girls whirled around to the boys and Naruto listened in to their conversation curiously.

"You guys broke up!" the teen screeched into Sasuke's ear and the Uchiha only shrugged. Naruto eyes widened at the news. She could neither believe what she was hearing nor Sasuke's uncaring reaction.

"She found someone else," he told to the wide-eyed Kiba and pulled the black scarf tighter around his neck. The scarf, which, Naruto knew, had been a Christmas present from Sasuke's girlfriend. She could feel Hinata's concerned eyes on her form.

"Seriously, Uchiha? You've been dating for two years", Neji commented and watched Sasuke with clear white eyes. He was one of Sasuke's closest friends, so she could understand his concern.

"So she left you", stated Shino and then looked down on his watch to see what time it was. "The last train will leave soon." Shino's insensitive remark startled the blonde and she narrowed her eyes at her weird friend, before turning concerned blue eyes back to Sasuke. He didn't seem to mind the words.

"Ah, shit, you're right Shino," Kiba panicked and then said his good byes to the bug-boy, who usually went by bus and Sasuke, who lived near. He had a surprised expression when he noticed that Hinata and Naruto were still there. Apparently he had completely forgotten about the girls.

"Well, let's go," he said and took the lead. Hinata followed him timidly, but kept shooting worried looks at Naruto. The blonde just couldn't take her eyes off Sasuke's parting form.

"Somehow, he is really calm", Naruto could hear Kiba say and she wondered how the brunette could think that Sasuke wasn't effected. He really loved his girlfriend. "It might be good that he isn't sad."

Kiba was wrong.

There was the sound of feet running over pavement.

"Hey, where's Naruto goin'?"

He's definitely feeling down.

After Naruto had searched thirty minutes for the missing Uchiha fruitlessly, she finally found him in a park nearby. He was sitting on a bench and, just like her, he had been drenched completely by the torrent of rain, which had set in only a few minutes prior. He was a pitiful sight to behold.

His beautiful black hair was plastered to the pale forehead and the strong neck. There was no sight of Sasuke's spikes, which had been drowned by the falling water. To others his stature might have seemed straight and proud, but after so many years of knowing him she easily could tell how rigid he was. The emptiness in his coal black eyes almost broke her heart.

Kiba had been more than wrong.

Sasuke was not only deeply hurt by his girlfriend's unfaithfulness, he was devastated. Naruto had observed Sasuke for years and her friend had never been happier than when he had been with Sara. As much as Naruto had wished to stand by his side, she always knew she would never be able to give Sasuke what Sara had given him. There had been a reason Sasuke had chosen the redhead. Naruto had never been an option.

Uncertainly, she walked over to him.

He didn't even notice her presence and it hurt her. It hurt her to see her most precious person suffering to this extent.

She grabbed her orange schoolbag with both hands and lifted it over Sasuke's dark shock of hair to shelter him from the cold rain, never mind that he was already soaked down to his bones. With pain filled eyes she watched how he finally looked up hollowly.

"Naruto" he recognized her. The indifference in his voice shot a cold shiver down her spine.

"You'll get wet. Aren't you going to look for shelter?" It was nothing more than a whisper, but she was sure he heard her nevertheless. She got her confirmation when he snorted upon her pointless question. He was as conscious of the state they were in as she was.

His lips formed a crooked smile.

"It's too much trouble."

"You'll catch a cold", she tried again.

Maybe it had been the pity in her eyes or her willfulness to remain stubbornly by his side, but next she knew he was glaring at her with an ugly sneer. However, what shocked her most were the words leaving his pretty lips. The mouth she had longed to kiss for years.

"Then, why don't you warm me up?"

Even if you're just lonely,…

Sapphire eyes watched him, several emotions running through them upon those cruel words.

Naruto didn't know what she was supposed to feel, if she even should take his words seriously or just discard them. Obviously Sasuke was in a disarray of emotions. Sasuke didn't sleep with people on a whim and he was still in love with Sara. As much as he might be suffering, she couldn't believe he would want to escape this way.

A cold laugh interrupted her train of thoughts.

"I'm joking. There's no way", he sneered, but couldn't finish his sentence.

