Fandom: Naruto

Title: I Only Feel This Way For You

Genre: Romance/Angst

Pairing: Naruto/Sasuke

Written by: Yuri x Light

Rated: M

Summary: AU When confessions go from bad, to worse, to the brink of desperation. And then, to something entirely new and exciting. Yaoi. Narusasu. Lemon.

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Fingernails crusted with blood sunk into the dry dirt as he desperately tried to inch forward. He moaned in pain as his chest dragged across the ground, even more so when his upper back flexed to do so.

Almost there; almost there, Uchiha Sasuke repeated in a mantra-like fashion as he once again reached for the ground in front of him. He knew it was a lie; that he was more likely to lose consciousness than reach the doorstep of his home. He knew it. But onward he went; filling himself with what little false hope he could create and willing himself to move forward.

If he could've he would have laughed bitterly. Will. His had already been shattered; that word had no place with him. But he knew, even in pieces, it was what kept him from slipping into a world of darkness that didn't sound so bad right about now. Maybe he could just stop and rest for a little while…

No. He had to keep moving. If he stopped, he would definitely be found. Be it by Sakura, Neji, Ino, or even the very thugs who did this to him…a slight shudder went through him before he grunted at the pain the action caused. They would treat him none too kindly if they did.

Tears of absolute frustration began to flow endlessly from his onyx colored eyes as he continued on with his agonizing movements; he had grown used to letting the salty things flow. Why? Why did everyone turn against him in the blink of an eye? Why did everyone treat him like something lower than a human being? Why did no one see that this wasn't his choice; it wasn't his decision? That he was born this way, and damn proud that he was?

It gave an explanation to things he could never understand. How when every pubescent teenager was ogling a girls chest, he never gave a glance in their direction. How while every other boy made plans to woo a girl, he never even began to think of such a relationship forming between him and another female.

But no, they treated him as though he should be disgusted with himself, like he committed the greatest of sins and should be punished for his 'choice'.

Then what was this? What was beating him? It certainly wasn't something smiled upon. Then again, it probably would be; considering the fact that it was done to him. They would probably say he deserved it; that they were teaching him a lesson. This caused the tears to pour harder. For what? What did I do wrong? He knew the answer. It was the answer his assailants had been barking every time he asked that question:

Because you're a faggot.

That's what they would say. Because he found attraction toward the same sex. How fucked up was that?

But Sasuke knew that he had only himself to blame. He should've known this would happen if he tried to confess to him. Yes, he had a crush-no, it was stronger than that. Much stronger than that. Crushes fade; the loyalty your heart has for that person wavering until those emotions become nothing better than the dust beneath your feet. These feelings weren't like that. Because even through all the shit he was put through, all the pain and all the heartbreak, he still loved the dobe.

Flashback:

Sasuke paced back and forth in the white hallway. Except for a few loitering students, everyone was gone, making the locker filled space silent except for the sounds of his feet making contact with the floor. But the noise in the room didn't matter anyway. The loud and erratic thumping of his heart blocked all of it out.

What the hell was he suppose to tell Naruto? 'I'm gay and I'm in love with you?' Somehow, he knew that wouldn't end well. A part of him told himself to just run and hide somewhere; but, there was another, much louder part telling him that the Dobe would never treat him like anyone else would if they heard that. No, he would accept Sasuke's homosexuality; maybe not with open arms, but accept him none the less. I mean they've been best friends for three years!

But how would he take the 'love' part? That thought he never let himself stray to.

"Maybe I should just write a letter or something. I don't think I can do this." Sasuke mumbled to himself in defeat, nervousness seemingly getting the best of him.

Just as he turned around to leave though, a loud masculine voice yelled out, "Oy, Teme!" Shit. It was Naruto. Sasuke turned back around with a look of indifference on his face; as if he wasn't just contemplating one the biggest, most life-altering decisions of his young existence. The blonde stopped a good foot away. "I'd recognize you anywhere."

For some reason, that made the raven blush. This, in turn made Naruto cock his head to the left in confusion and place his hand on Sasuke's forehead asking, "Hey, you got a fever or something?", effectively making his blush a deeper scarlet at the contact. This was not staring out well. Especially now that he got a good look at the dobe, I mean a good look, he flushed harder.

The blonde was wearing an orange sports jersey with carroty-colored shorts, stuck to his well-built frame from perspiration made from whatever he was doing before. It clung to his form, letting Sasuke see the well defined muscles underneath. But the brightest things besides all the orange were his bright blonde hair and brilliant blue eyes, ones that were shining with curiosity and concern for the raven. Sasuke just hoped it would still be there after what he had to say.

"Listen, I asked you to come here for a reason." The Uchiha reminded, removing the skin scorching (at least to him it was) hand from his face. He swallowed thickly, wondering if this really was such a good idea after all.

