Hey everyone, sad to say but this is the last chapter. The story rating has changed to M because there is a lemon in here so theres the warning.

I like to thank my Beta reader: DegrassiPosse, and that's pretty much it...enjoy :D

Taken

chapter 14: The end

I pressed my fingers to the glass as I watched the snowflakes fall one by one until they hit the ground and blended with the snowflakes already below.

I shivered slightly and pulled my blanket closer to me.

I didn't exactly know how long I've been here now but I did notice the temperatures start to change to the point that I had to change my attire to a sweater and sweatpants.

The days became shorter, so Eli came home a little earlier every day.

I could also tell how close we've grown together. I've learned so much about him just like he has for me and I honestly have no idea what I would do if he wasn't in my life.

"Eli what's today?" I questioned, looking behind me at him as he sat on his bed writing something in a notepad.

He looked up from his notepad briefly and looked at me, "Saturday," before continuing to write.

"What month?"

"November," Eli responded.

I turned my whole body toward him, "Oh."

I stood up and sat next to him on the edge of the bed and laid my head down on his shoulder.

"I'm cold."

He sighed and put his pen and pad on the nightstand, "Okay Clare." He wrapped his arms around me, "You have my full attention."

"You don't have to pay attention to me if you don't want to," I frowned.

"I do want to."

I sighed and sat up.

I shouldn't be doing this to myself. I shouldn't even be in here with him. I shouldn't even be in this house. I should be trying to escape.

"Why?"

"What do you mean 'why'?"

"If you don't love me the way I love you, why would you want to pay attention to me?"

He sighed, "Clare… don't be that way."

I pulled out of his grip completely.

"Clare wait." He pulled me back.

"Why? So you can reject again or give me the cold shoulder some more?"

"You expect me to let you go to your room and cry your pretty blue eyes out?" Eli said softly, trying to calm me down.

I said nothing.

He grabbed my hips and pulled me down to the bed and whispered to me, "Stay."

"Why should I?" I exclaimed, still mad.

"Because I do love you…so much."

He laid me on my back and smirked down at me with those plump kissable lips.

I looked up at him to see if he was just telling me what I wanted to hear, but as I stared into his lush forest green eyes I could tell from the look in his eyes he meant every word that came out you his mouth. He had the look that I had when I first realized I loved him.

I grabbed a fist full of his shirt and pulled him down to my needy lips.

I separated my legs, allowing his lower half between them. He kissed me back, his lips move perfectly with mine.

I moaned when his rough hands gripped my hips. His lips moved down to my ear and he nibbled on my earlobe before whispering, "Wrap your legs around my waist."

I moaned and did what he said. He grinded my hips against his as he sucked on my neck. I gasped then groaned as he kept a steady pace.

My hands slipped down his chest to the hem of his shirt and pulled it, giving him a hint that I wanted it off. Now.

He removed it quickly and I smirked.

I ran my fingers over the smooth plains of his body, blushing slightly before pulling him down to me.

I whimpered as I took in his woodsy scent.

He slid his hand up my sweater and groped me under my shirt.

"Eli wait," I interrupted his movements.

"What's wrong?"

"Slow down."

"Relax Clare. We can stop."

He got off me and laid on his back staring up at the ceiling. I sat up and pulled my knees to my chest. We sat in silence for a while then I pulled him back on top of me.

"I don't wanna stop just slow down."

"You sure?" He asked, looking for any hesitance in my eyes.

"Yes, now shut up and kiss me."

His lips pressed against mine and we were soon full on making out. He placed his hands on my hips and I wrapped my legs around his waist again.

He separated our lips and started down my neck. I tangled my fingers into his hair as he sucked and nibbled on my skin, "Oh."

He kissed my collarbone and pulled back and looked at me.

"Why'd you stop?" I whined.

"Is this okay?" he questioned, pulling my sweater over my head.

"Yes."

His lips found my neck and continued to suck on the skin, making my core bubble with anticipation.

He kissed down to the cleavage spilling out of my bra as his lanky fingers slidbehind my back, to the claps of my bra.

"Is it okay if I…" he trailed off knowing I knew what he meant.

I bit my lip, "You really do love me right?"

"More than everything."

"Then I wanna go all the way with you."

"You sure?"

"Eli I feel like we've grown so much closer and I feel a connection with you that I've never gotten with anyone else. I know now I'm not waiting until marriage and I want you to have this because I know now that you love me just as much as I love you."

"And you one hundred percent sure?"

"Yes Eli," I assured.

"Okay."

He undid the clasp of my bra and removed it. I blushed and looked away, not wanting to see his eyes.

"Hey," he used his thumb to turn my head to look at him, "You're beautiful."

I breathed out slowly.

