Oh hey there, This is the first fan fic I'm posting so like stay with me on this. I feel like you guys are going to hate me because of this, but I really like this story so you can deal with this chapter is scarily short for stuff I usually write. So um... Here it goes.

Falling. I just wanna slam to the ground. Be done with this fucking life.

Falling. With a flash of light, I woke up. I can't take it. I cannot take it.

Who do I come to? I have no friends. The glee club hates me and Brittany's with fucking wheels. No one. Everyone else just wants to hook up with me.

I ran out of the room. Looking for something, anything.

Or a specific anything.

I found it.

The gun. I stared at it, unsure of what I was doing, but then I held it up to my head. I put my finger on the trigger. All my emotions running through my head.

Running.

That's what I need.

I got up and ran.

Ran down the streets of Lima Heights Adjacent. I threw the gun into some woods and continued to run. Everything anyone has ever said to me ran through my mind. "Slut" "Whore" and a bunch of worse things. I turned around and ran back to the woods.

I looked for the gun.

It was my only escape. Where the fuck is the gun?

"Looking for this?" A voice from the woods said and I sprung around. I was about to scream when I saw her face. She was... "Gorgeous" I muttered.

"Um yeah..." I continued.

"Why? I heard Lima Heights Adjacent was bad, but why would a girl like you need this gun?" She said with her perfect voice.

"Who the fuck are you?" I asked, looking at the stranger who seemed to be the

only thing in my life at the moment.

"Oh sorry," she walked closer to me and held out her hand, "I'm Nicole."

I took her hand.

Nicole.

Nicole smelt good. So good. "I'm Santana." I said, looking into Nicole's blue

eyes. She had light brown hair. and was kinda tall. She was perfection.

Pure perfection.

"Santana..." she said. I love the way she said my name, "Well Santana. I just

moved here and I need someone to hang out with."

"Alright," I said and for the first time in weeks I smiled, "How about you come to my house? Nobody is home."

"Okay. How bout on the way you tell me why you were looking for this gun?" she smirked and threw it deeper into the woods.

"How about you wait til' we get to my place."

I took her hand. Which was warm. And it made my body all tingly. Like Better

than Brittany's.

Anyways I walked to my house. A ton of guys checked us out and stuff but it was Lima Heights Adjacent. And I was with a beautiful girl. Then it

hit me. What if she's not gay? I'm setting myself up for heart break again. I

knew I couldn't fall for her until I knew if she was gay or not. We walked into my room and she sat on my bed.

I saw her on my bed and I wished she had just always been there.

"So... Time to tell me what the gun was for..." Nicole said and I took a second to listen to her voice. It was like a freaking love song that I just wanted to play over and over again. Wow, Is it me or does that sound like a Selena Gomez song?

So I sat next to her and it just flew out of my mouth, "I was going to kill

myself."

She looked and me confused then said "Why?"

That simple word. Three letters. Had finally made It seemed like someone cared.

Even if it's some girl I just met in the woods of Lima Heights Adjacent. Yet, at the same time she was much more than that. She was Nicole... She saved me and is continuing to save me.

"It's complicated..." I mumbled, looking down.

"Well of course it's complicated... Life itself is complicated... What's going on?"

"I... I'm in love with someone that doesn't love me back and I have no one

Cause I'm a bitch to everyone." I said like really fast and I just wanted to

leave it like that.

She noticed I was uncomfortable and said "Oh... Well if

they don't love you then they can't see how much of a -beautiful- girl you

are... And you've been nothing but nice to me this whole time so... Is there

something I should know?"

I blushed and laughed.

I laughed.

Laughed. I missed it... A lot.

Last time I laughed was three weeks ago. Artie went shopping with his mom so

Brittany came to my place. We were lying on my bed and she whispered in my ear asking if I was secretly a unicorn.

I laughed.

She laughed.

We laughed.

I wrapped an arm around her and

"Are you okay?" Nicole asked pulling me away from my Flashback. Then, I noticed the tear falling down my cheek. I hurt way too much to think of Brittany.

"I'm fine... Just remembering something.." I mumbled. Nicole then got up and

pulled me into a tight hug.

I hugged her back.

She smiled.

I smiled.

She wiped my tear away.

I smiled wider.

After that she asked "Do you know any good places to eat? I'm starving!"

I laughed again.

That's twice.

"Breadstixs! The only good thing about Lima!"