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Finn was really tired. He had been up all night trying to finish writing the song. He was close to finishing he just needed to add some finishing touches. He stood up off the desk chair and sauntered over to the bathroom. He really needed to go. Once he was done with his business he went over to wash his hands and gasped out at what he saw.
His hair was up sticking in all different directions, also sticking to his face. He had tear tracks trailing down his cheeks, and surprisingly he had scruff, he gently brushed his fingers by his cheeks and chin, it felt strange. Finn usually shaved because he thought that if he didn't it would make him look older and really he shaved for Rachel, he thought she wouldn't like it when he kissed her. That wouldn't be a problem if he didn't get her back and really it didn't look to bad. Finn had never looked this bad, at least he didn't remember if he did. He decided to just wash off the gunk in his eyes and wash the tear stains. He walked back into his room and sat on his bed. He couldn't think anymore he just needed to feel, even if that meant feeling the heart break. Rachel hadn't texted him or even sent Kurt to talk to him and he was scared that she had just given up on them forever. Every time he heard his phone buzz he would move in slow motion trying to keep the allusion that it was Rachel, alive for a little while longer. Only to finally get to his phone and find out it was Puck wanting to get drunk or play video games.
Puck knew what was going on, and his solution for it was going out to a club, get drunk, and hook up with some random girl. He couldn't do that he was still so in love with Rachel and he doubted he would ever fall out of love.
He heard a knock on his door and knew it had to be Kurt.
"Go away Kurt I don't want to talk."
"It's not Kurt." He heard the voice of the girl he loved say.
"Rachel what are you doing here?" He asked straitening himself out.
"Finn, oh my god. Finny- Finn you're not doing okay are you?" she said catching her mistake.
"I said that I would be okay as long as you let me love you, you're not letting me." He said looking at her with tears starting to pool in his eyes. He hated being the guy that cried about everything, but this is Rachel he doesn't care how stupid he looks.
"I brought you some soup." She said handing him the container.
"I'm not hungry but thanks." He said setting it down on the side table.
"You haven't eaten in two days Finn you're going to make you're self sick."
"I don't care,"
"Fin-
"Can you just let me love you again? Ca-can we love each other, please?" He said his voice cracking.
"Why don't you go have a shower and then we'll talk?" she said
"Will you be here when I get back?" He said, his voice like a little kids.
"Yes, I promise."
He slowly lifted himself up and walked over to his bathroom. Not bothering to close the door as he stripped his clothes and jumped into the shower.
Rachel had seen Carol when she had first walked into the house with Kurt. Carol had told her to be careful with Finn that he wasn't okay, but Rachel didn't think he would look the way he did.
He looked so broken and his eyes were full of sorrow and fear.
She didn't want to do that to him, so she would fix it. They had to talk about it first, that was the only thing. Also she wanted him to eat. He looked thinner than he had two days ago, but maybe that was her head playing tricks on her. When he had asked if he could love her again, she had almost lost it, but she needed to be strong at least until everything was dealt with. She heard the shower shut off and she froze, mentally preparing herself along with physically.
He finished in the shower as fast as he could, he knew she had promised not to leave but he couldn't take any chances. He wrapped a towel around his waste and walked out into the room. The cold air hit him, making goose bumps erupt on his skin.
"Hey." He said to Rachel seeing her rummaging in his drawer.
"Hey." It wasn't like the "hi" they had exchanged at her house; it was tense and full of sadness.
"Here I got you you're sweatpants and t-shirt" she said handing him a White shirt black sweatpants.
"Thanks." He said taking them from her and walking into the bathroom.
Since when did they become those people? The people with one word answers?
He slipped on the shirt and the pants and walked out just as fast.
"So uh-
"I miss you Finn I really do and I love you, but I have to know that what you said didn't mean anything." She said grabbing his hand and sitting with him on the bed.
"It didn't mean anything I just said all those things so Kurt would stop bugging me. I was so mad at him for butting in to our business that I exploded and I said anything so he would stop."
"Deep down you have to mean what you said though i-
"No Rach I promise I didn't mean anything, I love you too much to let you go, I-I was actually writing you a song and everything. He said blushing a bit.
"You are?" she asked.
"Yeah I would do anything for you."
"Ill let you love me again. Only if I can love you too." She said tracing his face with her fingers.
"Yeah?" he asked loving the feeling of her fingers on his face.
"mhm" she said leaning in to kiss him. He put a hand under her chin then he placed both his lips on both of hers and when he opened his mouth so did she, and he brushed his tongue against hers and gradually deepened the kiss. Rachel pulled away and rested her head against his. Butterflies in both their stomachs.
"Rachel, I love you so much."
"Me too Finn, so much. Finn?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I please have my ring back?" she says searching his eyes
Finn reached over to his night table and took out the ring. He gently slid it on to her finger and kissed her hand,
"Perfect." She said kissing him one more time.
"Can I eat now?" Finn said with a crooked on his face.
"I knew you were hungry!" she said grabbing the container and taking hold of his hand.
"Let's go heat it up, oh and by the way the scruff you've got going is kind of turning me on." She said with a sly grin and opening the door leading them to the hallway.
"Good to know."
Finn had gotten her back and he was extremely happy. He would show her the song another time when it was finished.
Alright so this is the last chapter! hope you like it,
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