Before he realized what she would do and even before she would acknowledge her unpredictable action herself, she leaned down to him and pressed her lips onto the ones of her friend, silencing him instantly. She could feel him stiffening and saw for the first time how his black eyes widened in surprise.

Sasuke didn't kiss back, instead he pushed her away. It wasn't harsh, so Naruto had no problem to remain in her place, right before him.

The blonde watched how he rubbed the back of his hands over his lips as if in disgust and then glared furiously at her.

"What the?" he growled and she interrupted him again.

"It's fine", Naruto told him with an even voice.

He blinked in confusion. "What are you talking about?"

She stepped in between his legs and he watched her with wary eyes. He realized what she planned to do, when she leaned down again. He grabbed her wrists, but she wouldn't be deterred. Gently, she cupped his cheeks in her hands and whispered again. "It's fine."

She could see panic in his onyx orbs and so she said once again just as their lips grazed. "It's fine. I don't mind."

They didn't close their eyes and she carefully began to move her lips over Sasuke's. They were wet from the rain and slightly chapped and unmoving. Sasuke still wouldn't kiss her back. He just watched her.

Her reassuring almost seemed to become a mantra. With every nip, every lick, she gave to his lips she told him in a quiet voice that it was okay, that it was fine, that she didn't mind and she stroked his cheeks and through his hair and begged for him to accept her.

"It's fine", she said one last time and finally those tempting lips cautiously started to move.

I don't mind being used.

At first, they were both carefully moving in this new territory. Their eyes were still open and they watched each other's movements. It was kind of awkward, because this thing happening between them had never crossed their minds. They had always been just friends and Naruto never even dreamed of the possibility that Sasuke might return her advances.

However, now that she had come to this point she would take what Sasuke gave her. She wanted to console him, get his track of mind of Sara, whatever way she had to. Even if it was only for a few hours, even if it was only for a few minutes, she wanted Sasuke to forget about reality and about his pain. Just for a while.

Finally, she closed her eyes and went to the next level. Slowly she opened her mouth and traced her tongue over his soft lips. Sasuke flinched back instinctively, so she drew the appendage back and reassured him once more.

"Everything's okay", she whispered breathlessly, fearing that she might have gone too fast. She wouldn't forget that his actions were led by heartbreak in contrast to her own motives. "It's okay."

Her fingers gently caressed through his jet black strands and scratched lightly over his scalp.

"It's alright." With those words she put her lips back to Sasuke's.

This time he accepted her instantly and his movements were no longer insecure, but became more determined with every nip he took. She almost jumped when his big hands cupped her head and brushed through her long blond hair. His fingers grazed her sensitive ears and she whimpered at the unexpected touch.

She stumbled stupidly when he suddenly rose from his seat, but wouldn't break the connection between their lips. She could only imagine how ridiculous they looked, he standing up to his full height and Naruto trying to accommodate while remaining the status of their glued lips as it was.

Now that they were standing, she had to tiptoe to reach his lips. It quickly became too straining for her legs and she slumped back down. Surprisingly, he followed her and bent over to continue their doing.

The force behind his kisses became harsher and he started to nibble on her ones, before eventually he swept his tongue over them. She opened her mouth immediately and met the soft organ halfway with her own. She was overwhelmed with his taste on her tongue.

They explored each other thoroughly, grazing teeth and embracing tongues and just feeling each other. Sasuke wrapped his right arm around her waist and pulled her against his hard frame. His other hand cupped her cheek and stroked over the delicate scars on her skin. She could feel his hard muscles against her and blushed overly conscious, when her breasts were squeezed between their bodies.

With every second, every touch, Sasuke became wilder, more heated and she embraced everything of it. He was burning her whole being and she couldn't understand how she was still able to breath.

In the end, they pulled apart and only gazed at each other.

Silently, Sasuke let go of her and bend down to lift his schoolbag and her one, which had fallen down after she had kissed him the first time. He took both objects and sent her a purposeful look.

Naruto took a deep breath, pressing her hand against where her heart beat fiercely within her ribcage. Then she followed him out of the park, destination in mind.

Because, I love Sasuke.

