Chapter One

"Bella have you seen my red tie?" I could hear the frustration in his voice. He seems so impatient lately. I sighed staring at the red tie where he last left it. If he just took a breather and actually look for it he might actually find it.

"Bella," He called out again.

"Edward it's in the last place you left it." I said rolling my eyes. He walked into our room, his hair was a mess, his pants were halfway on, and his shirt unbuttoned. He look stressed and like he was about to explode. I got up from the bed and grabbed his tie from the chair and handed it to him.

"Thanks." He said quietly.

"You're welcome." I went to go sit back on the couch.

"Why won't you come with me Bella, you know I really hate going to these things alone."

"You know Renesmee has been having terrible nightmares lately. I'm not leaving her with a babysitter tonight."

"Jasper isn't going. He can watch Renesmee tonight. Please Bella." He begged. Tonight Carlisle and his colleagues at work are having a benefit party to raise money for kids with leukemia. The whole Cullen family is expected to be there except me, Renesmee and Jasper of course. Jasper hasn't been in the best of moods lately, I guess feeling everyone else's mood at one time is really starting to take a toll on him. So he decided to take some time to himself and stay behind. He offered to watch Renesmee but I really don't want to leave her alone when she's having nightmares

"Look, I'm not going. I'm not leaving our little girl alone until I know those horrible nightmares of hers are gone and that's final." I said picking up a book.

"You can be so difficult sometimes Bella." He said going into the bathroom. I sighed; I really didn't feel like fighting with him. I got up and left the room before more damage could be done. I could hear Renesmee on the phone. She was in her room, and it was Edward's idea to give her a phone. Even though she's been alive for the three years she acts like she's ten or eleven. She's way mature for a ten year old. We enrolled her into a school last year as a fifth grader but she has proven to us that she has the intelligence of a senior in high school, but there is an image we must keep up with.

Ever since she's been in school she has been making a lot of friends. This was strange to Edward and I especially me. When I was school I never had a lot of friends. I mean it was not like I was going out searching friends. I actually liked being alone, big crowds always made me nervous. But not Renesmee, it's like she has to have people around her at all times. Even if she was full human I do believe that people would still be so drawn to her. She has a very interesting personality. It sounds like she was talking to a friend from school. I smiled and walked back into the room where Edward was still getting ready.

"You know that cell phone bill is going to be sky high if Renesmee keep this up." He said fixing his hair.

"Well it was your idea to get her the phone."

"Hm, true but if I knew she was going to be talking this much I would've re-thought doing it that's for sure." He laughed listening to her laughing on the phone.

"She sure is growing up." I sighed I knew she was growing in a fast rate but she is the only child I have and I won't get the chance to have another one so I'm worried I don't want her to grow up just yet. I wish I could keep her as my baby girl forever.

"She's so bright, she's perfect it's very unfortunate that she's growing up in the fast rate she is." He said finishing up his hair. I smiled a little. Our little girl was growing up, and so fast.

"If only we could have another." I sighed.

"Well you know that's impossible unless we adopt." He said slipping his shoes on.

"I don't want to adopt." I said sadly.

"Well Bella there's not much we can do now is there." He said putting his suit jacket on.

"Yes, I guess you're right." I got up and fixed his tie.

"Thank you darling." He smiled looking in the mirror.

"You look so handsome Edward; you're going to be fine tonight okay." I kissed him softly.

He kissed me back and smile, "I'm not going to be anything without my leading lady."

"Oh hush you silly man, you will be just fine." I pecked his lips again as his hands ran down my back to my ass he squeezed my ass lightly and I giggled.

"Stop it Edward that tickles." I giggled harder.

"I just can't help myself darling, I'm going to dread being away from you all night." He whispered in my ear kissing my neck. I moaned softly, he's teasing me and I hate that he's doing that.

"Edward please stopped." I whispered feeling my pussy throbbing a little from his kisses on my neck, it felt like my skin was burning and his kisses were soothing the ache.

He chuckled softly, "You're so beautiful Bella." I looked up into his eyes; they were burning with passion which was turning me on even more. I blushed softly.

"Thank you Edward." I whispered. He kissed me again passionately.

