Ok this is a new fic that I am writing becuase Kendalls Logiebear wanted this, but I've had the idea for awhile now, but just never got around to it. This is just a start and I hope it's good. This is also an Mpreg.

Better Than I Know Myself

Chapter 1: For Your Entertainment

Logan Mitchell sighed as he turned the TV channel again only to see the same thing. He hated this. It was so stupid. Every station was going on about his latest breakup with his bastard of an ex-boyfriend. He didn't want to hear another word about the bastard. It was everywhere he went lately too. Everywhere he went people always asked him about his break up with Dustin. It was always about Dustin. He had finally given up on leaving his home all together now. He hadn't really left his house in over a week. He didn't care though. He never wanted to leave his bed again. He was perfectly fine where he was.

"Dude you need to get back out there," a voice from his doorway said. Logan turned and saw his two best friends, James Diamond and Dak Zevon standing there. He knew giving them both a key was a bad idea. His manager Kelly Wainwright was standing behind them. He knew what they wanted. They wanted to get him out and about again. They wanted him to get out there and show the world he was still ok even after his nasty breakup. He wasn't ok though. He was upset and wanted to mope. They just didn't understand that.

"I am perfectly fine with staying in bed," Logan said turning away from them.

"Come on Low-gain," Dak said. Logan sighed, he did not want to do this right now.

"They're right Logan," Kelly said walking over to the singer. She sat down on the edge of his bed. "People are starting to think you're losing it," she said.

"I don't care," Logan said.

"Yes you do," James said walking over to Logan's bed with Dak right behind him. "Come there is a party tonight and we're going," he said sitting down on the edge of Logan's bed in front of the brooding brunette.

"No," Logan said.

"Come on Logan you can't keep acting like this," Dak said, "Gustavo is not a patient man and people are really staring to think you're losing it," he said.

"I don't care," Logan said again. He really didn't care right now. He just wanted to lay in bed and mope. That was all he felt like doing these last few days.

"Come on Logan," James said placing a hand on Logan's thigh.

"I don't want to go out," Logan said.

"You can't sit here and be miserable all the time. You need to get out and show Dustin that he is the last thing on you're mind," Dak said.

"I don't care what Dustin does with his new skank," Logan snapped.

"Ok then come out with Dak and I," James said.

"Logan, as you're manager and friend I suggest you go out and have some fun," Kelly said, "you have to get back to work on your album soon," she added.

"Fine if it will get you three off my ass I'll go," Logan sighed, "now get out and let me change," he said. The three stood up and left the room. Logan slowly got out of his bed and walked over to his closet. He changed into a nice party outfit. He wore a light dress shirt and dark pants. He slipped a pair of black shoes on and left the room. He saw James and Dak standing outside his door waiting for him.

"Kelly left," James said, "she had some business to take care of," he said.

"She wasn't coming to the party with us was she?" Logan asked.

"No, but she wanted us to say good bye to you for her," Dak said. He grabbed Logan's arm and started down the hall. James laughed and followed behind them. They walked out to the garage and picked one of Logan's cars and got in. Dak was in the drivers seat since Logan had no idea where they were going. James was sitting in back.

"Where is this party?" Logan asked.

"You'll see," Dak said.

"Is he gonna be there?" Logan asked referring to his ex.

"No," James said, "we're not idiots," he said.

"Well you never know," Logan said shaking his head. He sighed knowing these two meant well. It's just that sometimes things didn't work out with them around. Logan knew he should trust his friends to never steer him wrong, but he couldn't. he just didn't have a good feeling about this. He didn't say anything to the two in the car with him, because he knew they would tell him to lighten up. He just sighed and looked out at the passing building and people. Eventually Dak pulled up to a club. Logan knew who was throwing a party here. Stephanie King was throwing a party and she had sent out invites to this party weeks in advance. Logan had forgotten that it was tonight. Stephanie King was a big horror movie director and she even starred a few of her own films. She was getting more widely known as the months passed.

"Why didn't you tell me it was Steph's party," Logan asked.

"You would've refused to come," James said, "at least with some mystery you would get curious," he added. Logan looked over his shoulder at James. That was true and a smart plan.

