Hey guys!

Got another story here, probably make it 2-shot or 3-shot still dunno. If its going 2 be a 3-shot then the rating will be get higher…Probably M..You might know then what happens then haha ;) Anyways, here it just goes for now rated T and hope ya like it :D Of course Kenjo, it takes place in the future.

Disclaimer: I do not own the BTR characters, I only own Kevin Knight. Also there is a little bit adding of the story: Memories Of A Lifetime chap 27 ( Only the hat-store and the father's eyes adding.. Surfergal23 you are one of the best writers I saw here on the BTR archive and please continue making good Kenjo stories. I love them!)

Jo's P.O.V

Here I was walking in a mall somewhere in up-town L.A. I'm finally done with my job as accountant today. 4 years ago I was an famous actress who played in the movie: Chauncey Jackson…I finally reached my dream: Starring in a big movie..But now I'm walking with one of the best things I ever had in my life so far; Kevin Trevor Knight. He's called after the only man I will ever love in my entire life; Kendall Donald Knight. But I left him for his own safety and fame..Cause we where reckless/rebels.. My boy, Kevin did looked so much like his father.. And still I miss his father after allthose long 5 miserable years.

*Sorta like a Flashback*

We where twenty, I just got 2 months back from my 3-year-movie-deal. Kendall changed much, his hair was not shorter and no more 'bieber-flip.' ( What he always called 'The Kendall Flip.'' ) No more boyband clothes but neat blouses but still the never-get-old-grey-beanie. I was so happy when I saw him! Little did I know that 2 months after I wouldn't see him again…Anyways later night we had a big time date. That night changed my lifes cause we exchanged our first I-Love-You's.. And both our virginity.. I won't say the details but we weren't doing it safe… 2 months after the little love making I found out that I was…..Pregnant. I immidately left the Palm Woods and wrote a note to Kendall and made something up like I couldn't stand the spotlight anymore. I knew he was gonna search for me so I moved to North Carolina and stayed there for 4 years. My parents helped me to stay in secret and raised my son with me.

And now I'm back in L.A… The town where my problems started but where I got the best 2 things that ever happened to me. I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw that my son ran away.

''Kevin come back here!'' I screamed at him. He turned around, smiled and pointed at a hat-store: Knights In Shining Armours. I immediately bit my lip and let out a few sobs. Gosh Jo he's the past + ur son wants a beanie a long time now. So then I walked over to Kevin, nodded and we did go in the store.. The biggest fault of my life: Of course there HE was: Kendall Knight. The guy who stole my heart and still has it.. Before I could even storm out the store to not get haunted by the past Kevin was gone…AGAIN.. I quickly hid my face with my hair and looked down while I began to look over my son..Why is that kid so quick always! Knight genes..

Kendall P.O.V

Yeah here I am working in my very own hat-store. You might know me, the name's Kendall Knight. Some are calling me Kenny, friends call me K-Dog but the girl I never got always called me: Kenken. After 3 years not seeing her she came back.. I was finally not more depressed but 2 months after..She did go again out of my life… Josephine Taylor left me…Again.. With a made-up lie… And I still didn't freaking know why she left me! Anyways after her deapartuere I couldn't focus on anything so I quit Big Time Rush. That meant that Logan also quit his job and did go back with Carlos and I to Minnesota while James stayed in L.A cause he was still signed at Roque Records.

After 3 years of studying Logan became a doctor and moved back to L.A cause he missed his girlfriend Camille and hates the snow.

Then Carlos became a cop and headed also out for L.A cause he missed his wingman Jamie.… ¼ was left in Minnesota.. So that was the point when I also packed my stuff and moved back to L.A. We all moved in at James his house ( where I still live, James and I are roomies ). When I got there I opened a hat store with also a lot of beanies. Carlos is having his own police department and is now engaged with Stephanie while Logan and Camille are happily married and there is a little Mitchell on the way… The same could've happened to Jo and I. If she didn't left we could be also married and having a beautiful son or daughter.. Why you hurt me so much..? I snapped out of my thoughts when a very little but cute guy stood next to me trying to grab the dark-blue beanie.

''Hey buddie, you want that beanie?'' I said to him. He looked at me and nodded so I grabbed the dark-blue beanie. It was one of the new collection.

''Here you go bud!'' I said while smiling.

'Thank you, sir.'' He said in an adorable voice. I smiled while he tried to put the beanie on what failed amazingly.

''Here I do it for you!'' I said while putting it on his head. He just smiled the whole time. Hehe cool kid. After that I grabbed a mirror and waited for his reaction.

''Heey we look like each other, sir!'' The little goofall said while smiling. I looked at him and then at me.. He's right we indeed do look like each other… Green-eyes, unusual eyebrows, goofy smiles, dirty-blond hair . If I didn't knew any better he could've been my son.. But how.. That time with Jo?...Nah it can't be..

