A/N: Well well, good news! I will be out of the hospital soon! Updates will come regularly but FIRSTLY I wanted to present the news via my latest obssesion also known as To Aru Majutsu no Index! Its a crossover, obviously, and one of the few to ever exist in this section! But first, a dreary bit of a prologue, or is it an epilogue? A glimpse into the future, perhaps?
Only time will tell...
Darkness is inside all of us. The only difference is what we make of it.
~Kyuubi.
Prologue of a Certain Malestrom and Railgun
My name is Uzumaki Naruto, and I am a Level Five Esper. The Eigth level Five in Academy city, and one of the strongest, next to a certain Accelerator and a certain firey little Railgun. Well, at least, that's what THEY classify me as. In truth, I'm really something much more than that. But I didn't come here to tell you that. I didn't come here to give you my life story, though that's probably what you'll interpret it as. No. Not at all. I've come here for one reason, and one reason only. Well, two, actually.
I came here to mourn. And to curse those damnable magicians who do the work of their holier-than-thou lord almighty. Personally, I think its all a bunch of bullshit. Try telling that to a certain Index and you'll be bitten on the head. But Index isn't here right now. Now one is "here"; because I don't even know where the hell "here" is. I think I died. I think I'm dead, but I've already died before, haven't I? That's how I came to this wonderfuly forsaken city.
But I digress.
Even growing up, I never really believed in God. First as a kid in the orphanage. Then working as a shinobi for my village. Then as an "esper", though I still don't think myself to be one. It was too hard to believe that any being would create so much misery on purpose. There was only one bright spot in all that darkness...and it was you. I miss you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your love of the little things. Mostly I miss talking to you.
Never really talked to you. Not really. Didn't want you to know what I was. I wish I'd told you...everything. When were were kids, I hated it. I couldn't talk to you. Couldn't tell you what I was. No one can forgive me. You were pure though. You can forgive me. I hope you can forgive me...
I never wanted this darkness inside me. I never wanted it to put out your light. Its inside me. Fighting to get out. It wants to extinguish the light in the world. I've been keeping it deep down for two years. Punishing it for what it did to you.
Ugh!
But its getting harder. It keeps reminding me how I failed you. I need you to know who I am. Maybe then I'll stop seeing you everywhere. I need to tell you now. What I never told you. What I never could tell you. I'm so sorry, Misaka. I'm so sorry, Kuroko. I'm so sorry...everyone. I'm sorry for everything. I need to tell you the truth. But to do that I need to start over. I need to go back. Back to the day I first cursed Academy City with my prescence.
I need to start from the very beginning...
A/N: Yeah, sad short and depressing. Sorry about that! Consider it the intrduction for my latest crossover of NarutoxTo aru majutsu no index! The pairing will start out as NarutoXMisaka and eventually evolve into a full blown harem. But fear not! Index belongs to Touma and Touma only! Every other girl is fair game!
R&R! =D