Getting Over Him
Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy Joss do I own Todd though! The lyrics are from Ozzy Osbourne and Marylin Manson and Jennifer Lopez. Please don't yell at me.
Author Note: The third chapter of Pain will be coming out soon! Please R&R!
Buffy could feel that this night was going to be worst than the other ones. She felt better over the weeks. She felt like she deserved another chance. She was proud of herself. She brushed her short blond locks and put a small clip on the side and put on some lip-gloss. She was going on date. Her first date since she died. She smiled and she knew she looked hot. Her black tube top and her favorite pain of leather pants and her leather duster. The same leather duster her lover wore before he died. She looked at her self once more and headed out. She looked in Dawns room and saw she was reading. She headed towards Willow's to tell her she was out of here. She saw willow studying.
"Willow, I have to go meet Todd, I will be back around 11:00." Said Buffy.
Willow looked up and nodded and continued reading and highlighting. Buffy sighed and headed down the stairs. The leather duster swinging in the back of her. She headed out towards the 1950 desoto. She got in and started the car and turned on the radio. The song Tainted Love came on. She smiled and started to sing long.
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away
I've got to Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
She started to tap on the steering wheel and sang more.
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to Run away
I've got to Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
You think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love
She smiled and she reached the Bronze and parked the car in a parking spot near the entrance. She knew that this Todd person would already be here. She glanced around and dashed towards the entrance. The leather duster following behind her. She walked in and the music was flowing loud and wide. She sees Todd by the bar and caught his eye and smiled. She walked over to him and sat down near him. The Bartender looked at Buffy and she answered with " whiskey". Todd nodded towards the dance floor. She smiled and set her drink down and walked towards the dance floor. Todd began to move while he walked. He smiled at her and started to dance to the music.
Voices, a thousand, thousand voices
Whispering, the time has passed for choices
Golden days are passing over, yeah
Buffy raised her hands up in the air and began to dance to the music.
I can't seem to see you baby
Although my eyes are open wide
But I know I'll see you once more
When I see you, I'll see you on the other side
Yes, I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Todd watches her move around. The leather duster moving along with her. She was so beautiful. Todd brushed his hand on her arm and tried to move closer to her. She pushed him away and continued to dance more. She looked up at him and smiled.
Leaving, I hate to see you cry
Grieving, I hate to say goodbye
Dust and ash forever, yeah
A man in the shadows watched her really carefully. He smiled and became more involved in watching her. He stepped into the light and watched her.
Though I know we must be parted
As sure as stars are in the sky
I'm gonna see when it comes to glory
And I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Yes I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Never thought I'd feel like this
Strange to be alone, yeah
But we'll be together
Carved in stone, carved in stone, carved in stone
Hold me, hold me tight, I'm falling
Far away. Distant voices calling
I'm so cold. I need you darling, yeah
I was down, but now I'm flying
Straight across the great divide
I know you're crying, but I'll stop you crying
When I see you, I see you on the other side
Yes. I'll see you. See you on the other side
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I'll see you. See you on the other side
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I wanna see you, yeah, yeah, yeah, see you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
The music stopped and a band walked on the stage. The lead singer looked around in the crowed and yelled out "ARE YOU READY TO ROCK!" Then the band started to play. Buffy looked at Todd and yelled, " Wanna go sit down" Todd nodded and followed Buffy.
Buffy sat down near her drink and orders another one. She smiled and a strain of her hair behind her ear.
"So what do you like to do for fun?" Asked Buffy looking at Todd.
"I love to sing… I always come to the Bronze when its open mic. What about you?" asked Todd taking a sip of his Beer.
" Working out, hanging with my friends, you know that kind of stuff." said Buffy looking at the band who was finishing off playing. Buffy listened to the leader of the band talk.
" Ok.. This is something new that my band is doing here tonight.. I was wondering if someone would like to sing." Said the singer. She looked around and saw that Buffy who kind of stand out was looking at her." Hey you with the leather jacket.. How about you sing a song?" as she pointed towards Buffy.
Buffy pointed to herself and shrugged her shoulders. She got up off of the stool and headed towards the stage. She walked on the steps and headed towards the singer. Buffy whispered to the singer and bends her head down. She sighed and then the band began to play. Her voice carried throughout the Bronze. She looked around and saw someone in the shadows watching her. Her sweet voice poured out.
Time goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your sole
The strength to stand alone
the power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way it's simple when its right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just be me and be alive.
She glanced in the shadows at the figure. Knowing it was someone following her or watching her she moved in to the microphone more and let her voice carry more. She sang with all her heart.
Love, in and out, a mile in my heart,
And though life can be strange I can't be afraid
Searching to feel your sole, the strength to stand alone,
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way it's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just to be me and be alive
I guess I've found my way it's simple
when its right feeling lucky just to be here tonight and
happy just to be me and be alive.
She closed her eyes and she heard the crowed clapping and cheering. She felt alive. She brought her head up and smiled and waved her hands in the air. She whistled and ran down the stairs and headed towards Todd. She gave him a hug and sat down in the stool. She brought her drink up to her mouth and saw who was in the shadows watching her all through the night. She let go of her drink and it crashed to the floor. She sat there with her eyes opened and her mouth wide open.
Disclaimer: I don't own Buffy Joss do I own Todd though! The lyrics are from Ozzy Osbourne and Marylin Manson and Jennifer Lopez. Please don't yell at me.
