ps: something big is about to happen and i hope people don't hate me after this. :3

Logan wanted to run. All these years he had dreaded the day that he saw Carlos again, because he knew that he would never be able to control himself, and he would just give in.

Carlos glared at him, taking deep breaths. This was why he moved into this house. He wanted to see Logan. He had a plan. His heart pounded as he made his way across the street. Logan looked at him shocked.

"Hi" Carlos breathed, swallowing that nervous feeling.
"w-what are you doing here?" Logan said, his mind doing circles. His heart was throbbing. He ached to reach out and touch Carlos. To kiss him. To love him.
"I just bought this house. Not so poor now am I?" Logan lowered his gaze, cringing at the harsh words.
"I was such an idiot Carlos. I'm sorry, the last thing i wanted was to hurt you."
"well you did Logan, you took my heart and stomped on it. All because you mother wouldn't approve. But it's okay Logan, I'm not mad at you. I'm just mad at what you did. Why you did it." Logan felt his chest caving in. His fingers itching to touch Carlos. He needed to touch Carlos. "Do you want to come inside Logan?" Logan froze. He looked turned his gaze towards his own house, mentally cursing himself. Carlos stared at him, nodding, accepting the silent answer Logan was giving him. "It's okay, you should go back to your wife. I'll see you around… neighbor." Carlos turned around, walking towards his front door, smirk plastered to his voice. Oh he would definitely be seeing Logan again.

Logan practically ran inside his house, sweat dripping down his body. The way that Carlos had spoken, it was taunting, very far from innocent. Nothing like the Carlos he knew, but of course that was years ago. Logan shook, he wanted to take the offer. He wanted to just forget about everything that had happened.

"Logan?" He turned around, seeing Sara walking down the stairs.
"What?" He said, his tone dry. Sara walked up to him, looking out the window before turning her gaze towards him.
"who were you talking to? Who was that man?" Logan rolled his eyes, something he found himself doing often when speaking with her.
"Our new neighbor. Why does it even matter?" Sara sighed, biting her lip slightly.
"Is he gay?" Logan's eyes widened, shock flashing across his face.
"Why must you think that all men I talk to are gay. Yes, I'm gay but jesus christ I'm not going to fuck every man that walks my way" Sara flinched.
"Well sorry but the last thing I want is for you to leave me for a man, I'm your wife, I have the right to be jealous." Logan shook his head, walking towards the kitchen.
"Well that's never going to happen, I married you to please my mother, we are stuck with each other until the day she passes. So get off my case." He slammed his fist against the counter. Logan walked towards his study, slamming the door and locking it.

Sara knew he was gay, and she agreed to marry him under the condition that he would never love her, yet she continued to make his life hell, always accusing him of cheating or liking a man. To be honest he wanted to be happy with her, but her jealousy is what distanced him from her.

The first two years of their marriage was manageable. They looked like a normal couple, they enjoyed each other's company. They were even intimate a couple times. But soon Sara started to develop a jealousy, and after that, their relationship began to crumble.

Logan paced around his study, His thoughts moving to Carlos. What was he going to do? The urges and feelings that he had for him were rekindled with just seeing him. Now Carlos lives across the street from him.

"Alright Carlos, everything is set." Eduardo said, walking into the large kitchen. Carlos smiled, walking over and patting Eduardo's back.
"What would I do without you man?" Eduardo chuckled, shaking his head.
"You would be lost my man, But listen… who was that man you were talking to earlier?" Carlos froze, taking in a deep breath as the events of earlier popped into his head.
"That, was Logan Mitchell." Eduardo raised his eyebrows.
"So that's Logan Mitchell. Really. Well what's the deal with you two? Why'd you want to move to a house in front of his?" Carlos sighed, that aching in his heart coming back again.
"About 6 years ago, me and him dated. We were really serious, and we were even each other's first. But he comes from a high class, religious family, and well you know where I come from. So he told me we couldn't be together anymore, because of his mother" Eduardo nodded, sympathy evident on his face. Carlos chuckled. "So, I tried to forget about him but after all these years, my heart still aches for him. So now that I am rich, I decided to try and find him, and get him back. He needs to be mine again." Eduardo nodded again, biting his lip slightly.
"But Carlos, isn't he married or something?" Carlos cringed.
"Yes, but I need to lure him in, I need him to love me again, and maybe then he will leave his wife, or something." Eduardo stared at Carlos.
"You really love him don't you?" Carlos nodded, his tears threatening to fall.
"I love him so much. Which is why I need him with me, no one else."

