Sorry about the long wait, a lot of shit has happened and I've had a shit past month. Not much to say apart from thanks for all your reviews on whatever was updated last. I cant even remember its been that long, I'll try update again soon.
I also have to apologise for last night, I put up the chapter, then changed it, so for those of you who read it before it got taken down? I apologise.. There's like.. Two paragraphs difference, but I'd appreciate a review. Enjoy.
Gabriella sat down in her little chair near the window and pulled her legs towards her chest, keeping her warm cup of coffee close to her as she watched the rain drip slowly down her room windows, watching the cars down below, in the city, driving along the busy midday road. She was just glad that they were far enough away from the city that Indy could sleep and she could peacefully sit.. Drinking coffee and watching the rain.
She looked over at her daughters empty crib, smiling when she remembered where Indy was. Gabriella got up, walking over to her bed, sitting her coffee cup on the bedside table before sliding under her warm covers, closing her eyes as she relaxed into the soft mattress.
Gabriella felt like she'd just drifted off when a crack of thunder woke her up, followed by a frightened cry coming from a small baby. Her small baby. She sat up quickly, rubbing her eyes to clear her blurry vision before she got up. She stopped mid getting out of bed when she saw Troy standing at the end of her bed, gently rocking a still crying Indy. Gabriella smiled tiredly, watching him rock her tiny daughter gently.
Troy turned around, smiling when he saw Gabriella sitting up. "Look," He whispered, keeping Indy close to him. "Lazy bones is finally awake." He laughed.
"Shh," Gabriella giggled, stretching slightly before holding her arms out to Troy. "Give me my girl, what time is it?" She smiled.
Troy smiled, gently handing Indy over. "Its about sixish." He nodded, sitting down on the bed, beside Gabriella. "Did you have a nice sleep?"
"I did," Gabriella smiled. "A very nice sleep," She yawned, laughing lightly. "I think its going to take a few more days for me to fully get back into the not being tired stage, but its getting better. I officially don't have a headache." She giggled.
"Well, I'm glad," Troy laughed. "Indy and I had a nice time going for a walk," He smiled. "We even saw some birdies flying around, until it started raining." He laughed.
"Ooh, lucky Indy," Gabriella laughed, leaning down and gently kissing Indy's forehead. "You're all tuckered out, Troy might have to take you for walks more often." She smiled, gently running her hand over Indy's soft hair.
"Troy would love that," Troy smiled, watching the two women. "Have you had any more phone calls?"
"Not from Seth," Gabriella shook her head. "His Mum has called me, she did earlier," She nodded. "She said Seth has gone down to hers, she's worried because he's gone there and said I left him and has been going out every night partying, taking drugs.. Anything you could imagine," Gabriella frowned. "She wants me to go back to him because she thinks he'll sober up if I go back to him."
Troy frowned, running a hand through his hair. "Did you tell her about him hitting you?"
"Yeah," Gabriella nodded. "She reckons its just a phase he's going through and he'll grow out of it soon, but I know he wont." She frowned. "Its been going on for years, but I'm trying not to think of it, he's far away from Indy and I, that's all I care about."
"That's good, just focus on you two," Troy nodded. "We got your stuff and that.. AVO or whatever its called against him, I still think that you should've put charges against him," He sighed. "You've still got bruises from the as-A hole."
"I know," Gabriella nodded. "But, if I charged him then that would mean going through court and I don't have the money, as well as the issue of dragging Indy through it all." She sighed.
"I know," Troy nodded. "Don't stress, okay? I'm here for you, Lace is here for you."
"Thanks," Gabriella nodded. "I understand what you mean about her never being here," She smiled slightly. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be sorry, at least I have you two to hang out with for now," He smiled. "That's what I want to do right now."
"Thank you," Gabriella smiled.
"No, I wanna thank you," Troy smiled. "As well as ask you what your plans are for in about.. Two hours?"
"Probably watching a movie with you and my baby," Gabriella laughed. "What are your plans?"
"I was going to see if you wanted to go out for dinner," He smiled, gently running his hand through Indy's hair, smiling when she smiled a little. "She's so gorgeous."