After they left the park, the Uchiha led them to a love hotel and they wordlessly checked in. The arrival at their destined room was as awkward as the first joining of their lips and Naruto excused herself to clean up. First and foremost, she wanted to give Sasuke the possibility to leave if he had a change of mind, but then again, she also wanted to calm her own nerves.

He was still in the room when she returned, glad in only a white fluffy towel. Her hair was slightly wet and flew in beautiful golden curls down her body, not that the Uchiha gave her even a glance. He silently followed her example and went to take a shower, ignoring her half naked figure completely.

Meanwhile, she tried to make herself comfortable and looked around the room curiously. However, she couldn't focus on her surroundings for long, overly conscious of the presence in the next room. She could hear the shower running and felt herself tremble.

She really would sleep with Sasuke.

Naruto couldn't believe that this was happening. Her fingers clawed at the crème-white silken bed sheets and she shot worried glances at her bare feet. She didn't know what to do. Was she supposed to wait for him or crawl into bed and wait there? Should she pull off the white towel, her only barrier? She would never be able to wait for him in the nude as much as people thought she knew no shame. Even Naruto had her inhibitions.

She went rigid when the shower was turned off. The time seemed frozen when the dark haired teen opened the door, stepped out and caught her in his deep black eyes.

Naruto had thought he might ignore her again, so she was completely caught off guard by Sasuke's open staring. Unconsciously she tried to hide behind the small white cloth, her beautiful sapphire eyes widening visibly.

A heavy blush bloomed on her tan cheeks, when she realized he, too, hid his nakedness only behind one of the hotel's fluffy towels. It barely reached mid-thigh and enhanced the porcelain skin, stretching over strong legs, a lean abdomen, broad shoulders, a tempting neck and artistic features. His jet black hair showed indications of his natural spikes now that he had been able to dry off, but her sharp eyes could still catch glistering droplets on his body.

Sasuke was one of the most beautiful people she ever got to know.

The atmosphere around them became heavy with the thought of what they were about to do. Sasuke watched her like a predator and she tried to hide behind the tiny towel the best she could. She had the feeling, just like her, he gave her the chance to fetch her clothes and get out of the hotel, before either of them could regret what they planned to do.

Slightly affronted by the thought, she provocatively drew up her legs to her body and slid to the middle of the bed. This whole time she stared into onyx eyes, daring him to leave if he couldn't pull through with it.

After a long time an amused smirk flashed over his features and he snorted while shaking his head at her boldness.

Then he started to move, his every step a dark seductive promise.

Naruto watched how he crawled onto the bed and settled himself in between her legs. His hands floated over the outlines of her calf, her thighs before nearing the white fluffy towel. There was curiosity and lust in his dark pools. Apparently the Uchiha had realized she would not back down.

So, she could understand his confusion and dissatisfaction when she caught his wandering hand by the wrist. His eyes narrowed at her, but she wouldn't be deterred. She wouldn't do it this way.

"Light off", she stated flatly.

He raised a well-trimmed eyebrow at the command. After a few moments of neither of them doing anything, she turned bright red, conscious of what she had demanded of him. But, she couldn't help herself, she felt embarrassed.

"Light off", she repeated and narrowed her eyes at Sasuke.

He snorted only at the stare. The effect was completely lost through her blush, but he followed her plea anyway. Deliberately he leaned over her small form, not once breaking their eye contact and pressed the switch on the side of the bed. The lights went out immediately and she sighed with relief.

She couldn't see anything, blinded by darkness. However she could still hear Sasuke snort again.

"Shut it." Growling, Naruto punched into the darkness, hoping her fist would find her goal. The feel of flesh against her knuckles and the following grunt made her giggle devilishly. That would teach the bastard, she thought and squeaked when Sasuke pinched her thigh in turn.

Sasuke chuckled darkly upon her reaction.

Scandalized she swatted after him, but he swiftly caught her hands. His sight seemed to have returned before hers.

The blonde was ready to snap at her friend, but he swallowed her insults with eager lips. Naruto pretended to struggle, but quickly gave in to his advances.

His lips lay warm on hers and moved languidly against them. Soon his tongue swiped over her upper lip and she immediately opened up for him. She met him halfway and they battled briefly for dominance before Naruto gave in and let Sasuke devour her.