"Oh yeah!" The blonde said as he took out his rather bright orange cell phone and looked at it as though the raven's text message was now displayed before him. "What's so serious that I had to leave practice early?" After all, he was the MVP of their high school basketball team. That would certainly explain the attire and the sweat that only someone sexy can pull off.

"W-well, I have something really important to tell you." Sasuke answered and inwardly cursed himself for stuttering. He felt sick to his stomach and like the anxiety he was feeling was eating him alive.

"Okay," Naruto drawled out, "what is it then?"The Uzumaki asked again with a smile; one that both eased and increased his worry if that was even possible. He gulped inaudibly, trying to slow his rapidly beating heart and just say it goddamn it! Naruto must have thought he was kidding, because the next thing he knew, the blonde turned away and started to walk back to where he came from. "I guess it's nothing. That wasn't funny, Sasuke."

He didn't know where his voice came from; but the next thing he knew, the two words he had been dying to say just flowed out of him. "I'm gay."

Naruto stopped mid-stride. He turned around and looked at the raven, as if not really processing what he just said. As if his words were unreal. "What?" Was all that he uttered out, a disbelieving smile on his face.

"I-I'm gay, Naruto." Sasuke repeated in a softer tone lowering his gaze. "A-and I think I'm in," he gulped, "I-I think I'm in love with you." He was slightly relieved that he finally got the words out, but the apprehension was coming back ten-fold. It was way too silent for his liking.

SLAP!

The raven was suddenly knocked to the cold ground, clutching his left cheek. He looked up and stared wide-eyed in both shock and fear at the blonde, unable to believe it. Naruto, the Naruto he knew could not have just slapped him, right? But what else could explain the fact that he was now on the floor and holding his cheek that, due to the force of the hit, was slowly sending trickles of blood down his face? "N-Narut-"

"Don't say my name, you queer!" The blonde yelled coldly. His voice held a harshness that Sasuke had never heard before, and it hurt worse than the blow to the face. Naruto continued to shout, "I can't believe this! What the fuck is wrong with you, Sasuke? What'd you think; I loved you back or something! You're disgusting! The whole idea is!" Sasuke felt a certain stinging in his eyes that he hadn't felt in a long time; downright refused to feel. He had to get out of there. Now. He pulled himself enough to get both his momentum and his feet firmly on the ground; then he turned around and ran, stumbling a little as he regained his stability. Ran from the person he thought would be there for him.

He didn't dare to think that Naruto loved him back. And he wouldn't give himself the honor of fantasizing about what it would be like if he did. But what he did hope for was acceptance. If not love, then at least that. But he got neither; and even though he told himself not to, he knew that he had a tiny spark of hope that maybe he was loved back. And it hurt worse than he ever thought it would, being rejected; the pain threatened to consume him.

When he reached his home, he didn't bother to close the front door he'd slammed open or greet his older brother with his usual, "hn." No, he just ran up the stairs, entered one of the many bathrooms in the overly large home, closed and locked the door, slid down the wall, and cried.

He hadn't shed that many tears since his parents died, and he doubted he ever would again. And if he knew of the torment that awaited him the next day and those after, then maybe he would have followed through with slitting his thin wrists with the razor blade that that sat oh so teasingly on the bathroom sink.

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When he walked down the entrance of Konoha's only Senior High School, he should have immediately noticed by the sudden whispers and looks of disgust that something was not right. But his tiredness from the sleepless night of endless crying and the distinct throbbing of his still (but not as bad) swollen cheek diverted his attention. It wasn't until he bumped into Ino, that he finally realized it.

It had been something that happened constantly with Ino who, for some reason, never paid enough attention to where she was going. And for some other reason in which Sasuke never quite understood, she only ever bumped into the raven. So they always exchanged a quick insult or two (maybe a slight blush from the blonde side of the duo) before going to their respective classes. But today was different.

Just when Sasuke fell along with his books and was about to bark the usual insult, the other shouted the coldest he had ever heard a woman speak in all his young life (And hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn), "Watch where you're walking, faggot!" He could swear the earth stopped spinning as he tried to grasp that this was real.

Everyone knew. Everyone knew that Sasuke was gay. And that this was the beginning of something worse than hell itself.

Would his parents be ashamed of him too? Would they have shunned him like rest? Itachi didn't; he was probably the only one that didn't. When his older brother had found out he was gay, he treated it as though it was both important and unimportant if it were possible. He wasn't upset about his preference at all, even going as far to say 'join the club.' This strengthened his will ever-so-slightly to get home. To where he was safe, even going as far as to say wanted. But the pain was too unbearable. The wounds that were bleeding a rather thin but long wavy trail behind him were making his head dizzy from the loss of the vital fluid. He tilted his head up slightly, gazing at the cloudy sky through his unbidden tears. He had only now realized that it had begun to pour. Maybe whatever god that's up there is…is mourning for me. Sasuke managed to think through his hazy mind.

