I Ain't Missing You At All…..
~ Chapter 1~
a/n : // taught //
" converstaion"
I walked towards the window, and looked outside. The Sun was shining and the birds were singing.
Schuldig kept on telling us to go downtown with his new car. Not that anyone listened.
Nagi was reading a book, Farfarello was playing with his knife .Amazing thing…..he was playing with it for half an hour and still, no scratch. And myself …well I was carried away by other taughts .And I was tired I waited 'till morning for Brad to come. And when he came he took a cup of coffee and got back to his paperwork.
You may wondering who the hell am I. I'm Angelina Anderson. Friends call me Angie.What am I doing here?
It was one day when I heard about Schwarz.It took me 3 whole weeks to get in touch with their boss. I always forget that guy's name.I just presented one day there,at his door and told him everything about me and my….power.
I moved his pen trough the whole room, my body didn't moved an inch form where I stood. He wasn't as impressed as I wished to be.Well, Schwarz was his. The guys had their powers.He also mentioned there is someone else in Schwarz who already has my power.
"That means you don't need me?" I asked
"That means that as much as it can gather in Schwarz as good as it's gonna get." He said lighting a cigar.
I risen my eyebrow.
"That means you will get me in the team?"
"That means you will be in the team, as long as you obey the rules and you train yourself.I guess you never worked trough crime didn't you?"
"No….well…yes..a bit " I lied. I was willing to do anything so that I could get out from the hell I was living.
"Really? What did you do?" I noticed he was a bit surprised. One point for me.
" I…..once I killed someone…I didn't want to do it but I had to. And a month ago…..I killed someone else….I needed …..revenge…..he did something very wrong to someone…"
He gazed at me.It is true I'm not a normal skinny teenager. I trained myself with hard training machines and I grew a muscular body, and a tall young lady.I taught that convinced him.
"But I was very angry when I did what I did.But I would do it again.It's like riding a bike"
"I like how you think…..um…."
"Angelina. Angelina Anderson."
"…..Angelina….."
The room was filled with cigar smoke And a old cologne . I liked the mix of these two smells. It reminds me of a cafeteria I used to go . The one who owned it smelled like that cologne. And he always had a big cigar with him. He was very nice…
"Um…sir…..So…"
He walked across the room.And stopped in front of his big black wood desk.
"So…..There is a few people who posses the power you have. Schwarz needs those kind of people.I'm rushing things since you have no experince, but It's hard to find people like you these days.Schwarz will get a call from me today. Tomorrow you may move in"
I couldn't believe my ears. I was so lucky!
The thing was that my life was miserable. I lived in a orphanage since I was 12. At 11 I runned away from home with all the money my parents had in the house and paid someone to change my name and erase my life. I got to that orphanage where I grew 'till I finally turned 16. I runned form there since I heard about this Schwarz group, and presented me to this guy. I knew he would want me from the first moment I heard his team possesses all sorts of power. I was a Telekinetic myself. A good one I may add.
My experience goes trough years of training too keep my power at my hand. No one knew.No even my parents. I keept it well hid . Anyway my parents took me by the hand and got me trough hell and Purgatory and trough hell again.
The next day I presented myself in front of their door dressed with a pair of jeans , a red blouse, a jacket and a small backpack.
The man who answered the door was a bit taller than me.The thing about him that really got my attention was his hair.
"Yes?"
// I know you can hear me// I taught .
He smirked.
//Smart girl. I can see your reason very well. Telekinetic huh?//
//Yes//
"Schuldig, who is it?" I heard a voice coming closer.
A tall man appears in front of me With a black hair and glasses. And a pair of fascinating eyes. That was the first thing I noticed about Brad. His fascinating eyes.
"You are….?" He asked
"I'm ….I'm Angelina Anderson. Your boss…"
"Oh so you are the one…" Said Schuldig "than why let a team member stand in the door?" He said opening the door more.I stepped in.
"Thank you." I said.
It was nice inside. Despite the fact here lived only guys the place was pretty clean. On the couch, in the living room were two other guys.
One of theme was licking a knife and had white hair. I tried not to comment. I knew about Schuldig and I didn't wanted him to hear me.
The other one seemed the same age as me. He was talking with the white- haired guy when I walked in. He looked at me intensely. His eyes had a very beautiful …blue..? color .I had something with eyes that day. I tried to force a smile, but I couldn't.
They all gathered around. I was scared indeed. The guy with glasses looked pretty upset. He was just staring at me!
No bother to talk about the guy with an eyepatch! THAT was scary! Unusable eyes , and white hair….