While they kissed, he grabbed her small hands in his bigger one and his other hand found its way back into her golden hair. He gently brushed through the strands before his fingertips grazed over the soft skin of her cheek. Finally, he grasped her chin and fierce desperation seemed to overcome him as he brutally crushed his lips onto hers.

His other hand released her and grabbed the outer side of her thigh tightly, squeezing the flesh with slender fingers. Naruto could feel her little barrier slipping loose around her breasts and the waist. Embarrassed she clutched at his dark hair and pushed him deeper into the kiss they shared. Her other hand clawed into his shoulder blade.

They kissed a few seconds longer, Sasuke's hand sliding up and down her thigh until their lips parted. Naruto's lips were slightly red and swollen and she gasped needy for air. She whimpered as his searing lips travelled down her chin, lapping on every centimeter of skin he came across. His hand followed that talented mouth and she felt how swift fingers unfurled the last cloth separating him from his prize.

Her back arched off the bed when his lips suddenly embraced one of her perky nipples and his hand fondled the other one enthusiastically. Her hands scratched at his back and her free leg wound around his hip, undoing the towel around his waist. She hissed when pale and tan skin touched in a frenzy of passion.

She wanted to call out to him, to say, moan his name, but knew that she couldn't. There was nothing between them but an old friendship. Sasuke loved Sara, not her.

So, she cupped his face in her hands and drew him back up to her eyelevel melding their lips together again and again and again. She slipped her tongue into his mouth and kissed him and clawed at his silken hair, ensuring herself that just for a moment he belonged to her and no one else. For this one night Naruto imagined Sasuke as hers alone.

With one fast move she pushed the Uchiha on his back and straddled the surprised teen. Now that her eyes had accustomed to the darkness, she could see his eyes narrowing in confusion. Naruto ignored him and gave a peck on the scowling lips, before sliding down his hard body. She nipped and licked here and there and left her marks on the pale skin, the wish to own him filling her whole being.

She scratched over muscular arms and flat abs, set on self-assigned mission. She wanted to make Sasuke feel good. However, the Uchiha seemingly thought differently. The teen stopped Naruto and pulled her back up, aligning their lips again, swallowing her questions with hunger and fervor. She resigned for the moment and responded, whimpering softly when his hands grazed over her chest and nipples.

Suddenly, she could feel his hand in between her spread legs and then two fingers entered her heat in one thrust. Her eyes snapped open in surprise and, to her embarrassment, a loud moan ripped out of her mouth. Naruto could feel his self-satisfaction upon her reaction.

Her body slumped against Sasuke's and she could only wither in ecstasy with every push of those wicked fingers that probed her innermost core. She panted and moaned and just felt herself burn from the inside out. He was no longer gentle and instead pushing the digits in without mercy, driving her insane with pleasure.

Naruto found herself back in her previous position, when Sasuke bend over her body to retrieve one of the condoms on the nightstand. She mewled desperately at the loss and the tickling feeling of her unfulfilled need even though she knew what would follow. Longingly she watched Sasuke pull it on skillfully and afterwards settling in between her legs once more.

He didn't enter her immediately, but dipped down and drove her into another heated kiss, she accepted reluctantly. With expectation, she dug her claws into his shoulder and his firm ass, showing him just want she wanted of the Uchiha. She pled, begged for him to continue their activities and to finally unite their bodies.

Sasuke grunted at her impatience, but released her lips.

Satisfied she leaned up on one elbow and gave him a peck on the cheek before curious eyes settled on his manhood.

She hissed in want when Sasuke's penis probed at her opening experimentally, but pulled out instantly afterwards. The Uchiha did this several times until she realized he was teasing her. Growling, she drove sharp nails into the skin of his upper arm and heard Sasuke wince. This whole time, she didn't dare take her eyes of their genitals, not wanting to miss the moment Sasuke and she would become one.

She wanted to treasure their time together.

However, Sasuke wouldn't move and she was hot and horny and in love. She couldn't understand how he could stand this need, drawing out the lust and tease her like that.

"Please", she begged eventually, forced to look into his deep dark eyes.