But when he began to feel the stinging pain that it caused his body and felt his consciousness slipping away from him, he corrected himself. No, whatever it was, it was probably just being cruel.

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Naruto ran through the halls of the school with a sole purpose. He had to see Sasuke; it was imperative. He knew the Uchiha wasn't home, his older brother made it very clear before slamming the door harshly in his face. He guessed he deserved that. No, no guessing; he knew he deserved that.

Why did it take her to realize what a complete and utter jackass he was being? That it wasn't Sasuke who was wrong?

Flashback:

"Yo, Baa-chan. You wanted to see me?"Naruto asked timidly, an unusual thing considering it was Naruto. Many times he had been called into the principal's office, but this time, he knew Tsunade was seriously pissed. Her shouting, 'Naruto get your ass over here NOW!' over the school's intercom during his afterschool basketball practice was a clear indication of that.

"I just want to know something." Tsunade asked at her desk, her elbows against the flat surface and her fingers loosely intertwined in front of her face. Her voice was calm; too calm. "A simple question." Suddenly, she stood up, hovering slightly over her desk with her hands as her support against it and shouted, "What the hell is going on with you and Uchiha Sasuke!"

"Nothing's going on between me and that faggot." Naruto replied venomously. He soon found himself slammed against the wall due to the force of a punch to his arm.

"What the fuck did you just say?"She hissed as she grabbed his shirt by the collar and pulled him close to her face. "Don't you ever call him that; that is not something you call anyone! Especially him! Do you know what kind of hell that boy has been through! Huh? From the reports the teachers around here gave me from the past couple of days, he's been through nothing but pain and misery!"

"And why shouldn't he be?" Naruto yelled back, "It's his fault for being what he is!"

"For being what he is? So because he's different from you, he deserves to be punished? Because he attracted to the same sex when other people aren't he deserves to be hurt? That's about as stupid as you are in math class!"The principal barked at him shaking the blonde back and forth. She stopped and got even closer, her determined brown eyes glaring into his dumbfounded blue ones. "So if I like a man, someone gets the right to kick my ass, call me names, and think I'm disgusting?"

He looked at the blonde female with a confused look. "No. You like who you wanna like. Why should someone hurt ya for it? What does that have to do with anything?"

She lessened the grip on his shirt and backed up a little before looking at him with a calm seriousness. "Then, pray tell, why in the world should it be any different for Sasuke?"

And at that moment it was as if something clicked that hadn't that simple question lifted a fog that he didn't even know had been clouding his mind. His eyes widened slightly as he spoke with realization. "It shouldn't." When Tsunade finally released her grip fully on him, he sat himself in the chair she always kept near her desk for when a parent or student came in. "It shouldn't be any different."

She rolled her eyes and finally sat in her chair behind her desk. "Then why are you treating him this way? You guys are actin' like we're livin' in the damn 1950's. He didn't choose to be gay, you know. And it isn't like he caught some disease or something. You like who you like and love who you love; you're born that way. Naruto, it's not something to be disgusted by. Get that through that thick skull of yours."She said in a softer, wiser tone. "I'm done yelling at you." She nodded towards the door. "Dismissed."

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He ran faster. Disgusting. That word had been used a hell of a lot when it came to Sasuke. Naruto growled at his own stupidity. Sasuke was not disgusting. If anything, he was. He finally slowed down to a stop when he reached the school's entrance. Maybe the teen was outside. But it's pouring, part of him shouted in protest. But another told him that the raven was out there; and that something was wrong. Just as he was about to leave, he heard voices talking down the hall. He wasn't going to bother to listen, until he heard the Uchiha's name.

"I think we taught that queer a lesson." One of them declared in a smug tone. What did they do?

"Yeah. We almost got caught though." Another said in a rather quiet voice, paranoid it seemed.

"Dammit he probably didn't see us anyway, what with practically his whole face covered!" A third reassured.

"If he hadn't been walking by we might've actually been able to finish!" A fourth voice yelled in disappointment. This made Naruto's heart beat faster. Finish what? "

As if the last man read his thoughts, he barked with laughter before adding, "Yeah! Fucking him raw would've knocked him off his high horse alright. Too bad he got away." The others began laughing too, silently agreeing.

The blonde clenched his fists to keep from diverting his attention and beating the living shit out of the four. That was for another day. He had to find Sasuke. He ran out the building and began to run through the rain, the water soaking him almost immediately.

After what seemed like hours to him but only minutes in reality, sheer panic began to invade his senses and rational mind. Where is he? Where is he! He looked back and forth frantically, beginning to slow down his running to get a better look at his surroundings. Suddenly he started to notice something odd about the tiny current of rainwater running against one of his feet; it was a watery pink. Could it be him! Naruto questioned as he followed up the miniature stream of diluted red quickly, gasping when he reached its source.

