A/N: This new fan fiction is based loosely off the book "Dear Jo." Oh and just to let you know, in my mind Beck and Jade never broke up. They are still happily dating. I think I'm in denial. Read the end notes if you're at all confused by the story.

Dear Journal,

Okay ya, I'm not starting with that every time i have to write

Dear Diary,

Seriously what do I look like? A 9 year old girl? No freaking way.

March 1st 2012,

That I can handle. Now if my mom would quit reading over my shoulder maybe I could actually write something. Isn't this supposed to be a PRIVATE book? Okay she left. Alright, so ya, I'm supposed to be keeping this book of all the things I'm feeling and thinking, and just basically what happens each day. They call it an "expression book." Honestly, you can call it what you want, but at the end of the day its still practically a diary. Ya that's right, Beck Oliver has a diary. This is normally where Jade would come in and laugh at me. You know call me a sap or possibly ask me if I was sure I was an 18 year old guy. But see, that's the problem, Jades not here. And if she was here, well I wouldn't be writing in this now would I? I'm not sure why I'm explaining everything. I'm the only one that will ever read this, so why am I pretending it's like a book for everyone to read? I think is because I'm so used to writing scripts and plays that are put on for an audience. This is kind of a new experience for me, and I'm not sure I like it. I wouldn't even being doing this if my parents hadn't decided that this would be an appropriate way of coping with my feelings. And if i don't write stuff in the book? Well as they put it, I would basically be hurting them as well as myself. So being the agreeable person I am, I'm writing. And I really wish Jade was here to tell me to stop. To tell me that this will never work and I'm completely stupid. But like I said before...She's no. Because Jade's gone. No we didn't break up or anything, she's just gone. Disappeared. Left without a trace. And no one knows where she is. Not even me.

March 2nd

I'm being forced to write at the moment. I'm supposed to write about the night Jade disappeared. The police and my parents think it might help me to remember a few details I may have forgotten. But trust me, I didn't forget any. I told them every single thing that happened that night, although everyone seems to think I missed a few facts. They're wrong. I never forget a single moment with Jade.

It was a week and a half ago today. Friday night. Jade was over at my RV as usual. When her curfew came at 11:00 I grabbed my keys to take her home. Usually her mom picked her up, but as Jade had told me earlier, her mom was out of town tonight.

"What do you think you're doing Beck?" she questioned me.

"Bringing you home," I replied just as smoothly.

"You do realize my house is only like a 20 minute walk right? I think i can manage to walk that distance."

"Really Jade it's no problem, it'll take 2 minutes."

"Exactly," said Jade. "So what's the point? Let me walk, I'll be fine."

"But-" I tried to argue.

"Beck i swear if you don't shut up and let me go I will walk out of this RV now and never come back. I'm not 2. Nobody needs to hold my hand crossing the street, and nobody needs to drive me home. I LIKE walking at night, and I never get to seeing as my stupid mother insists on picking me up. I can handle myself."

With that Jade walked swiftly out the door and left leaving me standing dumbstruck inside. I opened the door after her and waved while blowing her a kiss knowing she had won this one. I thought about getting in my truck and following her, but she'd kill me if she ever found out I did. But before I turned back inside I sent her a text saying:

To Jade

From Beck

Okay you won this one I'll let you walk. But please do me a favour and send me a text when you get home saying you made it safe. Promise me. Love you.

She replied back almost instantly.

To Beck

From Jade

I always win. And don't count on it, my phones about to die and our house phone is broken. If it still has battery by the time I get home I will. Promise, and if not I'll text you tomorrow morning for sure. Don't worry about me. I love you too.

So when she didn't text me that night I wasn't too worried. Her phone had most likely died. The next morning when I woke up I checked my texts right away. There was 1 from Andre, 2 from Cat and about 6 from Robbie, but none from Jade. Still i wasn't overly concerned. Jade loved to sleep in, she probably wasn't even up yet. By 2:00 I was getting anxious. I checked my phone every minute waiting for the text i was sure would come eventually. At 2:30 I heard a knock at my door. Relieved I pulled it open expecting o see Jade standing there as she usually was. But it wasn't her. It was her mom looking extremely upset.

"Beck is Jade here?

My heart sank. "No," i replied. "Didn't she come home last night?"

"No her brother says she never did. I've tried calling her cell phone about 20 times but I'm getting no answer, have you tried?"

"Ya but I can't get through to her either." I said starting to feel light-headed.

"Do you know where she might have gone?" her mother looked frantic.

"No, when she left last night she said she was walking straight home. I'm so sorry she wouldn't let me drive her, I tried, I really-"her mother cut me off placing a hand on mine.

"I'm sure she's fine." She tried to say calmly. But i could feel her hand shaking on top of mine."I'm going o drive around and look for her for a bit. Let me know AS SOON as you hear anything." I nodded dumbly as she left. Walking back to my bed I sank down and took in what i had just heard. It was hard to hear. That night, when there was still no sign of Jade, her mother called the police. They interviewed me and my parents for hours. Asking me things about me, about Jade, about us. They asked me if she had ever talked of running away. I said she had, but it was always together. She said if she ever ran away, she would take me with her, and i fully believed her. I basically told them everything I just wrote in here, so I'm not going to write out the interview. My hand is cramping up. The next morning they concluded she wasn't a run away. How? They found Jade's jacket with her cell phone in the pocket at the side of the road. The jacket was covered in specks of blood. A simple DNA scan proved the worst. It was Jade's blood.

March 2nd (later)

No one is making me write this time. I'm doing i because i want to. It's been over a week and they haven't found out anymore about Jade yet. No one will tell me anything either. But I've been spending a lot of time in the house lately and I hear their whispers. Murder. Suicide. Could that be what happened to Jade? I don't believe any of them. They can't be tru—

There are police at my door. I hope its good news. We could all use good news.

March 2nd (even later that night)

Jade has been kidnapped

A/N: so like i said above this is my new chapter fic loosely based on the book "dear Jo" i came up with this idea sweeping floors at the diner i work at and i had to write it. I think it turned out well. And yes future chapters WILL have Jade's P.O.V in them. And yes all of the chapters will be set up like this with it just being characters writing. And just to let you know, bold writing is becks. Italics will be Jades, and normal was Becks mom. Anyway i hope you like it. If you have any questions feel free to ask. And PLEASE PLEASE review! They are always appreciated and mean a lot to me when i write. Hope you enjoyed. I'll try to update soon

~Kat