He rise off the couch That was when I was scared. Despite the fact he held a knife in his hand he was the tallest of all. I don't like taller people. They make me feel nervous. Specially the ones with a knife in their hands!
The brunette talked .His deep voice filled up the silent room:
" We heard you have no training, you're young, and never had a mission like we do before."
"Your boss said you could train me. I know how to control my power! You are the best in the field aren't you? Then I'm sure you can train me!"
It seemed that the brunette liked the part with "The best in the field".
"Sure We don't disobey direct orders. I expect that from you too."
"Yes sir"
Oh yeah…trust me, he liked the "Sir " part even more! I knew how to speak with him from the first moment I laid my eyes on him. He was the I-am-the- boss-around-here-so-don't-argue type. Call him "sir' and he'll take you as one of his best men.
"Your room is the guests room. We never use it, it's not fancy but it will work. But, first, let me introduce you to what Schwarz means: Schuldig , our mind reader."
He shacked hands with me.
// Welcome to the team. I hope you will make it//
//If you treat me right, maybe I will// I replied to his voice in my head.
//You have attitude…..I like it//
//I'm glad you do//
He smirked.
Nobody said a word. We stood hand in hand too much time, they noticed we had a mental conversation. The brunette continued after our handshake broke.
"This is Nagi, our Telekinetic. Now you will have someone to talk with about your power." He said addressing to Nagi.
Nagi just gave me a confused and cute smile.
"And this one…..this is Farfarello…..painless…"
I wanted to shake hands with him, but the brunette made some movements with his hands it would be better not to. But, still I gave my hand to him. For a few seconds he looked confused at me with his only eye. I didn't knew then Farfarello hates being touched.
He scanned me again with that eye of his.
I think he realized I was scared of him. He just made me a sign with his head like " Hi".
Everybody breath released form tension. Guess they taught Farfarello is gonna poin that knife at my neck or something. Well, to be honest I taught that myself..
"Um…And I am Crawford. Brad Crawford"
He referred to me by Crawford first, not by Brad. Once again , I knew he was the kind of man that can't stand to lose and always , I mean always wants the glory.
"Well, nice to meet you Mr. Crawford."
He smirked. I knew then I got his respect by calling him, Crawford.
The next days with Schwarz were very exhausting and the whole house had a menacing amount of tension in it. Until I convoked theme to a discussion.
I was sincere , specially with Crawford.
They all stood on the couch, except for Crawford witch stood behind it.
" I want to tell me the truth. It seems that my presence here is not very tolerated . I can just go out on the door and never come back." I ended my short speech.
Crawford looked at me. He realized he didn't had to deal with a spoiled teenager here.
"It's true Mrs. Anderson that your presence here brings a little tension here. It's a new member, a young one, and specially…..you're a woman. I hope you understand what I mean. We know each other for a long time, and , suddenly here comes a young woman who is joining our team. But still, I think we all have no problem by having you here. I think we all just need time to adjust."
"Yeah…" Schuldig agreed.
"Sure…" said Nagi.
Farfarello just shut up.
"Myeah….I think we all agree with this then…Is that all?"
"Well…yes, I think it is….I'm sorry if I bothered for nothing.."
"It's okay. I think we needed this" Crawford told me quietly.
Since then we tried to work as a team. As I look outside all these memories go trough my head. It's been a year…things have changed….
I learn Nagi how to control his powers better. And he learns me stuff too.
I'm the only one that goes to school from here , Nagi doesn't. But still, it's nice. Nobody asks about my grades , or other problems I might have. I like it that way.
The thing is that they don't ask about anything. Only Nagi sometimes. He still is in doubt about me, I don't know why.
I look at theme. Nagi is floating his book this time and Farf…..I think he went to get another knife….
I see some blood stains on the couch. I knew he wouldn't last more without cutting himself.
I worry about him. Soon he's gonna drain himself of blood .I think I'm gonna talk to him about that one day.
// No use// I hear Schuldig's voice inside my head.
//You really like messing inside my head don't you?//
//Not really I just heard you//
//What is no use?//
//Trying to talk to Farf….I once tried///
//Don't underestimate a woman's power ///
I saw him laughing.
//Yes that is true indeed. So do you wanna go with the car downtown?//
//You're incredible. My head hurts from all that " wanna co with my NEW car downtown" stuff . You're hopeless…///
Smirking again
///I think I am. So?//
//Well we are getting bored….Why not? Not like Brad's gonna pop here on 3 in the afternoon.//
Schuldig rised from the couch.
" C'mon guys, I have to show off with my new car !"
Nagi whispered while he was going towards the door " hopeless" and Farf….well Farf just got ahead of me and Schuldig into the backseat of the car.
Still…I was thinking about Brad.