"She is," Gabriella smiled, watching them. Indy seemed fascinated by Troy, she loved him. "As for dinner, I don't want to put you any more out of pocket, I'm fine with a toasted sandwich."
"You've had toasted sandwiches for the past, like.. How long?" He smiled. "We're eating something else, including you." Troy laughed.
"I guess," Gabriella smiled slightly. "But, can we just stay here? Order in? I don't really wanna take Indy out in the rain."
"That's fair," Troy smiled. "What would you like to order?"
"Umm," Gabriella started, thinking. "I'm not sure. You decide." She laughed.
"I favour Chinese and pizza," Troy laughed. "So, you decide!" He laughed.
"Chinese and pizza sounds amazing to me," Gabriella smiled, handing Indy over to Troy carefully when he wouldn't tear his eyes away from her.
"Oh, you didn't have to do that." Troy laughed, holding the tiny girl in his arms. He smiled, looking down at the little girl in his arms, kissing her forehead gently.
"You two just look so good together and she calms down quickly with you," Gabriella smiled. "She needs a male around," She sighed. "I don't know how Seth is so.. Heartless, especially towards such a gorgeous little person." She whispered, gently kissing Indy's forehead.
"Was he never loved as a child? That can do it." Troy nodded, watching the mother and daughter, smiling at them.
"I don't know," Gabriella sighed, moving so her legs were underneath her, slightly sitting closer to Troy. "His Mum seems like such a nice woman, but I never knew his father. He was never around,"
"Now it makes sense," Troy nodded. "Have you ever asked him what his Dad was like?"
"Of course," Gabriella nodded. "He just avoids the subject, at first he'd make out with me and we'd end up.. Yeah," She nodded. "Then, later on after everything started, he'd just grumble at me or h-hurt me."
Troy frowned, nodding. "Okay, enough about this, any dinner preferences?"
Gabriella shook her head. "I've been eating toasted sandwiches for months, anything else would be better," She laughed lightly.
"I wish that you didn't have Indy with him," Troy sighed. "I would've been a much better help to you and Dad to her then he ever was." He frowned, looking down at the sleeping baby in his arms.
"I know," Gabriella nodded, smiling. "Are you saying that you would like to have had a baby with me, Mr. Bolton?"
Troy cleared his throat, sitting up a little straighter. "I-I.. Ma-.. No. Yes," He nodded. "I think that you deserve someone much better than that asshole and so does Indy, I should've been there more, other than driving you to the doctors."
"But, you have Lacey," Gabriella frowned.
"I love you,"
"Wh-What?" Gabriella stuttered, looking up at him.
Troy sighed, standing up, running a hand through his hair. "I love you, I have done for months," He nodded. "Ever since we very first started going to the doctors appointments, I wished that, that was my baby you were carrying," He nodded.
"Wh-Why did you not say anything?"
"Because, you had Seth and I've got Lacey," He frowned. "I thought it would make things awkward, but now I see.. We should be together!" He nodded, sitting on the bed, taking her hand. "I see you checking me out." He laughed.
Gabriella's face turned red and she looked down at their hands, biting her lip when Troy lifted her chin to look up at him. "Troy.." She whispered.
"Just tell me that you don't feel the same and I'll drop it."
"I-I.. You have Lacey." She frowned. "What would she think?"
"Do you really think she'd care?" He raised an eyebrow. "She hardly even has sex with me anymore, anyway and that's all we were doing before."
"How come you two got married?"
"We did love each other," He nodded. "I should've seen it coming, we were basically forced together by our parents, but we started to fall for each other," He smiled, gently laying Indy on the bed, checking her nappy. "Then after only a few months of actually liking each other we were told we should get married, we hardly knew anything about each other," He sighed. "But, to please our parents, we went ahead with it." He nodded.
"That's where you went wrong,"
"Oh, really?" Troy laughed. "I never would've guessed."
"Shh," Gabriella giggled, pushing him lightly. "I'm slow."
"Not believing it," Troy laughed. "Anyway, after we got married, Lace went straight into a job at a daycare near our home town," He nodded. "Loved it, so she opened her own one after we moved here, then it went downhill. She went straight into working and not caring about anything else." He sighed.