"Mom, dad can you come here for a second please?" Renesmee caused us to break from the kiss, which I was thankful for because if she haven't done so I would had begged Edward to stay home so he could make love to me all night. Edward cleared his throat.

"Coming sweetie," He said softly, we both knew she heard it though. He looked at me smiling; he kissed my forehead softly and walked out of the room without another word. I took a deep breath looked in the mirror to make sure I didn't look too flustered before I too left the room. I could hear Renesmee and Edward already talking in her room.

"Is it okay daddy? Please can I go?" I heard her beg.

"Go where?" I asked.

"Renesmee wants to know if she could go to a bonfire that Jacob is having this Friday with the rest of the pack." Edward said looking at me.

"A bonfire with a bunch of werewolf teens; I don't know about that Nessie." I said

"Aw come on mom its just Jake and the guys and I'm pretty sure you went to plenty of his bonfires when you were human! Mom please, please let me go!" She begged.

"What do you think Edward?" I turned to my husband. Of course I know he doesn't want her going but she would throw a huge fit if she wasn't able to go, and Edward is a sucker for his little girl he would give her the whole entire world if it was possible.

"Renesmee is responsible, I think we should let her go." He said smiling at her.

"Oh thank you, thank you daddy so much!" She jumped for joy and went to go hug Edward.

"Fine you can go, but I will be driving your there and your father will be there to pick you up, do you understand me young lady?" I asked her, she broke her hug with Edward looking at me.

"Mom, I don't need you two babysitting me." She rolled her eyes.

"Excuse me young lady?" I asked.

"You heard me mom! Why can't Jacob pick me up and take me there?" She protested.

"Don't question me Renesmee. If you want to go then I will take you and your father will pick you up, that's not an negotiable topic." I said closing the subject.

"Ugh fine mom!" She groaned. She was upset with me but she will get over it.

"Say good night to your father, he's getting ready to leave for the night." I said. She hugged Edward one last time and he kissed her cheek.

"Good night daddy, have fun tonight ok?" She smiled brightly at Edward.

"Good night my princess, I will and I love you." He whispered softly.

"I love you too daddy." Edward kissed her forehead and walked towards her door.

"Alice is coming to get me now; I must be on my way now." He said.

"Alright darling I will walk you to the door." I said walking towards the door with him. I turned to Renesmee.

"It's time for bed Nessie, go ahead and start getting ready and I will be back to tuck you in okay sweetie?" I said.

"Yes mommy." She said with a smile. I smiled back and walked with Edward towards the door. He held my hand the whole entire way.

"I really wish you were coming with me tonight." He sighed.

"Oh stop it Edward, you're going to be just fine without me." I said smiling fixing his tie one last time.

"Thank you." He smiled back.

"Edward, Carlisle and the others are ready to go! Are you ready?" Alice was knocking at the door. Edward opened the door. Alice looked gorgeous in her long elegant gold dress and her usually spiked hair in beautiful tight curls.

"Wow Alice you look absolutely stunning." I said in awe.

"Why thank you Bella." She smiled. She turned back to Edward.

"Well come on are you ready?"

"Yes I'am I was just saying good bye to Bella and Nessie."

"Well hurry, we're leaving." She huffed.

"Alright Alice, I will be there in the second." He growled. Alice stuck her tongue out and left as quickly as she came. I giggled softly.

"Have fun tonight darling. I will be here when you get back." I kissed him softly.

"Alright my love, I will see you when you get back." He kissed me back touching my face lightly. Then he was gone. I smiled after him and closed the door.

"Mom are you coming?" Renesmee called for me.

"I'm coming Nessie darling." I said walking to her room. When I got there she was already in her pajamas in bed.

"Alright my love let's try not to have any nightmares tonight okay?" I whispered to her softly. She smiled doubtfully and nodded. I kissed her forehead.

"Goodnight my love." I said.

"Good night mommy." She said. I turned her light out hopping that she wouldn't have any nightmares.

"Yes now I can get back to my book." I said to myself. I walked back to the bedroom eager to get a head start on my book. As I sat down in the chair opening my book I could hear someone coming towards the cottage I sighed frustrated that my chance of reading was ruined now.