That which doesnt kill us only makes us stronger...

Is that really true though? The pain people endure can go to such great lengths, and some of them break under the pressure. How can you be described as stronger if you are broken? Edward broke me, almost beyond repair. His bullying became to much for me to handle, i had to leave. It was almost painful for me to stay. But now i have Demetri. He understands everything ive been through, every punch, every snide comment and every tear shed. He helps me to stand tall, and to be strong. I could not have done that on my own. I would have been one of those unfortunate few who crack and eventually break under the strain.

Now i have to leave, to go back to my own little snippet of Hell. I have to finish highschool. But i have to do it in Forks. To many bad memories here in Pheonix. Im terrified to go, but terrified to leave. Edward will still be there, no matter how much i wish he wont be. Ever since i left i have relied on Demetri. Hes not there for me to lean on anymore. I have to be strong on my own. I will have to once again be strong, and endure all that i thought i had escaped from. Now that im alone...