"I'm sorry," Gabriella frowned, gently rubbing his arm.
"Its okay, I've got you and Indy, that's all I need," He smiled. "Your company and hugs." He laughed lightly, gently hugging Indigo.
"We love hugs, don't we Indy?" Gabriella laughed, gently taking her daughters hand, kissing the back of it. "She really loves you, she doesn't settle down for any of the other girls at the kindy and Seth only held her once, she didn't like that at all."
"She knows I'm not gunna hurt her." Troy smiled.
"She's one lucky girl,"
"I second that," Troy laughed, leaning over and gently kissing Gabriella's forehead.
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Gabriella picked up the bottle of soft drink that they'd ordered with their take away, smiling as she walked down the few stairs to her room. She was finally happy, able to breathe and not feel scared, although the thought of Seth coming back was still in the back of her mind, she still felt relief. Stepping onto the soft carpet, the sight of her tiny daughter, laying in the middle of her bed safely and Troy sitting on one of the couches in the corner of her room, making her smile and feel even warmer inside. It was still raining outside, but the rain just made everything seem cozier on the inside, it made it feel perfect.
She sat down, on the couch opposite Troy, smiling as he set up their food. He was amazing to her, done everything he could for her and Indy. She was amazed at how much he actually wanted to do for them and it was because he wanted to, she wasn't use to that. The sad thing was.. He should've been able to do it for his wife, but she didn't know how good she had it.
"Thanks," Troy smiled.
"It was my pleasure, I feel so lazy," Gabriella giggled. "I haven't done anything!"
"You don't need to," Troy smiled, serving them some food up each. "You need to look after Indy and that's it."
"For now,"
"That's right, we'll figure out the rest when it comes to that, okay? For now, we're eating pizza and Chinese and making sure we're relaxed."
"Okay," Gabriella smiled. "For the record, I haven't been so relaxed in my life and its all thanks to you," She nodded, picking up her plate. "I haven't felt so free and.. Happy in years and I have no one else to thank but you,"
"I couldn't let you stay there any longer," Troy sighed. "God if I had found out sooner? It would've saved a lot," He nodded. "It would've saved you pain and hurt.. It would've saved Indy being so isolated."
"Hey," Gabriella frowned, leaning over and taking his hand. "Its fine, okay? We're here now and we're going to be fine." She nodded, smiling as she squeezed his hand gently.
Troy nodded, returning the smile. "Thank you," He smiled, kissing the back of her hand softly.
"You're welcome," Gabriella smiled, sitting back in her little couch, starting to eat. "This is the most amazing thing I've eaten!" She laughed.
Troy smiled, watching her. "You've really missed out on a lot, huh?"
"Not really," Gabriella smiled. "I mean, I didn't get to live the last of my teenage years going clubbing or anything, but I got a beautiful daughter out of the relationship and I wouldn't change much of it, I got here, didn't I?"
"I guess that's true," Troy smiled.
"It is," Gabriella giggled, sitting her plate down, picking up the bottle of soft drink. "Want one?"
"Please," Troy smiled.
"Sure," Gabriella smiled, pouring them a drink each. "This is so peaceful, I don't understand why Lacey would want anything else."
"Me either, I thought I gave her everything a girl could want," Troy sighed. "Thanks." He nodded, taking a cup off Gabriella.
"Well, I can tell you now that this to me, as a normal girl," She giggled. "Would be everything and more that I would want." She smiled.
"Yeah?" Troy smiled. "What would be your ideal.. Life? Just.. The house and family you'd want."
"Umm, well," Gabriella smiled, pulling her legs to her chest. "A nice, quiet place, maybe in a little, quiet neighbourhood," She smiled. "And with a husband and Indy and.. Maybe a little boy."
"Sounds nice," Troy smiled. "Simple and nice."
"What about you?" Gabriella smiled.
"Hmm," Troy laughed, sitting back in his chair. "I think.. A beach side house, actually.. I like my house," He laughed. "But, I agree about the two kids," He smiled. "Maybe three. A nice quiet life would be good." He nodded.
"We're not that different," Gabriella giggled.