"No way that was you're idea," Logan said looking at James.

"It was mine thank you very much," Dak said as he got out of the car. Logan and James got out as well. Logan at the club. There was lights flashing from inside and music could be heard. Logan knew he was probably going to regret this, but he followed his friends inside. Stephanie greeted them t the door.

"Hey guys," she said smiling at them.

"Hey Steph," Dak said walking up to the film director and giving her a hug and kiss on the cheek.

"Hey," James said giving her a hug and kiss on the cheek as well.

"I am so glad you guys made it," Stephanie said.

"Like we'd miss one of your parties," Logan said putting on his best fake smile as he hugged and kissed Stephanie as well.

"I see you're up and about again," Stephanie said.

"I wouldn't miss this for the world Steph," Logan said smiling again.

"Well, there's an open bar and everything, got waiters going around with appetizers and drinks as well," Stephanie said, "just go have fun," she said.

"Will do," James said grabbing Logan by the shoulders and steering him inside. "Have fun," he said as he left him with Dak in pursuit of some hot guys. Logan sighed and walked over to the bar. He should've known that they would ditch him as soon as they got inside. He shouldn't have expected anything less from his friends. Logan ordered himself a drink and sat down. A waiter came up to the bar beside him and told the bartender his drink order for guests.

"You here alone?" a voice asked from beside him. Logan turned to see a blonde standing next to him. He was standing by a tray he had set on the counter. Logan knew he had to be a waiter here for the party. He had definitely never seen him around before.

"No, my friends dragged me here and then ditched me," Logan said.

"Aw sucks to be you," the blonde said chuckling lightly.

"Nah, screw them," Logan said shaking his head. "I'm better off alone," he said.

"Here's your drinks," the bartender said getting the blonde's attention. The blonde nodded his head and grabbed the tray now full with drinks.

"Have fun drinking," the blonde said winking at Logan.

"I will," Logan called after him. Logan turned his attention to his drink and down it and ordered another. A while later Logan was wandering around looking for his two moron friends. He had not seen them since they ditched him. Logan eventually sat down at a table with his drink in his hand.

"Having fun?" a familiar voice asked. Logan looked up and saw the blonde waiter from before.

"Nope," Logan said, "I didn't come here for fun," he said.

"So why did you come here then?" the blonde asked as he sat down next to Logan.

"To get away from my shitty life," Logan said bitterly. He shook his head. No, he wasn't going to think about Dustin right now.

"You're at this party so your life can't be that shitty," the blonde said.

"I was dragged here," Logan said simply, "why am I even telling you this?" he asked.

"Because I am a good listener," the blonde said smiling charmingly.

"Back to work Knight," a voice said beside the blonde. Logan looked and saw a blonde woman standing next to the blonde sitting next to him.

"I'm on break," the blonde said smoothly.

"Five minutes," the woman said before walking away.

"You should get back to work," Logan said turning away from the blonde. He didn't want to admit it, but it was nice talking to someone.

"You're probably right, but I don't really give two shits about this job," the blonde said waving his hand dismissively.

"Let me guess you came to Hollywood to get you're dream to come true," Logan asked.

"No, my friend did," the blonde said, "I am looking for something I want to do," he said.

"Being a waiter isn't it?" Logan asked laughing.

"No even close," the blonde said laughing as well. Logan didn't know why he found it so easy to talk to the blonde. "I really should get to work, I need to money. It was nice talking to you," the blonde said as he stood up. Logan just nodded his head as he watched the blonde walk away. Logan found him self staring at his ass. He couldn't help it. The blonde had to be messing with him trying to get him to notice him. Logan shook his head and turned in time to see James and Dak heading his way. They sat down at the table.

"Where the hell have you two been?" Logan asked angrily.

"Scoping out guys," Dak said.

"And a few girls," James said shrugging.

"Well I've been sitting here bored out of my mind," Logan said, "I don't know why you guys dragged me out here," he said.

"You need to get over Dustin," Dak said, "you need to find a guy and just go crazy," he said.