Sasuke lay on the now muddied dirt, unconscious and soaked to the bone.

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The Uzumaki struggled to open the front door to his small apartment; the limp form in his arms making it difficult. None the less he opened it, and once he did he placed the boy on his large bed in the next room to the right, one of the only large things he had in the place. He flicked on the light switch and when his home did not get any brighter he flicked it back off, then on, then off. He sighed in frustration and glared at the raging storm just outside his window. It just had to knock the power out.

He quickly left the room and peeled off his soaked shirt, draping it over a dining room chair that for some reason was in his living room. He lifted it up and placed it in the connected room five feet away. Small apartment indeed.

When he did return to his bedroom it was with a box candles with a tiny packet of matches. He wasn't a big fan of the dark so when he lit them all (making sure not to place them anywhere with a chance of catching on fire) it was quite bright.

He turned his gaze sadly to Sasuke, who still lay unconscious. He had to see what those monsters did to him.

He walked over to his bed quietly as if afraid his movements would wake the other. He loomed over the smaller body cautiously and lightly touched Sasuke's neck where finger impressions were left. Naruto gently grabbed the first button of the soaked, red-stained white dress shirt; unaware of the scarlet that danced across his cheeks as he unclasped the first one, then the second, then the third, the fourth…

He finally unbuttoned the last one and held both sides of the shirt closed, almost scared to see the damage. He gulped inaudibly, closing his eyes before opening them again. He had to do this; Sasuke needed help. Naruto took in a sharp breath at the sight.

Bruises and cuts littered the pale boy's body, all ranging in size. Some were deeper than others, some larger in length. His torso had stains of dried blood, no doubt from dragging himself and reopening the cuts that had attempted to close. As he lowered the shirt off the raven's shoulders and down his arms, he noticed thankfully that there were not as many cuts as there where scars.

Scars. Inside, Sasuke must be full of them.

The blonde tried his best to brush that thought away for later as he lifted Sasuke up and went to inspect the boys back. He sighed in relief when he only saw a few bruises here and there. He suddenly noticed the softness of the creamy, pale skin as he ran a hand across it. He couldn't help but think it was…hot. As soon as he thought that he ripped his hand away as if he had been burned, the blush he hadn't been paying attention to going deeper in shade. He was not attracted to Sasuke! Sasuke is…he's…

He's what? Oddly enough, no negative thing to describe the raven came to mind. But he's my best friend!

The Uzumaki suddenly remembered what Baa-chan had said before:

"You like who you like and love who you love; you're born that way. Naruto, it's not something to be disgusted by. Get that through that thick skull of yours."

He sighed in frustration; rubbing his temples as he left the room to get some warm water and a few rags to clean the blood off a certain Uchiha. He went to his small bathroom and grabbed the rim of the porcelain sink that resided there; his head bowed.

It didn't make any sense, these feelings. Why was he filled with the desire to touch, to hold, to…to love when he looked at Sasuke? Why did he feel so angry at his assailants for their actions? Sure, it was Sasuke; his best friend. He should be angry; furious even. But it was another level of rage he never felt before towards anyone or anything. And the angry thoughts kept flying into his head.

Who did they think they were to treat someone like this?

What right did they have to hurt Sasuke, his Sasuke?

"But he's not my anything." Naruto mumbled to himself, his blue eyes dimming with sadness. "I made that perfectly clear that day." He very much did. Could he even fix his mistake; one of such magnitude?

He wasn't sure. But for once things were now painfully clear and he cursed himself for not noticing it; not allowing himself to feel it before.

He was in love. And Sasuke was the one he was in love with.

It brought different light to things and suddenly, he felt as if a weight had been lifted off his shoulders; a painfully heavy weight that he never knew he was carrying. One of frustration and anger at himself for not letting this feeling that was so…so wonderful known.

After that rather amazing epiphany, he suddenly remembered that Sasuke still needed to be treated and hurried back with the supplies in hand. His eyes adjusted to the candlelit room, now for the first time realizing that he had been in the darkness of his home for quite a while.

He sat on the bed softly and dabbed one of the many rags into the water. He squeezed it to get rid of the excess and then pressed it gently against a patch of dried blood on the raven's torso; the sticky fluid immediately clinging to the fabric. He continued to dab until the skin there was clean, next grabbing a new cloth and drying the now wetter skin. The blonde repeated the process over and over, the once bloodied chest now going back to its milky color.

When he was finishing up cleaning the raven's fingernails, Naruto suddenly felt movement coming from the boy on the bed and looked at Sasuke's face in surprise. He's waking up.

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When the Uchiha's eyes fluttered open, one thing he realized was that he wasn't on the ground. Another was that he wasn't quite as sore as he was when he was crawling for salvation. So…where was he? As soon as the images in front of him stopped being colorful blurs and began to sharpen like the rest of his senses, he saw someone he didn't think he would see again.