He didn't move for some seconds, but nodded in the end. He still might have been unsure or he might have wanted to give her a last opportunity to back off, but she didn't care. She wanted this. She wanted Sasuke. And she wanted Sasuke to forget about the rest of the world, while he drowned in her embrace.

And then she watched how he entered her.

That's why I won't regret it.

Naruto had been awake for a while, watching Sasuke's sleeping form in silence.

The Uchiha was almost fully covered by the silken sheets, only his bare torso and head visible. His usually scowling face was relaxed and he was breathing soundlessly. Sasuke's black spikes were a mess on his head because of their activities and Naruto's constant stroking. But, she probably didn't look any better.

She didn't know how long she had been lying there, mulling over the last hours.

They had really done it. She had had sex with Sasuke and it had been great.

At least, it had been great until she remembered that Sasuke didn't return her feelings. For the Uchiha it had been nothing more than an escape from his breakup with Sara and Naruto couldn't imagine how they would go on. Was she supposed to confess? Or should she wait for Sasuke to wake up? She just didn't know.

She had contemplated about leaving before the Uchiha would wake up, but she had immediately discarded the thought. She couldn't just leave her friend behind.

But, she was scared and somehow, she had the feeling that all of this, the kisses, the touches, the sex, everything had been a mistake. There was this foreboding feeling deep inside her.

Precariously, she stretched out shaky hands to the sleeping Uchiha. With gentle strokes she caressed his soft black hair and his pale cheek. His eyebrows narrowed at the new sensation, but the teen slept on anyway. She continued her patting and straightened out the line on his forehead.

In Naruto's opinion Sasuke was more beautiful when he was unguarded.

She retracted her limb with a flinch.

Her eyes filled up with tears that she wouldn't let out.

This unguarded Sasuke would never belong to her.

Now, I'm regretting it after all.

"Morning."

The deep baritone voice snapped her out of her train of thoughts and she blinked in confusion.

Onyx orbs watched her from under black strands. Sasuke's eyes seemed to look right through to her. She felt embarrassed by his unwavering stare and blushed.

Feeling uncomfortable, she tried to avoid eye contact and whispered back shyly.

"Ah..mor..ning."

Sasuke had surprised her.

She had been too deep in her own insecurities and worries, to realize her friend had woken up. Unconsciously she tried to hide behind her part of the blanket, afraid of what would happen, now that both of them were awake. She could barely imagine how Sasuke would react. She had realized that during the time in the park Sasuke hadn't acted like himself.

She could feel him moving and when she dared another quick look at him, he had sat up on the bed. The blanket had slid down into his lap and his eyes were concealed by his long bangs. But more importantly, he had frozen in this position.

Naruto also sat up nervously.

This didn't seem to be good. It was never good when Sasuke became blank. The Uchiha had always been indifferent and emotionless, but Naruto had for a long time been able to read his every mood, probably way better than even Sasuke knew. However, right at this moment, she couldn't. She didn't know what Sasuke was thinking.

And, it scared her.

She couldn't change what had happened between them, but she also didn't know what to do now. The atmosphere between them was frigid and strained.

Maybe he had found out about her feelings, she thought. Was this a good sign? Or would he reject her right from the beginning?

"Erm…ah", she stuttered, trying to find somewhere to start, to somehow ease the air between them. Naruto wasn't someone, who was easily shut up, but she couldn't come up with anything. She didn't find any words. "I…"

"Sorry", he interrupted her pathetic attempt to lighten the mood between them. His tone was frosty and angry.

Naruto flinched back at the cold dismissal.

What are you sorry for?

Her eyes widened with fear. She couldn't lose Sasuke.

"It… it doesn't bother me," she started with a tremble in her lower lip, hoping he wouldn't see the treacherous reaction of her body. She just couldn't lose Sasuke. "I said it's alright, so…"

Suddenly, Sasuke screamed.

"It's not alright!" His head whirled around to her shivering form and she became the victim of his vicious glare. Sasuke had never been this angry with her. "You should have refused!"

His next words shocked her to her very core and she had to force down the tears welling up in her eyes.

"You are too easy."

