H: I really just wrote this because I am really sad right now. So please no flames, and I hope you don't get depressed. This story will get happier in the end.

Summary: Kowalski has a lot on his mind, but it's not what anyone would expect. rated for sexual content, and mention of rape.

Pairings: Kipper (Kowalski/Skipper), and forced pairing Johnski (Johnson/Kowalski)

Hinted Pairings: Prico (Private/Rico), and Julene (Julian/Marlene)

Genre: Horror/Romance

Rated: M for Sexual Content, and mention of Rape.

kowalski age: 11

skipper's age: 13

manfedi's age: 20

Johnson's age: 19

Chapter 1: Forced dream

3rd person's pov

It was a normal day in the frozen land of Antarctica. Skipper, Kowalski, Manfedi, and Johnson were all sitting in their frozen fortress. Manfedi was whittling. Skipper was drawing a picture of him and Kowalski playing ball. Kowalski was eating his frozen dessert. Johnson was sitting at the table looking out the small window.

Manfedi stood up, and went over to Johnson. "Johnson I'm taking Skipper out for training, make sure the base is secure" Manfedi said. Johnson nodded in reply. Manfedi went over to Skipper, and he stood up. Skipper followed Manfedi outside.

It was only Johnson and Kowalski in their frozen fortress. Johnson looked over to Skipper's pal Kowalski. Kowalski was leaning against the wall while eating honey from a jar. Johnson smirked at him. Johnson got up, and came over to the sweet 11 year old. Kowalski had his eyes closed while eating honey.

Johnson put his flippers on Kowalski's shoulders. Kowalski kept eating his honey, instead of paying attention. Johnson leaned in, and pressed his beak to Kowalski's honey drizzled one. Kowalski stopped eating the honey suddenly, and opened his eyes. He saw his commanding officer real close, and had his beak on him. He was suddenly very afraid.

Johnson pushed his tongue into the honey filled beak. Johnson moved his tongue all around Kowalski's honey filled beak. He got a very good taste of his earlier dessert. Kowalski watched as his officer continued this. Johnson moved his flippers down to Kowalski's hips. He smirked as Kowalski shivered.

Johnson pulled Kowalski up after the kiss, and said-"you tell anyone you'll be demoted" Johnson warned. Kowalski didn't want that. So he kept quiet for 17 years….