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~ Chapter 1~
a/n : // taught //
" converstaion"
I walked towards the window, and looked outside. The Sun was shining and the birds were singing.
Schuldig kept on telling us to go downtown with his new car. Not that anyone listened.
Nagi was reading a book, Farfarello was playing with his knife .Amazing thing…..he was playing with it for half an hour and still, no scratch. And myself …well I was carried away by other taughts .And I was tired I waited 'till morning for Brad to come. And when he came he took a cup of coffee and got back to his paperwork.
You may wondering who the hell am I. I'm Angelina Anderson. Friends call me Angie.What am I doing here?
It was one day when I heard about Schwarz.It took me 3 whole weeks to get in touch with their boss. I always forget that guy's name.I just presented one day there,at his door and told him everything about me and my….power.
I moved his pen trough the whole room, my body didn't moved an inch form where I stood. He wasn't as impressed as I wished to be.Well, Schwarz was his. The guys had their powers.He also mentioned there is someone else in Schwarz who already has my power.
"That means you don't need me?" I asked
"That means that as much as it can gather in Schwarz as good as it's gonna get." He said lighting a cigar.
I risen my eyebrow.
"That means you will get me in the team?"
"That means you will be in the team, as long as you obey the rules and you train yourself.I guess you never worked trough crime didn't you?"
"No….well…yes..a bit " I lied. I was willing to do anything so that I could get out from the hell I was living.
"Really? What did you do?" I noticed he was a bit surprised. One point for me.
" I…..once I killed someone…I didn't want to do it but I had to. And a month ago…..I killed someone else….I needed …..revenge…..he did something very wrong to someone…"
He gazed at me.It is true I'm not a normal skinny teenager. I trained myself with hard training machines and I grew a muscular body, and a tall young lady.I taught that convinced him.
"But I was very angry when I did what I did.But I would do it again.It's like riding a bike"
"I like how you think…..um…."
"Angelina. Angelina Anderson."
"…..Angelina….."
The room was filled with cigar smoke And a old cologne . I liked the mix of these two smells. It reminds me of a cafeteria I used to go . The one who owned it smelled like that cologne. And he always had a big cigar with him. He was very nice…
"Um…sir…..So…"
He walked across the room.And stopped in front of his big black wood desk.
"So…..There is a few people who posses the power you have. Schwarz needs those kind of people.I'm rushing things since you have no experince, but It's hard to find people like you these days.Schwarz will get a call from me today. Tomorrow you may move in"
I couldn't believe my ears. I was so lucky!
The thing was that my life was miserable. I lived in a orphanage since I was 12. At 11 I runned away from home with all the money my parents had in the house and paid someone to change my name and erase my life. I got to that orphanage where I grew 'till I finally turned 16. I runned form there since I heard about this Schwarz group, and presented me to this guy. I knew he would want me from the first moment I heard his team possesses all sorts of power. I was a Telekinetic myself. A good one I may add.
My experience goes trough years of training too keep my power at my hand. No one knew.No even my parents. I keept it well hid . Anyway my parents took me by the hand and got me trough hell and Purgatory and trough hell again.
The next day I presented myself in front of their door dressed with a pair of jeans , a red blouse, a jacket and a small backpack.
The man who answered the door was a bit taller than me.The thing about him that really got my attention was his hair.
"Yes?"
// I know you can hear me// I taught .
He smirked.
//Smart girl. I can see your reason very well. Telekinetic huh?//
//Yes//
"Schuldig, who is it?" I heard a voice coming closer.
A tall man appears in front of me With a black hair and glasses. And a pair of fascinating eyes. That was the first thing I noticed about Brad. His fascinating eyes.
"You are….?" He asked
"I'm ….I'm Angelina Anderson. Your boss…"
"Oh so you are the one…" Said Schuldig "than why let a team member stand in the door?" He said opening the door more.I stepped in.
"Thank you." I said.
It was nice inside. Despite the fact here lived only guys the place was pretty clean. On the couch, in the living room were two other guys.
One of theme was licking a knife and had white hair. I tried not to comment. I knew about Schuldig and I didn't wanted him to hear me.
The other one seemed the same age as me. He was talking with the white- haired guy when I walked in. He looked at me intensely. His eyes had a very beautiful …blue..? color .I had something with eyes that day. I tried to force a smile, but I couldn't.
They all gathered around. I was scared indeed. The guy with glasses looked pretty upset. He was just staring at me!
No bother to talk about the guy with an eyepatch! THAT was scary! Unusable eyes , and white hair….
He rise off the couch That was when I was scared. Despite the fact he held a knife in his hand he was the tallest of all. I don't like taller people. They make me feel nervous. Specially the ones with a knife in their hands!