Logan woke up the next morning, earlier than usual. He got dressed, and made his way down the stairs. He opened the door of the house, walking out on to the lawn to get the paper. To his surprise, he saw Carlos, rummaging thru the trunk of his car. Logan tried not to stare, but his eyes kept going back to Carlos. That urge coming back to him, even more powerful than yesterday. Carlos turned around, spotting Logan and smirking. He closed his trunk, walking across the street towards Logan. Logan felt his heart beat accelerating. He subconsciously licked his lips.
"Good morning neighbor" Carlos greeted, playfulness evident. Logan swallowed hard, fighting back the nervous.

"Good Morning Carlos" Logan quietly greeted, as if someone were to hear him. Carlos sighed, glancing up at Logan's home.
"How's the misses?" Carlos said, smiling playfully. Logan couldn't help but smile just looking at Carlos's dashing smile. The one that made him fall in love with him.
"S-she's good. Sleeping…" Carlos nodded, biting his lip lightly.
"So listen, I know my offer to come over yesterday was a bit abrupt, but I just want us to be on good terms, leave everything in the past and just be good… neighbors" Logan glared at Carlos, before nodding.
"Well, you should come over for dinner with me and my… wife." Carlos smirked.
"Great, how about tonight?"
"Sure, I'll tell my wife." Carlos sighed, loathing the sound of Logan saying "my wife".

"Alright then, I'll see you tonight" Carlos said, winking subtly before walking away across the street to his own home. Logan stood there, baffled. Something about this did feel right, but at the same time, he couldn't deny that he was excited for tonight.

"Logan, why in the world would you invite him over? You know that Monday nights I go out with my friends." Logan rolled his eyes. "You have to cancel, tell him some other night or whatever." Logan groaned.

"I'm not canceling that is rude." Sara huffed, crossing her arms.

"More like you want him to come over because you like him." Logan pounded his fist against the wall.

"I am sick and tired of you always thinking that I like a man. Can you just realize that it doesn't matter how I feel? I am stuck with you. You can go where ever the hell you want to go tonight, I'm going to treat our new neighbor with hospitality. And plus he might not be gay, so calm down." Sara frowned, rolling her eyes.
"I'm still going out"

"So… where's your wife? I haven't had the chance to meet her" Carlos said, admiring the interior of the home. It was neatly decorated in varieties of red and brown all around the home. He plopped himself down on the leather couch.
"She won't be joining us tonight, every Monday she goes out with her friends or whatever, even though I asked her to miss just one night… She refused." Logan said, sitting down on the couch.
"Oh, that's too bad I wanted to meet the lovely lady." Carlos smirked. Logan sighed. If only he knew how life with Sara really was.
"Look Carlos, I know we agreed to forget about the past, but can we talk about what happened?" Carlos nodded. "I'm sorry. You know that I married Sara for my mother. Not because I loved her." Carlos only nodded, glaring at Logan. "If it were up to me, we would be together right now." Carlos blinked, not expecting to hear Logan say that.
"Logan, you could have just ignored your mother." Logan shook his head.
"I would have been disowned, I wouldn't have had a family. My family doesn't approve of homosexuality and they only associate themselves with people of our class." Carlos rolled his eyes.

"But I see you made a quite a lot of money." Logan smiled sheepishly. Carlos, chuckled.
"I inherited my brother's business. He passed away recently." Logan gasped, sympathy hitting him.
"I'm sorry to hear that." Carlos shook his head.
"No it's okay. I don't want to talk about it but, yes I have money. Six years too late thou." Logan lowered his gaze. "Logan… I still love you, you know that right?" Logan's eyes widened, his heart beating fast, those urges to kiss Carlos coming back. He felt himself slowly gravitating closer to Carlos. Carlos leaned in, grabbing a hold of Logan's face, and slowly pressing his lips against Logan's. Their lips meshed together perfectly, slowly finding a smooth rhythm. Carlos swiped his lips across Logan's bottom lip, begging said boy for entrance. Logan hesitated, but slowly parted his lips. Logan relished in the feeling of Carlos tracing his tongue thru each and every crevice of Logan's mouth. The kiss started to get sloppier, teeth clashing together. Carlos traced his hands down Logan's torso, stopping at the hem of his pants. Logan's brain was telling him to stop, but his heart kept yelling to keep going. Carlos, slowly unbuttoned his pants. They pulled away from the kiss, staring into each other's eyes. Logan looked at their current situation, mentally debating with himself whether to stop Carlos or to just go with it. Carlos slowly removed his shirt, revealing his tan and toned torso. Logan licked his lips, want hitting him hard. He leaned in, this time initiating the kiss. He found himself needing Carlos. He quickly went to working on Carlos's pants, trying to pull them down. Carlos smirked into the kiss, pulling away and standing up, fully removing his pants, leaving himself clad in boxer-briefs. Logan stood also removing his pants and shirt. He eyed Carlos, just as Carlos eyed Logan.
"I missed you." Carlos whispered, caressing Logan's cheek. Logan smirked, enjoying those words. Logan leaned in again, kissing Carlos's neck, pecking all the way down.

