A little bit stronger

Chapter one: Get out

A raven haired girl lay recumbent on her bed; her impassive face stared at the ceiling with eyes plastered to the skies. Said girl was lost deep in the catacombs of her mind; as memories flashed before her, as she watched him in every single one it always ended the same with him running off and her in tears... all she could think was 'will he ever change?' But then the images shifted to her again and she stud up brushed her-self off, and put a smile on her face…. Then she remembered why she was currently laying here that day she had made a promise to her-self; the promise was that she would get stronger even if it was only little by little. 'So today is that day huh?' she thought to her-self as one memory in particular popped into her head. It was of her and the same silver haired male that was in every single memory before this one… they were fighting… She sighed they always fought but the worst fights were always when she wanted to go home….

"Inuyasha all I want to do is go home restock my supplies, relax for a day or two and see my family!" The raven haired girl screeched…

"Keh I don't care wench we have jewel shards to find! So you're not going anywhere!" Inuyasha retaliated

"My Name is NOT wench! Its Kagome say it with me Ka-go-me!" Kagome once again screamed. " Keh I don't give a damn wench."

"SIT BOY!" echoed out for miles birds fled their coops and smaller animals hid in holes every insect was quite for a moment… "I'm going home don't even think about fallowing me!"

'That's right today I go back to the feudal era… and I have to face Inuyasha again… I'm so sick of being treated like crap by him when all I ever do is try to please him; and all I get in return is heartache and headaches… That's it I'm going to tell him I've had enough, there's no other way.' With that though in her head she got up and began packing listening to her radio all the while…

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"I'm leaving now mom!" I announced as i ran down the stairs and towards the front door. "Ok honey be safe!" I Barley herd my mother say as I bolted out the door, and took a sharp right to head straight to the well house. I was determined to tell Inuyasha what was on my mind and that he needed to treat me better or else he would lose me. When I leapt down into the well as the blue light enveloped me I thought 'He'll change I know he will!' within seconds I was touching down on the other side of the well and for a second I just stud there and took a deep breath in. 'oh how I love the fresh air of this era!' then I set my-self about the task of climbing up the side of this god awful well. When I finally reached the top I whipped my humongous bag up and over the edge in one big toss, and as I looked to the sky I saw something I defiantly did not want anywhere around here right now… Kikyo's soul stealers. I know I probably shouldn't fallow but I just can't stop my-self, no matter how much I know what I see will hurt I still have to see it for my own eyes. And all I keep hoping is 'maybe this time it will be different? Maybe this time he won't even be there? Oh kami please don't let him be with her!' when I broke through the branches of the trees my feet planted to the ground and my whole body froze at the scene in front of me. Inuyasha was kissing Kikyo holding her tight to him-self as if his life depended upon it. 'why? Why can't he just love me! I'm better than that clay copy! I know I am! So why!' tear's began to leak from my eyes as I listened to him say the words I so longed to hear him say, only they weren't for me… no they were never for me.

"I love you, Kikyo! Only you, not her she's nothing but a shard detector! I love you!" Inuyasha had declared, shattering my heart into millions of pieces, and hurting me for the last time. "How could you!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as my tears completely burst through my damn. Right before I turned to run I watched as Inuyasha's head jerked around to face me but all he saw was my back as I ran away. "kagome?" that was all I heard as I sprinted away it sounded so broken? 'why would he sound broken? He's the one that broke me!' I ran blindly through the forest cry in despair and I tripped over a tree rout, crying out in shock I braced my-self for impact. But the impact wasnt what i had expected instead of falling face first to the ground i fell face first onto the chest of someone. "Miko?" Startled i snapped my head up to look into the eyes of non other thank Sesshomaru, Inuyasha's older half brother and also the one person he hated most on this earth. "Miko are you going to be making it a habit of runing into me when not watching where you are going?" Sesshommaru's cold gaze made me shiver but i refuse to look weak to him just because my eyes were probably puffy, and My voice was raspy from all the crying i had been doing, and i probably looked like a complete reck. I didnt care. But just as i was about to reply i was cut off by the last person i'd ever wanted to see right now, "what the? Get away from Kagome Bastard! "

"Sit boy!" I shouted while still in the grasp of Sesshomaru.

"What was that for wench? Im trying to get that bastard away from you! The Bastard is practically groping you!" I looked down at Sesshomaru's arms that were secured around my waste maybe that's why he probably though that this was something it wasn't….. 'wait why should I care? He made his choice…'

"Inuyasha! Leave! Just go back to your two bid whore, and while you're at it you can get out of my life, and stay out from now on! Because yes I know about you and Kikyo, you stupid asshole you made your choice so just Leave!" I declared as I pulled myself out of Sesshomaru's grasp…

"Ka-kagome I'm…I'm sorry." Inuyasha whispered his eyes down cast and his ears pined to the top of his head he looked like a puppy who had just be scolded for the first time ever.

"I don't want to hear it Inuyasha just Leave right now." I said as I turned my back to him and faced Sesshomaru. I didn't even care if he was going to kill me for this later but I needed to do it. I latched my-self onto him and cried my eyes out I didn't care anymore weather I lived or died. "Miko… I would suggest you remove yourself from this Sesshomaru's person." Sesshomaru's monotone voice and icy stare sent shivers of fear down my back. As I released him from my grip I whispered in a raspy voice. "If you're going to kill me just do it now."

"This Sesshomaru will not kill you Miko." He said as if it were nothing new or surprising.

"But why?" I inquired

"I owed you a debt of service."