"'Cause without you there is no me"

xxx

This isn't perfect. You aren't perfect. Hell, he isn't perfect either.

But you don't mind.

It's a mess of emotions and need and a little too close closeness. The kind that's frowned upon by everyone and not your choice. It's not like you, the Golden Trio's little prince, wanted to fall for someone like him. He's a mixture of the worst and just somehow adds up to be the best in your book. He's a right disaster, he's vile, he's everything you hate.

But you don't mind.

'Cause you need him. You need that kind of company that only he brings – you need that kind of attention that only he gives. And, though the words would never leave his lips, you know he needs you, too. You're the only person in existence who would ever put up with his bullshit. He's a spoiled fiend with a conceitedness only found in those with Veela blood.

But you don't mind.

And he has this "nofuckingtouching" rule in place. No hugs. No kisses. Nothing at all. But he's Louis and he's sort of a hypocrite and breaks it often.

But you don't mind.

This tabooed morethanfriends but lessthanpartners kind of thing goes on far longer than either of you expected. It breaks apart that rule of his in every way imaginable as the two of you spiral out of control. You think it should stop; you want to escape this shameful union because it's wrongwrongwrong (and you two are almost adults – too old to actually believe any good will come from this). But you don't because he needs you&you need him, and "It's not our fault we're related," and "What would you actually do without me?" And he's right and he knows it. You couldn't live a day without him, could you? So you stay and give him the heart that he never wanted without the promise of ever getting his in return.

But you don't mind.

The lyrics at the beginning belong to the superly amazing band known as Pierce the Veil (from their song "The Boy Who Could Fly").

This is for you, mew! Merry Christmas! I really hope you like it! I know how you luvz your boys' love ^_^ All the Garden boys need to get their Santa hats on!

;)

And thank you, Lovisa, for looking over this for me! I really appreciate it.