"Please…" Logan whispered back. Carlos nodded, pushing Logan down on the couch again, slipping off his boxers. Logan panted, excitement hitting him. He relished in the sight of Carlos, just the way he remembered him. Carlos kissed down Logan's torso, making sure to get each and every spot. He placed a kiss on Logan's hip, biting down lightly, wanting to leave a mark. Logan groaned, loathing how slow Carlos was going. Logan bucked his hip up, searching from a touch. Carlos smirked, tracing circles around Logan's crotch. He slowly lowered his head, licking a strip up Logan's shaft, received a shaking breath from Logan. Carlos chuckled tonguing the slit. He lowered his head more, taking in Logan's dick into his mouth, wrapping his lips around him. He slowly bobbed his head, each time taking him in deeper. Carlos reached up, shoving two fingers in Logan's face. He pulled off.
"Suck them for me" Logan quickly wrapped his lips around the fingers, tonguing and sucking, trying to make them as wet as possible. Logan moaned as Carlos took him all in, deep. Carlos pulled his fingers out of Logan's mouth, bringing them down towards Logan's hole. He probed it a little before pushing one finger in slowly. Logan groaned, it had been a while since the last time he was with Carlos. Carlos pumped his finger in and out slowly, stretching the hole. Logan mewled as Carlos inserted another finger, scissoring a little faster than before. Carlos pulled off of Logan, kissing up and down his thigh. Soon Logan was moaning, arching his back lightly.

"You ready?" Carlos asked, pulling his fingers out. Logan nodded vigorously. Carlos chuckled, crawling up Logan's body. He spit in his hand, slicking his member completely. He positioned himself at Logan's entrance, pushing in slowly. Logan groaned again, definitely not used to this feeling. Carlos leaned in kissing Logan furiously, teeth and tongue clashing against each other. He continued pushing in, shaking slightly from the urge to just fuck Logan senseless. Logan bucked his hips slowly, silently begging for Carlos to just go for it. Carlos snapped his hips back, thrusting in deep. Both men letting out moans. Logan panted, his back arching. This what he needed all these years. To be so close and connected with Carlos. His anger, his sorrow, his miserable life; all forgotten with just being here with Carlos. Carlos's became harder and faster, purely animalistic. Logan sat up, clenching on to Carlos's shoulders, bucking his hips up to meet Carlos's thrusts. Both mean, panted into each other's mouths, lust completely taking over them. Carlos began to feel that coiling feeling deep in his stomach, he was reaching his end. Logan latched his lips onto Carlos's neck, biting and kissing all over. Carlos reached down, grabbing hold to Logan's leaking and aching cock, pumping it fast, wanting Logan to come before him. Logan moaned, the pleasure turning out to be too much for him.
"C-carlos, fuck." He panted out, a his peak. Carlos brushed his thumb against the tip, sending shivers down Logan's back and finally making him crumbling over the edge, come hard. Carlos could feel Logan clenching hard around his dick, throwing him over the edge as his orgasm hit him, spilling all he had to offer into Logan. Both men panted, their bodies slick with sweat. Carlos pulled out of Logan, getting up to look for his clothes. Logan, glanced at Carlos, confusion evident in his face. Carlos looked at him, sighing.

"Your wife, might come home soon. I don't want her to find us like this." Logan's eyes widened, and then he suddenly remembered, he had a wife. Logan Mitchell had just cheated on his wife. He quickly shot up from the couch, cringing slightly at the pain shooting up his back. He reached for his clothes, fumbling to throw them on. Carlos only studied Logan, the way he hastily put on his clothes.
"Are you okay Logan?" Carlos asked. Logan shook his head.
"We shouldn't have done that. I have a wife." Logan said, running towards the closet to get a towel. He walked back, clean up his mess.
"Yeah, well you obviously didn't act like you had a wife a few minutes ago." Logan sighed.
"This can't happen again Carlos." Carlos rolled his eyes, walking towards the door.
"Just face it Logan. You looked it more than anything. And from the looks of it, it seems like you don't even love her. So why are you with her" Logan groaned.
"I have my reasons, now please. Leave." Carlos quirked his eyebrow. How could it be that one minute Logan was begging for him to be with him and now he was turning him away?
"Don't tell me you regret being with me?" Logan stopped his cleaning.
"please leave." Logan whispered. Carlos opened the door, turning to Logan.
"I know you still love me, why can't you just face it." Carlos turned walking out, slamming the door behind him.

yeah man, smut is my forte so i had to do it. but i hope you enjoyed the chapter.

Oh and there is waaay more to Sara and Logan's relationship, you'll see later on.