"It seems that way," Troy laughed, looking towards Indy when she started crying. "Hey, did we wake you little girl?" He smiled, sitting his cup down. "Hey, I got her," He smiled towards Gabriella when she went to stand up. He stood up, brushing his hands on his sweat pants before walking over to the tiny, crying baby.
"Thanks," Gabriella smiled thankfully, watching him pick Indy up carefully.
"You're welcome," Troy smiled, walking back over to her, sitting down in his chair as he rocked Indy carefully. "Shh, shh," He smiled. "I think someone's hungry."
"Me too," Gabriella nodded, sitting her drink down. "Give me my girl." She laughed, gently taking her tiny bundle of Troy, beginning to pull her singlet up.
"O-Oh, would you like me to leave? While you do that?"
Gabriella smiled and shook her head, unclipping the strap of her maternity bra. "Its fine, its not like you haven't seen me breast feed before." She smiled, quickly but gently helping Indy find her nipple, relaxing back into the chair when she started suckling.
Troy nodded, nervously watching as he felt his pants slightly tighten at the quickest glimpse of Gabriella's nipple. He wouldn't say that he and Lacey had an unhealthy sex life. But, he wouldn't say he enjoyed her sex all the time. She was the more.. Star fish type. He watched the way she gently ran her hand through Indy's little patch of jet black hair that was on her head, loving the interaction between mother and daughter.
"E-Excuse me," He mumbled, picking up their plates with his shake-y hands, heading out of the room and towards the kitchen. He couldn't believe how much Gabriella had turned him on, just by a few simple moves and a bit of nipple. He hadn't felt that attracted to Lacey in years.
He was taking deep breaths, trying to breath his erection away as he washed the dishes up and thought of his grandma knitting. For some reason his mind kept drifting back to Gabriella. But, not the Gabriella that was sitting there, breast feeding her daughter. No, a Gabriella that was wreathing underneath him as he slowly moved above her, inside her, moaning against her soft, warm skin as they made love. Her nails coming in contact with his back as he brought her closer to her orgasm. His thoughts were broken as a pair of tiny arms wrapped around his waist from behind.
"Hey, you disappeared on me," Gabriella whispered, her head resting on his back.
Troy nodded, clearing his throat. "Yeah, I thought I'd clean up, then I don't have to do it in the morning."
"I could've done it," Gabriella smiled, picking a tea towel up after she let him go, picking up a plate. "You got to pay for dinner."
"It was my shout," Troy laughed.
"Still," Gabriella giggled. "Thank you, though." She smiled, looking over at him quickly.
"You're welcome," Troy nodded, looking at her quickly as he finished washing up the last plate.
Gabriella smiled, taking two of the plates over to the cupboard. She sat the tea towel down on the bench, opening the cupboard before she stood up on her tip toes to push the plates in, just being able to see where they went. Troy walked over, resting his hand on her hip to steady as well as grab the tea towel to wipe the last plate. He stopped mid grab, taking in her scent as well as her features. Her breath had caught at the sudden contact and she slowly looked over at the man she'd had a crush on for as long as she'd worked at the kindy. Blue met brown and their eyes flicked between the others and to their lips, then back again.
Gabriella softly shut the cupboard door, slowly sinking back down to her normal length as Troy's other hand came to rest on her hip as he leant in closer. Gabriella couldn't help but let her hands travel up his muscular arms, his hands pulling her closer as their lips nearly touched. He was only waiting for her approval, which he took with a smile when her lips pressed against his, he pulled her closer, smiling against her lips as her arms wrapped around his neck, her front pressing against his.
"Mm," Troy moaned when she pressed against his growing erection. "Don't laugh." He mumbled against her lips when she smiled.
"Not laughing," Gabriella smiled, jumping so her legs wrapped around his waist. "Dripping wet."
Troy groaned in frustration, carrying her to his room, smiling as she kissed down his jaw, to his neck eagerly. He managed to fumble with her pants button, getting it undone as she impatiently pulled his shirt off, dropping it on the stair railing on their way to Troy's room.
"Mm," Gabriella mumbled against his skin before pulling away from his neck once she was satisfied she'd left a mark, she unbuckled his belt buckle, looking up at him. "I'll warn you, I'm a bit out of practice."