Naruto.

Fear suddenly surged through him as his eyes snapped open wider and he scrambled backwards until he reached the headboard of the bed. Wait…bed?

When he saw the sadness appear in Naruto's eyes at the action he relaxed, if only slightly. The blonde must have noticed this, because he set down a bowl of water and a reddened rag that Sasuke didn't even notice until now and slowly, cautiously scooted closer on the bed to him. "You're awake."

"What's going on?" The raven whispered in inquiry.

"Well, I…I found you and I took you here; to help you."

"Help me? But why would you help me?" Sasuke questioned with a sad confusion, bitterness seeping into his words whether he wanted it to or not. Why would anyone help him now?

Naruto winced at the question. Sasuke didn't say it to be hurtful, but it still stung his heart to know that Sasuke hadn't expected help from anyone if he was found. He decided to reply with his own question. "Why wouldn't I?"

The blonde saw Sasuke lower his head so he couldn't see him, but he caught a glimpse of the tears that were pooling in the ravens onyx black eyes. "Because of what I am.; because I'm a faggot, Naruto." The pale boy managed to finally sob out.

The Uchiha suddenly felt himself being pulled into a quick yet gentle hug, something that surprised him greatly. Why would anyone treat him so kindly? He apparently didn't deserve it. That thought only made him sob harder. Finally, he heard Naruto speak in a voice laced with nothing but sadness. "Don't…don't call yourself that, Sasuke."

Shock crept through him so fast that the only thing that could come out of his mouth was a broken, "What?" He felt the blonde tighten his grip on his waist, serving to make him blush red at the reminder that their bare chests were touching. "Because, you don't deserve to be called that." Naruto pulled back enough so they were face to face and lifted his right hand to Sasuke's cheek, stroking the tears that fell away.

But the raven was having none of that. He shrugged the hand away tried to shove Naruto back in vein, anger suddenly rushing through his veins. "I don't deserve to be called that? Last time I checked, you wanted that insult thrown at me! And now you say I don't deserve it? Make up your goddamn mind! I don't know what you're-"

"I realized I was wrong!" The Uzumaki shouted back, effectively quieting the Uchiha. When he saw Sasuke ceasing his movement, he continued. "I realized that I was-no- everyone was wrong. They shouldn't have treated you like that." He placed his hand once again on Sasuke's left cheek, remembering the blow he delivered to it and wincing slightly. "I shouldn't have treated you like that. I'm so sorry I hurt you. I didn't mean it. I still don't mean it."

"Then…what do you mean?" Sasuke choked out as he stared into Naruto's sapphire eyes, which were staring back with such intensity it took all his power not to turn away. He fisted his hands that were now on the blonde's chest as tried to crush the hope that his broken heart was creating. Naruto doesn't love him. He will never love-

That thought was cut off when he felt lips press against his own.

He tried his best to tell himself that this wasn't real; this just couldn't possibly be real. But when he felt a tongue brush against his bottom lip, he couldn't help but slowly close his eyes and open his mouth.

A quiet moan rumbled in Naruto's throat as their tongues met, the sensation the action caused unbelievably pleasurable. He could tell Sasuke was scared and apprehensive simply by the way the raven's arms reached up to wrap around his neck. He had moved slowly up his shoulders, taking slight pauses as he did; as if still unsure if it was the harsh reality he had been dealing with not to long ago or a mere fantasy. The blonde supposed that was fair; it wasn't as if he had led Sasuke to believe otherwise. But, he was determined to change that. Ever so slowly, he let his tongue dance with the other's. It was pleasurable; it was erotic; it was amazing. And he was rewarded with a moan from the Uchiha.

When the lack of air became apparent the two parted, panting heavily. Naruto gazed lovingly at the raven. "That's what I mean."

"And what did that mean?" Sasuke asked quietly, turning his head away and trying his hardest to not assume anything. Naruto saw that and smiled a very gentle smile.

"It meant that I'm in love you." He answered and chuckled softly as he saw the pale boy tense in surprise and look at him wide eyed.

"But you aren't…gay."

"No, I'm not." Naruto answered truthfully. But before Sasuke could feel disappointed, the blonde rubbed his nose with his own affectionately. "I only feel this way for you."

Sasuke lowered his head a little, unwrapping his arms from the blonde's shoulders and placing his hands on his chest. "How…how can I believe you? It's not like you returned my feelings...that day." He winced; that was still a sensitive topic for him.

"Because," Naruto began seriously, taking one of Sasuke's hands and sliding it to the left side of his chest. He repeated again. "I only feel this way for you."

The Uchiha could only stare, wide-eyed as he felt the blonde's heartbeat before turning back with a small smile on his face. Naruto's pulse was just as, if even more, erratic as his. "I…I believe you, Naruto."