Author Note: The third chapter of Pain will be coming out soon! Please R&R!
Buffy could feel that this night was going to be worst than the other ones. She felt better over the weeks. She felt like she deserved another chance. She was proud of herself. She brushed her short blond locks and put a small clip on the side and put on some lip-gloss. She was going on date. Her first date since she died. She smiled and she knew she looked hot. Her black tube top and her favorite pain of leather pants and her leather duster. The same leather duster her lover wore before he died. She looked at her self once more and headed out. She looked in Dawns room and saw she was reading. She headed towards Willow's to tell her she was out of here. She saw willow studying.
"Willow, I have to go meet Todd, I will be back around 11:00." Said Buffy.
Willow looked up and nodded and continued reading and highlighting. Buffy sighed and headed down the stairs. The leather duster swinging in the back of her. She headed out towards the 1950 desoto. She got in and started the car and turned on the radio. The song Tainted Love came on. She smiled and started to sing long.
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away
I've got to Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night
She started to tap on the steering wheel and sang more.
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to Run away
I've got to Get away
You don't really want any more from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
You think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I cannot stand the way you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
Now I'm going to pack my things and go
Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted love
Touch me baby, tainted love
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I'll run from you
This tainted love you've given
I give you all a boy could give you
Take my tears and that's not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Tainted love
She smiled and she reached the Bronze and parked the car in a parking spot near the entrance. She knew that this Todd person would already be here. She glanced around and dashed towards the entrance. The leather duster following behind her. She walked in and the music was flowing loud and wide. She sees Todd by the bar and caught his eye and smiled. She walked over to him and sat down near him. The Bartender looked at Buffy and she answered with " whiskey". Todd nodded towards the dance floor. She smiled and set her drink down and walked towards the dance floor. Todd began to move while he walked. He smiled at her and started to dance to the music.
Voices, a thousand, thousand voices
Whispering, the time has passed for choices
Golden days are passing over, yeah
Buffy raised her hands up in the air and began to dance to the music.
I can't seem to see you baby
Although my eyes are open wide
But I know I'll see you once more
When I see you, I'll see you on the other side
Yes, I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Todd watches her move around. The leather duster moving along with her. She was so beautiful. Todd brushed his hand on her arm and tried to move closer to her. She pushed him away and continued to dance more. She looked up at him and smiled.
Leaving, I hate to see you cry
Grieving, I hate to say goodbye
Dust and ash forever, yeah
A man in the shadows watched her really carefully. He smiled and became more involved in watching her. He stepped into the light and watched her.
Though I know we must be parted
As sure as stars are in the sky
I'm gonna see when it comes to glory
And I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Yes I'll see you, I'll see you on the other side
Never thought I'd feel like this
Strange to be alone, yeah
But we'll be together
Carved in stone, carved in stone, carved in stone
Hold me, hold me tight, I'm falling
Far away. Distant voices calling
I'm so cold. I need you darling, yeah
I was down, but now I'm flying
Straight across the great divide
I know you're crying, but I'll stop you crying
When I see you, I see you on the other side
Yes. I'll see you. See you on the other side
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I'll see you. See you on the other side
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I wanna see you, yeah, yeah, yeah, see you on the other side
God knows I'll see you, see you on the other side, yeah
I'm gonna see you. See you on the other side
The music stopped and a band walked on the stage. The lead singer looked around in the crowed and yelled out "ARE YOU READY TO ROCK!" Then the band started to play. Buffy looked at Todd and yelled, " Wanna go sit down" Todd nodded and followed Buffy.
Buffy sat down near her drink and orders another one. She smiled and a strain of her hair behind her ear.
"So what do you like to do for fun?" Asked Buffy looking at Todd.
"I love to sing… I always come to the Bronze when its open mic. What about you?" asked Todd taking a sip of his Beer.
" Working out, hanging with my friends, you know that kind of stuff." said Buffy looking at the band who was finishing off playing. Buffy listened to the leader of the band talk.
" Ok.. This is something new that my band is doing here tonight.. I was wondering if someone would like to sing." Said the singer. She looked around and saw that Buffy who kind of stand out was looking at her." Hey you with the leather jacket.. How about you sing a song?" as she pointed towards Buffy.
Buffy pointed to herself and shrugged her shoulders. She got up off of the stool and headed towards the stage. She walked on the steps and headed towards the singer. Buffy whispered to the singer and bends her head down. She sighed and then the band began to play. Her voice carried throughout the Bronze. She looked around and saw someone in the shadows watching her. Her sweet voice poured out.
Time goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your sole
The strength to stand alone
the power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way it's simple when its right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just be me and be alive.
She glanced in the shadows at the figure. Knowing it was someone following her or watching her she moved in to the microphone more and let her voice carry more. She sang with all her heart.
Love, in and out, a mile in my heart,
And though life can be strange I can't be afraid
Searching to feel your sole, the strength to stand alone,
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way it's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just to be me and be alive
I guess I've found my way it's simple
when its right feeling lucky just to be here tonight and
happy just to be me and be alive.
She closed her eyes and she heard the crowed clapping and cheering. She felt alive. She brought her head up and smiled and waved her hands in the air. She whistled and ran down the stairs and headed towards Todd. She gave him a hug and sat down in the stool. She brought her drink up to her mouth and saw who was in the shadows watching her all through the night. She let go of her drink and it crashed to the floor. She sat there with her eyes opened and her mouth wide open.