Disclaimer: I own nothing. All of this belongs to Rick Riordan.

A/N: this is a pretty short 1shot but I will be starting a pre-series of Reyna, Jason, Hazel, Dakota, Frank, Bobby, and Gwendolyn soon.

Forgotten

I couldn't help but feel depressed when Jason came with her. I couldn't help but feel all his promises vanished and I had nothing left and he had the world.

The world; that use to be the feeling I got with him. When he looked at me longingly, when he held me, when he kissed me, when he saved me. Now the feelings gone all I had left was pain because Venus decided to favor her daughter and drop her old favorite couple for a new perfect one. All I had left to do was sit on a stupid greek ship watching Jason not even acknowledge the history, chemistry, and love we shared while he went of with Piper, leaving you to cry my heart out to Hazel and Dakota.

I remembered how he promised he'd do anything to save me or better me, yet I somehow think he's trying to kill me. After all what do you have left when your heart has been ripped into two, and your forced into playing nice with the girl who caused so much off it for the worlds sake. That was the hard part because she is a two-faced brat that has everyone (except Hazel and Dakota) wrapped around her figures and her dam charm. Well that and loosing your one love.

He claimed he knew you, but not enough. I mean Percy knew Annabeth and decided her memory was enough. He said he loved her and I should stop living in the past because his past meant nothing to him. How could it? Doesn't the future reflect on the past? Why can't he reflect on me and know I'm the one who really knows him, not some damsel in distress he feels he has the constant need to save and appease. Most importantly why won't he remember me? Remember all we shared, are first kiss on the Golden Gate Bridge, are first time we said I love You right before he killed Krios, our first quest, our last goodbye, what he gave up immortality for.

Still at the end off the day I shrug it of like it doesn't effect me when it kills me because at the end of the day I'm Roman and not a pathetic greek struggling to get everyones attention; instead I'm the emotionless cold child who only has let a few people in one of which left with out hearing me out, one that lead to me sitting here having Hazel tell me fates have everything planed out for a reason, and that she understands, but she doesn't because she still has love she still has her world she still has Dakota. I don't have Jason.

So, I couldn't help but feel depressed when Jason came with her. I couldn't help but feel all his promises vanished and I had nothing left and he had the world. I couldn't help but feel pain, loss, grief, and most of all weakness. However I promised myself this was what I get for breaking all my rules. Due to overall love being complicated messy overrated and not worth it. All I had left to think of was how I should have listened to my 12 year old self when I promised I wouldn't fall in love but Venus just had to kill my heart in the end. That's why I Reyna praetor of second legion would rather be caught dead by all of Gaea's shitty army than bare another day of Jason and Piper.