"You're doing well so far," Troy laughed, pushing her up his door before crashing his lips against hers, pulling her shirt off. Gabriella moaned, tangling her fingers in his hair, after he got her shirt off, pulling him closer as their tongues met in a heated kiss. Troy pushed the door open, stumbling into his room as Gabriella pushed his pants to the ground, giggling. Troy laughed, kicking his pants off from around his ankles, putting Gabriella on the ground before eagerly pulling her shorts down. "Just so you know, I've been staring up these all night."
"I know," Gabriella smiled mischievously.
Troy raised an eyebrow, looking down at her. "Oh, miss not-so-innocent Montez comes out of the naughty cupboard." He chuckled.
Gabriella blushed, unclipping her bra. "Lucky you, I guess,"
"I know," Troy smiled, picking her up bridal style, making Gabriella squeal in surprise as he walked over to his bed. She giggled, wrapping her arms around his neck, keeping them there as he laid her down gently, leaning over her. "You're really beautiful." He nodded, gently moving her hair from her face.
"No," Gabriella shook her head. "Please don't." She whispered, gently resting her hands on his arms. Gabriella wouldn't say that she was fat, or even chubby, well, extremely chubby. She still had baby fat, though and it made her very self conscious, for someone who had been so small her entire life it was a bit of a blow to her self esteem, but she wouldn't trade Indy for any size two dresses.
"You are," Troy nodded, gently pulling her bra off. "Oh, man." He groaned at the sight of Gabriella's large breasts, leaning down and gently taking one of her nipples in his mouth, biting down on it gently, taking her other round breast in his hand, gently massaging it.
Gabriella moaned, arching her back at the contact, eagerly pulling at Troy's boxers, dropping them beside the bed once she got them off. She smiled when he pulled her underwear off, taking one of her hands and lacing their fingers once he'd dropped them beside the bed, along with his boxers.
"T-Troy?" She whispered, moaning lightly.
"Yeah?" He breathed, pulling away from her, smiling down at her, making her smile back.
"D-Do you think.. We could pull the sheets up?"
He nodded, pushing himself back up, grabbing the sheet and pulling it over them. "Not that you need it," He smiled, kissing her quickly. "Are you sure you wanna do this?"
"Its wrong," Gabriella nodded. "But, what is Lacey doing right now? I mean, be mature about this, you really think she's at work? What is there to do at a kindy at eight thirty at night?"
"I know," Troy nodded. "I guess I kinda didn't wanna face it." He laughed slightly.
"I'm sorry," Gabriella whispered, running a hand through his hair gently. "I didn't mean to sound harsh."
"Its okay," Troy nodded. "Its true, we both have shit relationships." He laughed. "Its true and we both wont this, don't we?"
Gabriella smiled and nodded. "I do, I hope you do."
"Oh, I do," Troy laughed, kissing her gently. He gently squeezed her hand, lacing their fingers before his lips made their way down her jaw, to her neck. Gabriella moaned softly, arching her back when Troy slowly pushed into her. She let go of his hand, wrapping her arms around him before pulling him closer to her.
"Fuck," She moaned softly, tangling her hand in his hair as he began to move slowly above her. She wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper, instantly loving the feeling he was bringing upon her, not having felt it for years. It wasn't just the sex part, it was the being loved part. She knew that they wouldn't be so slow and intimate if Troy didn't feel close to her. He was a sweet guy, he wouldn't use her.
Troy moved gently above her, kissing her skin wherever he could, smiling when his lips touched hers, Gabriella kissing back. He slipped his tongue in her mouth, his hand gently grabbing at her hip. Gabriella moaned, letting the passion and heat between them take over her, she closed her eyes, tilting her head back as Troy kissed at her neck, sucking lightly on the skin as he quickened his pace.
After he was satisfied that he had left a mark, he kissed down her chest once again, gently taking her nipple in his mouth as he moved faster. Gabriella moaned louder, arching her back off the soft mattress, pulling him in deeper as her legs wrapped tighter around his waist.
"I'm close," She whispered, pressing her head against his shoulder as she moaned. "God, I'm close."