"Are you nervous?"

"Yes."

"Relax babe it's just you and me. I care about you way too much to hurt you so just sit back relax and I'll take good care of you trust me."

"Okay."

He kissed down my neck, biting and sucking on my skin. He began to move further down to my breast. He took my right nipple in his mouth and twisted the other between two fingers.

"Oh that feels good," I whimpered.

My back arched up toward him as he delivered the large amount of pleasure to me.

I wanted to see him; I really wanted to see him. I bit my lip and gently reached down trying to undo his belt buckle.

"Eli off." I whimpered trying to get his pants off.

His lips curled into a smirk as he undid his belt as well as removing his pants.

His hands slid down my body. He removed my pants, my panties coming with them, and kissed down my stomach.

He looked at me while slowly separating my legs. I blushed as he placed open mouth kisses on my inner thighs. I was lying completely naked beneath him I definitely felt the pool of heat in my lower region form. His lips went further andfurther down my thighs teasingly slow.

I groaned,"Eli come on."

"Okay okay."

That was the last thing he said before making me feel something I never feltbefore. He slid his tongue between my folds pulling me closer to his mouth.

My hand gripped his hair and I moaned out his name. His tongue explored places that have never been touched before.

"Ah- Ah- oh God-"I gasped and threw my head back tightening my grip on his hair.

I felt a warm kind of tension in my stomach as he did things to me that had never been done. Toes curled against my will and my fingers gripped the sheets. As he worked his magic between my legs I felt a warm bundle of heat develop in the pit of my stomach.

I let out a loud moan as I finally came Eli pulled back and kissed my lips as I rode out my orgasm

When it was over I sat up pushing him on his back and bit my lip clearly seeing the bulge in his boxers.

I touched it gently causing him to groan. I quickly withdrew my hand.

"S-Sorry," I squeaked.

He placed my hand back on his boner. I softly squeezed and his face twisted in pleasure.

I slid my hand into the slit of his boxers and gripped his member.

"Clare..." he groaned.

I pulled him out and began stroking him.

"Squeeze it Clare." I followed his directions.

"Ooh."

My confidence built up 10-fold as I saw that I was causing him so much pleasure.

I leaned down and licked the head of his dick.

"Clare, w-what are you doing?"

"I wanna try this."

"You don't have to- Fuck!"

I took his whole dick in my mouth, sucking it so hard it caused my cheeks to hallow.

"Clare."

I pushed my head down further.

"I'm gonna come Clare."

I squeezed his dick with my hand pumping it up and down as I sucked on his tip.

He came into my mouth and I swallowed it.

"Clare… that was amazing."

I blushed he gently pushed me on my back,"Do you want this?"

"Yes."

He positioned himself at my entrance.

"This is gonna hurt. I'm sorry," he said before pushing into me.

My scream filled the room and tears ran down my face which he kissed away, "Do you want me to take it out."

"N-No j-just...don't move."

"Okay." he whispered softly.

He kept kissing me making me feel better and it worked taking my mind of the pain until it subsided, "Okay move."

He stared thrusting into me slowly as if he were afraid I would break and I could tell he was trying hard not to hurt me.

"Eli it's okay, I'm fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes don't worry about it."

"I can't help it."

He kissed my lips and moved faster inside me his hands were on my hips so he could guide me in rhythm with him.

A string of moans fell from my lips and my eyes shut tight.

I reached out and firmly clutched the sheets needing to grip something between my fingers.

"Clare look at me."

With my half-lidded eyes I looked into his lust filled ones. We kept the eye contact as he sped up his hips with mine.

His head dipped down to my nipple and sucked on it as he kept his pace.

"Eli!"

His hand slid between my legs and he rubbed my clit trying to get me to cum. It was working really really well because I felt like I was about to explode.

My hands rested above my head and his fingers ran up my arms and he

locked our fingers, "Eli...I'm so close."

He thrust into me harder and pressed his nose and forehead to mine.

My mouth stayed open breathing down his throat. I wrapped my legs around his waist and rocked my hips against his.

"Oh Eli." He kissed my lips softly sucking on my tongue. I broke the kiss and cried out, "Eli!"

"Clare." he groaned as we came together.

He rolled off of me onto his back and we were both panting. After a while of deep breaths he said, "You know I love you right?"

"Yeah I know."

He moved on his side to look at me then pulled me to his chest.

I pressed my face to him and breathed in his scent as I drifted off to sleep in his

arms.

~The Next Morning~

I woke up to Eli's green eyes, but they weren't as happy as mine they looked uncomfortable, anxious, like he was uneasy, "Eli, baby what's wrong?"

I cupped his face with my hand.

"Get up and get dressed."