"But don't forget the condom we don't want to hear about you getting knocked up," James said laughing.

"I am not gonna be that stupid and get myself knocked up," Logan said as he rolled his eyes. He sighed and stood up. His friends were idiots. He did not want to be around them right now. He started walking around. He couldn't believe his friends. They were crude but right. He needed to move on. Dustin sure had. He already had a new girl on his arm. Logan hated Dustin so much right now. He had broken up with Logan and then hooked up with some slut the next day. Logan eventually found himself at the bar again. A few drinks later someone sat down next to him.

"Still trying to drown your sorrows," the blonde waiter from earlier asked. Logan turned to him and met his gaze. He was captivated by those beautiful green eyes. He hadn't noticed them before. He didn't know why or how he had missed them. They were so beautiful and something Logan liked, no loved.

"Yep," Logan said.

"You want to know something?" the blonde asked.

"What?" Logan asked.

"My shift ended over an hour ago," he said, "I've been sticking around because I kind of wanted to talk to you again," he said blushing. Logan smirked and ordered them a few drinks. Several drinks later they were both drunk.

"Wanna get out of here?" Logan asked after awhile. He grabbed the blonde's hand and started for the door without even waiting for an answer. He didn't need an answer the look the blonde was giving him said enough.

"Won't your friends get mad at you for leaving them?" the blonde asked.

"They ditched me so is only fair I ditch them," Logan slurred. They walked out of the club and to Kendall led Logan to his car. Logan pushed the blonde against his car and kissed him hard on the lips.

"My-my roommate is ou-out for the weekend," the blonde stuttered out. Logan grinned against the blonde's lips before he pulled back to look at him.

"Perfect," Logan said grinning.

The two got into the car and the blonde drove Logan to his flat. They arrived within minutes. They made their way up to the flat and headed straight to the blonde's room. Clothes were thrown everywhere as they made their way to the bedroom. They were down to their underwear by the time they reached the bed.

Logan pushed the blonde down on to his bed and climbed on top of him. Logan leaned down and started to nip at the blonde's neck. The blonde moaned and threw his head back in pleasure. Logan ground his hips down into the blonde and felt his erection grind against his. Logan reached down and pulled the blondes underwear off and toss them aside. He looked down at the blonde's erection and grabbed it and started to stroke him. Logan then presented the blonde with three fingers.

"Suck," he commanded. The blonde took his fingers in his mouth and ran his tongue over them seductively. Logan moaned at that and quickly pulled his fingers out of the blonde's mouth and moved them down to his hole. He shoved two fingers in without warning. The blonde cried out and arched his back at the pleasure.

"More," the blonde urged. Logan added another finger as he stretched the blonde. Soon the blonde was a writhing mess beneath Logan. Logan grinned and pulled his fingers out. He hastily pulled his underwear off. He tossed them behind him as he leaned over the blonde and sealed their lips together in a sloppy kiss. He lined himself up to the blonde' waiting hole and pushed in. The blonde threw his head back breaking the kiss. Logan moved his lips to the blonde's shoulder and sucked and nipped at the skin there. The blonde moaned.

"You like that?" Logan asked.

"Yesss," the blonde hissed. Logan started to thrust harder into the blonde.

"Oh yeah," Logan moaned as he pounded into the blonde below him. He felt the familiar coil in his stomach and he knew he was close. He could tell the blonde was too, if the volume of his moans was anything to go by.

"Harder," the blonde cried out. Logan grabbed the blonde's cock and stroked him. The blonde cried out as he painted their stomachs white. Logan came deep within the blonde and collapsed on top of him. Once Logan mustered up the energy he pulled out of the blonde and fell onto the bed beside him. Logan slowly let sleep over take him once he realized the blonde was passed out as well.

Ok I know this sounds a little like the Kames story Cherry Bomb by nic98ole. I just realized that, thanks to a review, but this is so different. I may have been thinking about without realizinf it as I wrote this, but it will be different than that story. This will be the only chapter like Cherry Bomb. I didn't even realize it until i got the first review. Also if you want to leave a review telling me somthing like that please sign in so we can talk or something.