''Yeah we do indeed bud!'' I said while laughing at the same time but also getting nervous.

Then a woman came up with a beautiful figure but I couldn't see her face.. Hmm nevermind.

Jo's P.O.V

Just great…Of course Kevin had to stand next to KENDALL… Gawd if he sees my face now I'm so dead! I just have to get my son away from him… Aaw he has an adorable dark-blue beanie on..! Then I looked at Kendall who still couldn't see my face cause my hair was falling over my face. Thank god for the long, dirty-blonde hair with bounces! Kendall changed..Again. His hair was still short but he had his trademark bangs again, a grey beanie on like always, and a white Ralph Lauren polo with darkblue jeans.. Amazingly hot..Shoot… I'm falling in love…All over again… FOCUS JO YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE WITH YA SON!

''Hiya m'am I'm Kendall, is this ur son? If so he looks very awesome with that blue beanie!'' He said, his voice was a little bit lower but…Still Kendall..

''Umm yeah this is my son… Kevin, sweety you really like this beanie? If so we need to buy it fast cuz eh… We are really in a hurry'' I said in a lower voice so Kenken couldn't recognize it.

''Yess mommy I want this one, it's super-fantastic! Just like the beanie of this sir!'' He said while Kendall and I both grinned, yeah he's definitely like his dad…

''Allright, honey. You get the beanie. But fast, we are running late. Where's the pay-desk?'' I asked while holding back tears.. The man I loved was here right standing next to me and I couldn't even talk to him as Jo Taylor!

''Right this way, follow me.'' Kendall said while winking. I immidately got my purse out of my Guess bag while Kevin grabbed my hand and happily ran with me to the pay-desk. While we tried to get there, Kendall grabbed my arm and hold me back. Quite sobs where leaving me, but you couldn't hear them luckily.

''Allright it's $15,00 but cause ur son is insanely awesome you will get it free.'' Kendall said while winking again… Is he flirting or something.

''No I will pay for it.'' I said while saying it coldly.

''No you get it free!'' Kendall said while smiling. I grinned. He is still so charming… I've put my purse on the table while Kendall grabbed the scanner and scanned Kevin's beanie.

''Here you go guys, and hope to see you again soon!'' Kendall said while high-fiving Kevin. These guys looked so much like each other…

''YEAH WE TOTALLY WILL RIGHT MOMMY?'' Kevin said while giving me one of his trademark goofy-smiles.

''Uhh yeah..Sure but we gotta go now. Bye! '' I said while grabbing the hand of my son and walking/running out of the store.

''Miss! Wait you forgot your purse!'' Kendall yelled but I didn't got back, tears where streaming down my face right now. I couldn't..Just couldn't! And then I did something unexpected: I turned my head around and we locked eyes for 2 seconds. I saw him gasping for air while he looked at me. My mascara already runned out but I knew he would regconize me…Something I didn't want to. Then I turned my head again and walked/ran away with Kevin who still had a confused look on his face.

Kendall's P.O.V

Allright… The cute guy his name is Kevin… Just like my dad's name was who died when I was 5 or 6.. ..Coincendence? Maybe.. I saw the two leaving the store and I had this feeling she forgot something.. Then I saw it: Her purse!

''Miss! Wait you forgot your purse!'' I shouted but she didn't came back, instead she turned her head and we locked eyes… Now everything fell into place: The boy who was probably about 5 years old.. 5 years ago the love of my life left me.. She never came in publicity anymore. I tried to find her but she could've been anywhere. And then this… I'm probably a dad. My dad got an car-accident, we all survived except him. And I will not let MY son have a life without a dad like I had. Cause it sucks.

I looked instantly in her beautiful big brown eyes wich where now filled with sadness, she was crying.. It hit me: The sudden hurry when she saw me, the boy who looked ridiculous like me.. That teary face belonged to the girl I still loved.. Always have…Always will: ''Jo''sephine Marie Taylor.. Then I looked at the purse and saw a picture of a 16 year old girl and a 16 year old guy at the Palm Woods Pool.. It was Jo and I… I let out a quiet sob.. Those where the good-times.. But we will get them back.. I just feel it! I also saw a picture of that little goofball: Kevin with a birthday-cake. Now I knew what I had to do. I looked at the address in her purse, grabbed my car-keys and closed the hat-store.

I want to be a part of their lives. I need Jo, I think she also needs me and Kevin is just adorable 5 year- old. That's when I ran to the parking-lot , stepped in my car and drove to Jo's address.

Hope it turned out better than I hoped! Chap 2 will come up as soon as possible! I think probably next week.. Sorry im so busy with homework and school.. -.- Anyways hope 2 see u guys soon!

Xoxo- - BTRusherSwiftWW -Xoxo