He was wrong, Naruto thought with desperation. She wanted to tell him, also scream at him how totally wrong he was, but her body wouldn't move confronted by his rage and regret. Sasuke regretted it, she realized with shock and sorrow and heartbreak.

She clung to the blanket.

"You should treasure yourself more!" he snapped and clutched black strands in his hand. Even with tears in her eyes she could still see the little veins on the back of his hand, the indication of just how angry he was. There was an ugly sneer on his face and so much self-loathing.

He was wrong, she thought repeatedly, not that he would ever hear her.

It's not like I'd do it with just anyone. It's because it was Sasuke.

If she said the truth, Sasuke would definitely feel only guiltier, because Sasuke didn't feel the same.

"Sasuke", she, at last, tried to reassure him, reaching out a shaking hand to his still body. She was sure, she would find a way somehow. She would find a way to make everything alright again. They still could be friends. They could forget about everything and return to how they were before, she tried to promise herself in distraught.

Naruto didn't expect her hand to be slapped away, however. It stung terribly, not only on her skin, but also inside her heart. Sasuke was completely and utterly rejecting her.

"Don't touch me", he snarled and stood up. Ignoring his nakedness, he stormed into the bathroom and left her alone.

Naruto didn't follow him and didn't move. She only stared with empty sapphire eyes at her slowly reddening hand.

It hurt, she thought. The pain was almost unbearable.

They would never be able to return to before.

With this, I became unable to confess, and we can't return to being just friends. In this case…

She could still safe them.

Quietly, she stood up from the bed. First, her right foot found stand in the crimson carpet and then the next one. She raised herself on wobbly legs, shackling herself by the bedsheet, they had had sex in. Because, they hadn't made love, she reprimanded herself. There was no love found in between them.

There was still a possibility for her to save Sasuke and Naruto.

Because Sasuke didn't love her.

So, she wouldn't love Sasuke either.

Everything for Sasuke, she told herself, since Sasuke was her everything.

She would save them.

She followed him into the bathroom, the sheet ironically dragging behind her like a bride's veil.

Sasuke was bent over the sink. There was a dark and hateful look on his beautiful features, turning his face into a hideous deformed grimace. His muscles were stiff and he murmured inaudible things into the stubbles of his beard.

She would release him from his suffering.

Sasuke didn't see how she opened her arms and caught him into a hopeless embrace. Hopeless, because with this her feelings would remain a dark unspoken secret for her knowing only. This would be the end of her one-sided love. There was no happy ending, if the feelings were a one-way street.

He stiffened under her touch, his body warm and strong in contrast to her frozen skin. She might have imagined it.

"Naru", he growled and she could feel him breaking away from her, so she interrupted him with a loud and clear voice.

"The truth is I was dumped", there was a bittersweet smile on her face, he couldn't see. "So I was lonely."

He froze in her arms and she put her forehead against his bare back. She could feel new tears in her eyes and asked herself when she had had become one of those weak sissy princesses she hated so much. Sasuke would never believe her while she bailed her eyes out.

She swallowed heavily.

"Isn't it alright?" she asked and thanked god for her steady voice. "You don't need to think about those things."

Cautiously, he turned around, probably to see her facial reaction. Sasuke had always thought she was a bad liar, never knowing she had been able to hide her love from him for more than two years. He would never detect her lies, because she had learnt to hide and by the time steel black eyes found her own blue ones, a goofy smile was stretched on her face, wide and carefree.

"This relationship is my decision."

His dark eyes widened minimally when he realized what Naruto was proposing.

Naruto tiptoed and reached for his lips, like they had done countless times during sex, and breathed against them sensuously.

"When I'm lonely I make Sasuke accompany me."

I couldn't think of anything else…to stop Sasuke from blaming himself.

TBC

Well, that's it for the moment. Hope you enjoyed it. Again, the lime/ lemon/ whatever-it-was was a pain in the ass to write and I hope you won't be too strict with me. :'(

It was my first time writing it.

So, who doesn't want any spoilers, do not read Uemori Yuu's "Clumsy" yet. Who does please enjoy, because it's one of my favorite mangas out there.

Feedback is always appreciated :3

Until part two…

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