He said coldly as he got up and slid on his boxers, "A-Are we going somewhere?"

I asked getting up and wrapping my arms around his waist.

"I'm taking you home," he said removing me.

"This is my home."

"Not here. Your real home."

"But why?"

"Clare get dressed."

"Are you coming with me?"

Tears brimmed my eyes.

"Clare don't you get it? You and I – whatever, we are over. Now get the fuck up and get dressed."

"So what do you just not want me anymore because that's not what you said last night you told me you loved me Eli and I gave you everything."

"Clare I'm done with the discussion now get up."

"So is that what you wanted, to take everything from me and then just throw me away like that, like I'm stupid little girl."

"I didn't say that."

"I can't believe 're a lying ass and I hate you I can't believe I was so stupid, I let you take the most important thing to me and you don't even care you asked me to trust you and I did you're the biggest mistake of my life. Fuck you Elijah Goldsworthy."

I grabbed my clothes before running into my room and shutting the door. I slid to the floor and sobbed uncontrollably.

I love him, I love so much and he used me. I feel so dirty he made me so happy and it was all a lie. I decided to suck it up if he didn't feel anything for me then I just wouldn't feel at all. I got a shower got dressed and was ready to go.

Eli handed me my purse and I took it without looking him in the eye.

The whole way to my house I kept to myself leaning against the door so when we got there I could just run out. The whole time I could feel his eyes on me and that made me pissed off and disgusted I didn't want his eyes to be on me ever again.

I hate him with a fiery passion more so now than when we first met. About three blocks from my house he stopped, "I can't drive you any farther than this you have to get out here."

"I understand."

I was about to run out the car door and never see him again but he grabbed my arm, "Do. Not. Ever. Fucking touch me ever. What part of I hate you do you not understand?" but he only tightened his grip on my arm.

"You don't hate me Clare."

"How cruel can you be? If you want nothing more to do with me let me go stop toying with my emotions."

"Clare I didn't say I didn't love you."

"Then why Eli why in the hell would you want to break my heart like this I was ready for you, I was ready to spend my whole life with you. When I woke up this morning I didn't expect you to dump me after last night...you used me."

"Clare if I didn't love and respect you we wouldn't have did what we did last night. I love you but you have to go I need you to never come see me or try to contact me ever again but please don't hate me knowing you do kills me." A tear fell from my eye.

"Do you hear yourself Eli how the hell am I not supposed to do any of that."

"Just don't Clare...I mean it."

I held my head down and clenched the fabric of my skirt.

"Bye Eli."

"Clare wait."

I was pressed against my door and gasped, he took that as an opportunity to shove his tongue in my mouth.

We kissed. I tried to forget the fact this is the last time I'll ever see him. When he finally pulled away I gripped his shirt and pulled him back to me, "Please Eli, don't go I'm sorry if I'm ugly, I'm sorry if I'm not good in bed, I'm sorry if I did anything wrong Eli please-"

"You. Are. Perfect. I don't ever want you to question that you couldn't possibly do anything wrong."

"Then why do you want to leave me?"

"I don't want to Clare I have to I'm poison to you I'm bad."

"You know I don't care."

Clare you're not making this easy."

"I don't want it to be easy for you to leave me I really don't!"

He kissed my forehead again one last time, "Goodbye babe. I love you."

I couldn't move breath or think. They very thought of not having him in my life made me sick to my stomach.

I looked at him and he looked at me tears brimming out eyes I broke the eye contact opening my door.

I wish time would just stop and Eli and I could stay with each other forever but we can't and that's NEVER going to happen.

I turned to him one last time slipping my ring off my finger, "Take it it's yours." He took it tightly in its hand

"Thank you."

I stepped out the car and closed the door. I looked back through my blurry vision Isaw a lonely tear roll down his cheek.

I wanted so bad to turn around and wipe it but I had to go.

I mouthed 'I love you' to him and I ran holding back tears

I walked completely detached from anything happening around me. My chest was tight my vision was blurry and I couldn't breathe.

As I got closer to my house I could make out the yellow caution tape and police cars everywhere.

On my porch bundled up and hugging herself tightly was my mother talking with one of the officers, a sorrowful expression on her face. However, I could feel no sympathy for her. I felt nothing but numbness at all.

The whole world was spinning my head was pounding and as I made it onto my lawn that was covered in feet of beautiful white snow my leaving a trail of footsteps behind me I was spotted by Alli.

She screamed followed by multiple other unrecognized voices:

"Where were you?"

"Clare Oh My God!"

"Sweetheart, are you okay?"

"Ms. Edwards we need you to answer a few questions."

I was surrounded by everyone who loved me...everyone but him. I couldn't take it the light faded in and out before knew it I collapsed and then everything blacked out.

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