"Cum, Brie," Troy whispered. "I want you to cum thinking of me." He moaned, kissing her softly.
"Oh my god," Gabriella whispered, before her insides started to tighten, telling her just how close she was to her orgasm. She pressed her head against Troy's shoulder, biting her lip as she came. It took her a minute or so before she stopped shaking from her orgasm, the pressure and stress that had built up over the past few years just being released. She just laid there, her breath heavy and her eyes closed. "Did you.. Finish?"
"I did," Troy laughed lightly, kissing the side of her head. "Did that feel good?"
"Amazing," She whispered, kissing his chest softly, resting back against the mattress. "I feel so relaxed now."
"Good," Troy smiled, laying beside her, keeping the blanket, so it covered Gabriella still. He kissed the top of her head, pulling her close to him, smiling when Gabriella cuddled into him, gently resting her hand on his chest. "You deserve it."
"I just helped you cheat on your wife, do I really deserve it? I don't even feel bad," She whispered.
"You're right, though. She's most likely out there, fucking some random.. Or some guy that I've met and become friends with, which is worse," He sighed. "And you needed a good time, something nice and.. Not innocent." He laughed. "But, still something." He whispered, looking up at his ceiling, gently rubbing her arm. "You needed something."
"I have you," Gabriella nodded, kissing his chest softly. "As well as Indy. I don't want anything else."
"Well, you have me and you're going to be treated right by me, okay? You and Indy mean a lot to me and what happened to you, to both of you.. Was wrong and.. Frustrating."
"Please, lets not talk about it right now."
"I'm sorry," Troy whispered, gently brushing his hand across her stomach, frowning when he felt a line across her stomach. "What's that?" He asked quietly, looking underneath the blanket.
Gabriella shook her head, pressing her hand against the blanket, pushing it against her stomach. "Please don't look, I can tell you."
"I'm sorry, you're beautiful." Troy whispered, kissing her forehead softly.
Gabriella sighed, moving closer to him. "it's a caesarian scar," She nodded. "Remember how I said that you didn't have to stay? When I was having Indy?" Gabriella sighed, continuing when she felt Troy nod silently. "Well, I was, stupidly, expecting Seth to show up and I was terrified because my mum had, had complications during labour, anyway, it got close to when I was ready to push and the doctors thought that Indy was going to be born breach," She frowned. "That frightened me, but then it got worse, they thought it was too late to turn her so I'd just have to push and when I started.. They realised then that something wasn't right, went to cut me open, got half way through and I'd somehow managed to get her.. Unstuck or whatever had happened and she basically slid out."
"Oh," Troy whispered, gently running his finger along her scar over the blanket.
"Yeah,"
"Well, its still beautiful."
"Don't lie,"
Troy went to argue with her before he heard a car pull up and headlights shine through his bedroom window. "Shit," He muttered, getting up quickly after Gabriella.
"Fuck," Gabriella groaned, pulling her clothes on quickly. "What if she finds out? I'm dead! And she gave me a home to stay in!"
"Actually, its my home and I wanted you to stay." Troy nodded, pulling on his boxers before heading to his cupboard, grabbing a pair of sweats out.
"Same thing," Gabriella sighed, rushing downstairs, picking up the clothes on the way down before rushing to her room. She let out a breath as she closed her bedroom door, leaning against it, trying to get her breath back. She pulled her pants on, going and checking on Indy before sliding into bed, closing her eyes.
She hated what she done, but for some reason she didn't wanna take it back. She'd be lying if she said that she didn't see Troy in her future.. And Gabriella Montez didn't lie.
Umm.. Yeah, so they had sex. It may be moving too fast but it wont be a long story, I have an idea of where its going though.
Anyone seen Breaking Dawn? It came out yesterday here and I have to say.. Best one yet. I.. Really love Jacob and seeing the New Years Eve trailer before the movie just.. Oh my god. I cant fucking wait. 20 days. I hope you enjoyed this.
Whats your fav movie coming out soon? I'm looking forward to New Years Eve, The Lorax, Journey 2 aaand.. Fuck. The Lucky One. Which is wayy too long away. Review?