My first fanfic, please be gentle. English is not my first language. Any mistake is mine.

Disclaimer: I don't own True Blood and any of the characters.

AN: This follows what happened in S4, but went AU right after Sookie walked away from Bill's house, leaving Eric & Bill there. I still don't know what would I do with this, so, please bear with me.

Chapter 1 - Back to Normal

It's been two weeks since Sookie walked away from Bill and Eric and she tried to get her life back to normal. Well, as normal as it could be for her. After everything that she went through, she doubted that her life would ever be normal again. But then, she never had a normal life, even before she was thrown into the chaotic world of supernatural. But she was determined to go back to her life before vampire. She resumed her job at Merlotte's and she realized that she's not the only one who's going through difficult time. Sam had just lost his brother and Lafayette was doing even worse. Ever since that night two weeks ago, he's been slipping into a sort of depression. Tara and the others have been trying to cheer him up, but he brushed aside their concern and pretended that everything is okay. He didn't fool anyone, of course. They knew that he blames himself for what happened to Jesus.

Sookie decided that she needs some time alone, to figure out her feelings and emotions. So, for the past two weeks, she had been avoiding the vampires and any other supernatural beings, except for Sam. She hadn't seen Bill since the day she walked out from his house and she really appreciated the fact that he respects her decision and gives her the space that she needed.

Eric, on the other hand, didn't seem to give up. She spotted him a few times roaming around her… um, his backyard (the house is still his after all). Thankfully, he didn't try to enter the house.

'Well, that's good enough.' Sookie thought.

Ever since she walked out from Bill's house two weeks ago, she had been thinking about her feelings toward both of the vampires. She loved both of them and she couldn't imagine her world without them. She wanted them, both of them. However, she knew that due to their possessive natures, they wouldn't want to share her, despite of her dream. At nights, she laid awake, trying to figure out what she should do. But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't bring herself to choose between the two of them.

She knew that she couldn't avoid them forever. Bon Temps is a small town and sooner or later, she'd have to face them, especially since one of them is her neighbour and the other one can be found roaming at the backyard. Besides, if she's being honest with herself, she missed them.

So, what do you think? I need a beta reader. Anyone interested, please PM me. Thank you.