When they kissed again, it wasn't awkward or nervous like the last one. It was fervent, passionate, the need to touch and feel desperate. Sasuke threaded his fingers in Naruto's damp hair, pulling the blonde closer. The Uzumaki cupped Sasuke's neck as they fell back onto his dark orange-colored sheets, never knowing until now how arousing Sasuke touching his hair could be! Leave it to an Uchiha to teach (even subconsciously) an Uzumaki something new.

Naruto slowly dragged his hands over Sasuke's shoulders, then chest, stroking the bruises and cuts his fingers met tenderly, lovingly, as if giving a silent apology to each one. When they broke apart, Sasuke noticed the guilt shining in his love's blue eyes. "Don't blame yourself, Naruto. It-it wasn't your fault."

"But if I hadn't-" The blonde began to reason, but he was cut off when Sasuke kissed him again. It was filled with all the sadness, all the fear, but all the love and happiness as well.

When their lips left the other's, Sasuke repeated his words again, but with more conviction. "It wasn't your fault."

Naruto chuckled and shook his head. "You Uchihas; always stubborn."

The raven began to laugh lightly. "But you know you love it, dobe."

"Yeah I do." But before Sasuke could blush at the comment, his lips were stolen again in a passionate kiss. He moaned in approval before wrapping his arms once again around the blonde's neck. He could feel himself growing hard, and judging by the thing pressed against his thigh, he knew Naruto was too. He could definitely feel it when Naruto decided to grind their erections together, eliciting moans of pleasure from the both of them. The blonde continued to move his hips downward as he grabbed Sasuke's which were bucking upwards just as eagerly.

When they broke apart again, Naruto looked at the raven with lust, love, and concern. "If you don't want to do this, I swear I'll stop."

"Does it look like I want you to stop?" Sasuke asked while at the same time bucking his hips upward. He wanted this –no- without a doubt needed this. To persuade him further he latched his mouth onto the blonde's neck and began to suck hard, drawing blood to the surface and leaving an angry red mark as he continued onward. This gave the desired reaction: a moan from Naruto. Another one was produced when he began to nip roughly; running his tongue over the red areas as he slowly came back up and captured the blonde's lips in a fervent kiss.

Naruto reacted instantly, darting his tongue in Sasuke's mouth. He couldn't get enough of the other's taste. There were no words to describe it, no distinct flavor he could call it. The taste was simply Sasuke and goddamn was it addicting!

The blonde parted from the brunette's lips and began to devour the pale boy's neck, giving it the same treatment his was given just a moment ago. Higher pitched moans began to escape the Uchiha, something he'd most likely be embarrassed about later but was too lost in pleasure to care. Everywhere the blonde grazed with his hands or sucked with his mouth was on fire and they hadn't even gotten to the main event yet! That thought made Sasuke very impatient as he pulled the elastic of his now-lover's pants.

"Not yet, Sasuke," was Naruto's answer. "If we're going to do this, we're going to do it slow." This made Sasuke give an un-Uchiha like whine, the thought of waiting driving him insane.

"Naru-to!" Sasuke panted. "Please-" But the blonde was having none of that. He captured the raven's kiss-swollen lips to distract him as he continued to roam the brunette's body. When he finally reached Sasuke's own pants, he dipped his hand in to touch the sensitive skin there. This, in turn caused him to smirk as he heard the Uchiha's breath hitch. He slowly lowered the fabric along with the raven's boxers, drinking in the sight of the pale boy's creamy thighs along with his fully erect member. Why did he like girls again? Because the bare body of Uchiha Sasuke had to be the sexiest sight he had ever seen.

"Do you still want me, dobe?" Sasuke asked quietly. This made Naruto furrow his eyebrows in confusion. When Sasuke saw this he elaborated, a dark red blush dancing across his face. "I…I have cuts everywhere and scars all over the place; I'm not cute, I'm nothing special. How could you possibly-" But that was cut off with a chaste kiss on the lips.

"Don't say that, Sasuke. Because you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. And trust me when I've said I've seen many things." When the Uchiha blushed harder, Naruto couldn't help but add, "And that blush makes you really cute."

I'll let that one slide tonight, the raven thought before his mind became hazy with lust again. Naruto began to run his hands over said nipples making Sasuke moan ardently, the buds instantly hardening under the blonde's scorching touch. Everything was just so sensitive!

Naruto's hands weren't the only thing trailing downward. Although adorning Sasuke's neck with hickeys contrasting with the other's normal pale skin tone was satisfying, the skin lower, however marred it was, was just to tempting to resist. When his mouth finally caught up to his hands, one settled for treading even lower territory while his tongue happily took the its place.

