let me start by saying that i'm sorry.

in the time since i've updated, i've been through 13 weeks of hospitalization in a psych ward, two suicide attempts and i'm currently dealing with alcoholism.

i'm sorry. i don't know if i'll ever finish this story. i am a different person than i was when i started, and my form of writing has changed as well. i am not the person who started this story.

that said, i do have a timeline set up, as well as having written the final scene. if you would like to read the few thousand words i have written for the rest of the fic, i will post them.

please let me state again that i am so, so sorry. the years have not been kind to me and i have dealt with too much to continue.

if you wish to follow my work, i update only on ao3 ( ). my username is live_die_be

thank you to those who still follow me. thank you to those who wondered if i was still alive.

thank you for being there. thank you for commenting.

thank you. you were the best. 33333