Author Note I am so sorry about the long wait for an update. Here's the next chapter.

Spencer POV

"Come on baby don't cry." Emmett said as he rocked me back and forth in his arms. He had just gotten done feeding from me. I was going insane, constantly having panic attacks and throwing up. It seemed to have gotten worse over time.

"I can't live like this anymore. Please you have to help me. I can't handle the pain anymore." I said as I cried into his shirt.

Emmett continued to rock me back and forth whispering soothing gentle words into my ear. I had been become depressed and broken. All the pain in my life would come back to me in flashes. He continued to cradle me in his arms until I eventually began to slowly fall asleep.

BREAK

I woke to a gentle shaking from Emmett. When I saw him I started crying.

"Baby do you remember me telling you about how I was changed. The man that changed me was also a doctor. He's here and he's going to take a look at you. Alright?"

"Y-you think t-that something's wrong with me?" I asked as my entire body shook. Oh great know he thinks I'm mental. I thought that if he just stopped feeding from me things would get better, but they never did. He looked at me with so much sympathy in his eyes.

"Baby you know you need help and I'm going to get it for you. I need you to get better. This isn't healthy."

I leaned in and wrapped my arms around his neck as he carried me down the stairs.

He set me down on the table. I looked behind him to see another vampire. This only made me start to cry harder as I clinged to Emmett. The vampire approached me cautiously. When he was in front of me he said in a gentle voice,

"Hello Spencer. I'm Doctor Cullen. I understand that you haven't been feeling very well.

I nodded nervously against Emmett's chest.

"I'm going to do some simple tests and we will go from there okay?" He said as he reached in his bag and pulled out a stethoscope. Dr. Cullen continued checked my pulse, blood pressure and a bunch of other things. Emmett mostly stayed in the background and watched. When Dr. Cullen was done with all the tests he had been doing he spoke to Emmett privately. I sat there and waited patiently for them to come back. They where gone for quite a while.

Author Note: I'm so sorry for the long wait for an update and that this chapter is so short. I have been super busy because my family moved to Florida and I went on a mission trip to Belize so I haven't been home most of the time.