Sasuke shut his eyes tight and whimpered, the pleasure almost overwhelming. All of these sensations were sending blood straight to his member, which hadn't even- he moaned loudly- which was now being touched. Pants began escaping his mouth as he found it even harder to get air, the hand pumping his erection was making him to hazy to focus on such things. He was far to busy focusing on the tightening in his lower abdomen, the coiling he felt increasing tenfold along with the pleasured sounds he was making when what was akin to hot velvet encased the head of his cock.

The blonde could honestly say that it had never crossed his mind until now to give Sasuke a blowjob. In truth, he thought the idea to be repulsive. And yet the lust, the taste, and the fact that he was doing this to Sasuke made him incredibly aroused (more so than he thought he could be), and for God's sakes he couldn't figure out why. But when one's mind is hazed with lust and when you're Uzumaki Naruto you tend not to ponder on it. Instead, he focused on trying to get more of the Uchiha into his mouth, letting his ears fill with the onslaught of loud (and dare he say almost feminine) moans and cries of pleasure that poured from Sasuke's lips.

"Naruto! I…I can't…I'm going to…!" Sasuke couldn't finish as he climaxed, his seed spurting into the strangely eager mouth. When the waves of pleasure subsided and he was left a panting mess, he opened his eyes slightly and tugged at the pants Naruto had on which, in Sasuke's opinion, should have been gone a long time ago.

Naruto chuckled and slowly complied, placing a passionate open-mouthed kiss on the Uchiha's lips to which Sasuke eagerly responded, not minding the very foreign taste on the other's tongue. When they parted the blonde was fully exposed. And to Sasuke, who was now sporting a bright scarlet blush, he did not disappoint. He had always known based on the locker room showers (for a gym class both so very competitively played, though when it came to basketball, Sasuke didn't even try) that Naruto was…well…bigger than most people, including himself. But well, like this… He couldn't even finish that thought.

He pushed the incomplete thought away and guided Naruto's hand toward his mouth, taking three fingers into it and sucking. Impatience was getting the better of him and he was sure Naruto was feeling the same way. So why not hurry things along by taking the initiative?

When Naruto felt the digits were coated enough (When you about three fourths of the day thinking you were a straight man, you tend to not have any lube on you) he pulled them out and lowered them to towards the brunette's entrance. He asked, "Do you still want to do this?" He would stop if Sasuke wanted to, but he really wanted the answer to be yes.

"Yeah, dobe." Sasuke panted. He was trying to hold back moans of anticipation. He had done this alone in his room before (What male teenager wouldn't experiment) when he was first figuring out the ways of pleasure. And, though a little painful for a bit, he remembered found it quite enjoyable (but with figuring out certain affection towards a blonde and all that happened afterwards, when would he have time to do it again?). So, when Naruto pushed a single digit in him he couldn't help but moan, both in pleasure and slight discomfort. The blonde moved at a slow, languid pace, getting Sasuke used to the feeling before increasing his speed at Sasuke's ardent moan.

When the second was added, the raven couldn't help but squirm. "It feels weird."

"Just bare with it." Naruto told him, his voice calm and reassuring on the outside while he was somewhat freaking out on the inside. He wasn't like Sasuke, he just followed his gut when it came to all this! Sure, he knew it would hurt (last time he checked, a cock doesn't normally go up a man's ass) and that most things were like what other guys do with girls, but it's not like he ever asked or tried to learn. He just took it one minute at a time and learned for next time.

Wait…next time? Naruto asked curiously as he continued to scissor his lover. He looked at Sasuke's flushed face, tears of pleasure pricking his onyx eyes and his back arching with each thrust of his fingers. Oh, there will most definitely be a next time.

He wanted to add the third, but Sasuke was just too damn impatient. The brunette couldn't take it anymore! Sasuke grabbed the blonde's wrist and removed the fingers, moaning at the loss. "Please. I need…" He breathed, unable to get what he was thinking into a proper mixture of consonants and vowels to say what he needed to. I need you. I want you. Please, make me whole.

Naruto gulped, and then nodded in understanding. Though he wasn't as vocal as Sasuke (letting grunts and low moans) he needed this just as much. I need to be whole with you.

He positioned his body over Sasuke, his hands on either side of the brunette's head supporting him and positioned himself fully against the raven's entrance. He wrapped a hand around his own member and coated it with the salty liquid that already been leaking from the head. He didn't want to hurt Sasuke anymore than he had to. With that completed he slowly pushed in past the first ring of muscle, stopping when he heard the brunette's whimper.

"Don't…stop." Sasuke grit out, his eyes clenched shut to fight back the unwanted tears. When Naruto continued pushing forward they couldn't help but overflow. He felt the blonde stop again and opened his eyes when he felt calloused hands caress his cheeks, the thumbs brushing away the tears that manage to escape down his cheeks. When he saw the look of concern, love, and desire he found the strength to get out, "Keep going, it's okay."

When Naruto was to the hilt he refrained from moving. The pleasure from the tight muscles clenching him was so good and he wanted nothing more to thrust as fast as he could go until he found release. He didn't know if he could keep still anymore. But Sasuke… "Move."