The brunette talked .His deep voice filled up the silent room:
" We heard you have no training, you're young, and never had a mission like we do before."
"Your boss said you could train me. I know how to control my power! You are the best in the field aren't you? Then I'm sure you can train me!"
It seemed that the brunette liked the part with "The best in the field".
"Sure We don't disobey direct orders. I expect that from you too."
"Yes sir"
Oh yeah…trust me, he liked the "Sir " part even more! I knew how to speak with him from the first moment I laid my eyes on him. He was the I-am-the- boss-around-here-so-don't-argue type. Call him "sir' and he'll take you as one of his best men.
"Your room is the guests room. We never use it, it's not fancy but it will work. But, first, let me introduce you to what Schwarz means: Schuldig , our mind reader."
He shacked hands with me.
// Welcome to the team. I hope you will make it//
//If you treat me right, maybe I will// I replied to his voice in my head.
//You have attitude…..I like it//
//I'm glad you do//
He smirked.
Nobody said a word. We stood hand in hand too much time, they noticed we had a mental conversation. The brunette continued after our handshake broke.
"This is Nagi, our Telekinetic. Now you will have someone to talk with about your power." He said addressing to Nagi.
Nagi just gave me a confused and cute smile.
"And this one…..this is Farfarello…..painless…"
I wanted to shake hands with him, but the brunette made some movements with his hands it would be better not to. But, still I gave my hand to him. For a few seconds he looked confused at me with his only eye. I didn't knew then Farfarello hates being touched.
He scanned me again with that eye of his.
I think he realized I was scared of him. He just made me a sign with his head like " Hi".
Everybody breath released form tension. Guess they taught Farfarello is gonna poin that knife at my neck or something. Well, to be honest I taught that myself..
"Um…And I am Crawford. Brad Crawford"
He referred to me by Crawford first, not by Brad. Once again , I knew he was the kind of man that can't stand to lose and always , I mean always wants the glory.
"Well, nice to meet you Mr. Crawford."
He smirked. I knew then I got his respect by calling him, Crawford.
The next days with Schwarz were very exhausting and the whole house had a menacing amount of tension in it. Until I convoked theme to a discussion.
I was sincere , specially with Crawford.
They all stood on the couch, except for Crawford witch stood behind it.
" I want to tell me the truth. It seems that my presence here is not very tolerated . I can just go out on the door and never come back." I ended my short speech.
Crawford looked at me. He realized he didn't had to deal with a spoiled teenager here.
"It's true Mrs. Anderson that your presence here brings a little tension here. It's a new member, a young one, and specially…..you're a woman. I hope you understand what I mean. We know each other for a long time, and , suddenly here comes a young woman who is joining our team. But still, I think we all have no problem by having you here. I think we all just need time to adjust."
"Yeah…" Schuldig agreed.
"Sure…" said Nagi.
Farfarello just shut up.
"Myeah….I think we all agree with this then…Is that all?"
"Well…yes, I think it is….I'm sorry if I bothered for nothing.."
"It's okay. I think we needed this" Crawford told me quietly.
Since then we tried to work as a team. As I look outside all these memories go trough my head. It's been a year…things have changed….
I learn Nagi how to control his powers better. And he learns me stuff too.
I'm the only one that goes to school from here , Nagi doesn't. But still, it's nice. Nobody asks about my grades , or other problems I might have. I like it that way.
The thing is that they don't ask about anything. Only Nagi sometimes. He still is in doubt about me, I don't know why.
I look at theme. Nagi is floating his book this time and Farf…..I think he went to get another knife….
I see some blood stains on the couch. I knew he wouldn't last more without cutting himself.
I worry about him. Soon he's gonna drain himself of blood .I think I'm gonna talk to him about that one day.
// No use// I hear Schuldig's voice inside my head.
//You really like messing inside my head don't you?//
//Not really I just heard you//
//What is no use?//
//Trying to talk to Farf….I once tried///
//Don't underestimate a woman's power ///
I saw him laughing.
//Yes that is true indeed. So do you wanna go with the car downtown?//
//You're incredible. My head hurts from all that " wanna co with my NEW car downtown" stuff . You're hopeless…///
Smirking again
///I think I am. So?//
//Well we are getting bored….Why not? Not like Brad's gonna pop here on 3 in the afternoon.//
Schuldig rised from the couch.
" C'mon guys, I have to show off with my new car !"
Nagi whispered while he was going towards the door " hopeless" and Farf….well Farf just got ahead of me and Schuldig into the backseat of the car.
Still…I was thinking about Brad.
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