Authors Note: Geez'…. It's been a long time! I've missed you guys and Oh Mm Gee I have also received new followers since I've been gone. That is amazing! I love it! Thank you so much people! Thank you for understanding my absences too it's been fuckery in my life but it's getting better.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything Twilight! But I know we wish we all did.

Chapter: Fuckery

The heat of the sun graced my face, waking me up from the best night of slumber. I have, ever had the heat of Paul's arms wrapped around me is better then any blanket in the world.

I looked to the clock reading the 10:37AM. I moaned out of the appreciation of the wonderful sleep, stretching enough to get bones in motion but not enough to disturb Paul's sleeping form. Doing all that woke up my need to relieve my morning bladder which I believe everyone was cursed with in life. I mentally groaned at Paul for wrapping my body so good with his, with his arms and legs. We're a tangled mess of limbs and my bladder was screaming for me to get up but I couldn't help admirer the colors of our skin tangled together. His russet to my pale was beautiful.

Feeling a pang in my abdomen brought me back to the fact that I need to use the bathroom badly. Ugh I'm on the mission of not waking up Paul.

'Let's, let the inner ninja Bella out' Ha! Yeah right.

Untangling my feet wasn't as hard as I had thought it was going to be but his arm's was a tough job to get out of. It took time but I got out without his noticing.

'Awe… shit I have an inner ninja! I should have known when I escaped Jasper and Alice, but damn did it feel good to get out without waking him up. Walking to the door was another thing since sneakers and rumpled sheets tripped me making me fall to the floor with a thud.

"FUCK." I untangled my feet from the sheets getting up from the floor I saw Paul sitting on the bed wiping his eye's grumbling god knows what.

"What just happened?" Paul asked huskily with sleep still in his 7lm

I kicked the sheets and sneakers away from so I could pass without the falling. Answering his question with irritation laced in my voice.

"Nothing, I have to pee."

Leaving the bedroom I walked through the corridor to the bathroom. I glanced every which way as last night hit me like a wrecking ball. I couldn't believe I was in Paul's house and I slept over. What the fuck was I thinking of sleeping over here. He's better now he doesn't need me I can stay at Charlie's house. I don't want him to think that now that I'm here that I am going to stay in his house yet it felt funny to just think to leave him. Shit is this one of the fuckeries of being an imprint. I'm bound to him as he is bound to me but I can leave him. 'Geez I am fucked! Hm but not all that much because I really can't see myself letting go of his snobby ass. Paul being this tan fine built man did something to me too.

Edward was good looking but now that I think of it he was surely overly pale, paler then me and that's saying something for real. Now that I think of it people should have seen the difference from the Cullen's.

Shaking my head in the mirror, I spotted mouth wash and it will have to do till I can get to the rental. Stepping out the bathroom I spotted Paul leaning against the opposite wall.

"Um… I need to get my things from my rental, it has my things and I need to take a shower and stuff.'

"I'll get it for you as soon as I am done." He stepped forward with caution in his eyes but pulled me into him to wrap me in a strong hug. "Bella, I've missed you so much," Paul whispered in my ear letting me go to step through the door to the bathroom. I smiled walking away feeling the blush creep on my cheeks.

Heading downstairs I went to rummage through the cabinets and fridge. I looked for coffee but he didn't have any there was no food either and I frowned to that because my stomach was going to eat it's self soon.

"Theirs nothing here since I haven't been home since you left. Emily must have cleaned out the house because it doesn't smell of rotten food." I turned to Paul with a frown placed on my face. Paul pushed off the door frame.

"Hey what's wrong?"

I was killing you I wanted to say but I chose differently.

"Nothing just thinking about Charlie. That's all I have to see him."

"Will do that, I'm going to get your bag I'll be right back."

"Okay, Thank you Paul." I whispered. I watched him walk to me bending down to touch his lips to my forehead. My body was humming with a need of Paul.

Paul dropped me off at the hospital he was taking the rental back to airport to then run back to Fork's to pick me up and then I would get to ride wolf style he said with my choice of going back to Charlie's or his house but he made sure that I knew If I chose Charlie's that he would be there too that his wolf isn't all that comfortable with letting me out of his sight now that I am back.

I read Charlie all the get well wishes of the cards and stuff he received from his town. I didn't know what to do or what to say since he was in a coma so I decided to tell him about Paul and the pack. It's not like he'll ever know he has to wake up.

Charlie and I never one for emotions or long talks but I felt good to talk to him even if he is sleeping and doesn't understand right now.

"Dad it's crazy all this wolf, vampire's it's another secret world out there and then theirs Paul my Paul he suppose to be my imprint the love of my life and I don't know how I really feel about that, I mean he's nice when he wants to be but then again I don't really know him. He's been sweet today but I think it's because I was killing him.

Time passed and I told Charlie everything I could from the first day I came to Forks to the Cullen's and James and his coven the wolves everything I said everything because he was sleeping.

Shortly after my rambles Paul came in the room bearing food from the diner and my belly was grateful and after that we said a goodbye and goodnight to Charlie.