He looked down at the Uchiha. "But…are you sure you're-"

"Just move. I'm…fine. Just be gentle." Now that, albeit frustrating, was something he could do. He pulled the brunette close who, in turn, instinctively wrapped his own arms around the blonde's neck. Naruto slowly pulled out and thrust back in at the same pace, inwardly cringing at the cry of pain Sasuke let out. Beads of sweat had already formed, slowly rolling down the two bodies as they began to learn about each other in a whole new way.

Eventually, the pain began wearing away, and that which wasn't was slowly being outweighed by the pleasure shooting up Sasuke's spine with every snap of Naruto's hips. After awhile, he could no longer take the maddeningly slow pace. "F-faster." He gasped out.

Naruto didn't have to be told twice. He picked up the pace, earning pleased cries and moans of approval. "So…so hot…and tight."

He lifted one of Sasuke's legs while the other instinctively wrapped around his waist, pushing in deeper and changing the angle of his thrusts. At one particular thrust he hit a spot that made the brunette's eyes widen, his back arch higher off the mattress, and his toes curl. "Th-th-there! Hit there again! Oh, God!" The blonde began to hit there with everyone of his thrusts.

Soon, their movements became erratic and so fast it was hard to tell which male started and which began. Their kisses were quick and sloppy and the power of each thrust made the bed creak hard. "Naruto! I…I'm gonna come!" Sasuke shouted, the pleasure was just too much. He came, his muscles tensing and clenching as he arched slightly and bucked his hips, riding out wave after wave of the most intense orgasms he had ever had (and probably not the last).

Naruto thrust a few more times, but the tight clenching of the already tight passage and seeing Sasuke make the most erotic face he'd ever seen proved to be his undoing. He tensed and then pushed deeper, spilling his seed. Their movements soon slowed then stopped all together and they fell back against the mattress, the blonde using what tiny amount of strength he had left to fall only slightly on top of Sasuke.

When their bodies cooled their wits returned, letting Naruto process that all the candles had gone out save for maybe one or two and that the room was fairly dark due to the still pouring rain. He sighed as a silent 'Whatever' and wrapped an arm with the little newly found strength he gathered around the raven's waist and pulled him closer. Just as Naruto was about to let sleep claim him, he heard a tiny sob; he looked down. Sasuke was rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands.

"What's wrong?" Naruto asked in a gentle whisper grabbing Sasuke's hands with energy he didn't know he possessed. What he saw surprised him.

Sasuke was smiling. Actually smiling! He sniffled and onyx met blue. "I don't think I've been this happy in a long time." He sobbed out in a whisper (probably from all the screaming). The blonde couldn't help but wrap his arms again around the brunette. The one who made his heart pound almost painfully and joy swell in his chest at the simple fact: You're mine now. And he was elated to feel two arms wrap around his neck in response.

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I'm done! Geez, the actual story is almost 8,000 words! That's a new record for me. This is my fist Narusasu so be gentle with me and I'm sorry if Sasuke sounded OC. But c'mon, after what he's been through, wouldn't you be?

I wrote this story because my friend was being bullied afterschool one day until his boyfriend (you heard me ^^) Punched the guy in the face. ^^ RESPECT! Anyways, I imagined: what if where Sasuke and Naruto live almost everyone except a small majority were like those bullies? And Naruto, being raised like this, acts the same way until a well-respected ^^ figure of authority snaps him the hell out of it? And also I'm an Angst Queen, it's what I'm good at ^^.

So, this is not only for the readers who enjoy a good angsty Narusasu fic, but also for the people who, even though the important people understand them, have some people who assume they know more about them than they do and make the harshest judgments. And even the people who's important people don't understand them, keep your head up high guys. Because you are not wrong for liking the same sex or even both sexes. You like who you like and love who you love. Take it from a girl who knows; I'm one of you too (bisexual and proud ^^!). So stand up and be proud, because you'll find you aren't alone. You will find someone who understands completely.

ATTENTION ^^: Does anyone want me to write an epilogue as chapter 2? I'd be happy to write one! And if so, I'd really like to know, how far into the future would you like the epilogue to be?

It could be:

The Next Morning

The Next Day At School

A Day in the Life of this Narusasu couple(I'd say this would be 4 months later)

A Day in the Life of this Narusasu couple + LEMON (^^)

Graduation and Graduation Dinner(Let's just say something awesome would happen but it may not be what you think ^^ or it could be exactly what you think, because, 'Why wouldn't he?')

Graduation and Graduation Dinner + LEMON

So choose and tell me in a review! I just want to know what YOU want. Because I don't have to do one if you think it's fine where it is. However, I won't know unless you tell me!

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And thank you for those who read this story. Pleasing readers and making their day is one of the reasons why I write.