Letters From James
Summary: Sometimes, plans change. Kogan and Jarlos
I can't believe that it is the last chapter. :3 I hope everyone likes it.
Sorry it's kinda short.
Carlos' POV
I woke up and sighed.
It was my 21st birthday today. I yawned and sat up, stretching my sleepy limbs.
I rolled over onto my side and ran my thumb over the picture frame on my bed side table. It was the most recent picture of James.
He was still the same smiley guy. But I could tell that this was putting him through some hard stress. It was stressing me out to. I hated not knowing what was going on. His letters kept me up to date. But I only got those every week or two. I knew he was still safe. I sighed and rolled onto my back and fiddled with my ring. I missed him so much. It was just past 4 years of him being gone. Some days I wouldn't think about it so much. But nights were hard.
Suddenly my door burst open and Kendall and Logan ran in.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" They both smiled. Hand in the air and party hats on.
"Thanks guys." I chuckled. Logan jumped over to me and slid a party hat on my head.
"We're going to take you shopping, and we'll buy you whatever you want!" Kendall told me.
"Anything?" I asked.
"Well there is a one thousand dollar limit. We couldn't decide what to get you, so we thought this would work." Logan smiled.
"So what do you want to do first?" Kendall asked.
"Eat." I laughed as my stomach growled.
We went to a local breakfast diner and then we left to go shopping.
"Do I really have to wear the hat?" I asked as we parked.
"YES!" Kendall and Logan both stated.
I huffed and left the hat on as we walked through the shopping center.
We probably entered about 10 different stores. They literally bought me anything I wanted. But I still was sad.
"Carlos we've gotten everything you want… why aren't you happy?" Kendall asked.
"I really only want one thing." I sighed.
"What is it? I'm sure we can afford it." Logan stated.
"James…" I looked up to my two friends, my eyes filling with tears. "I want my fiancé back." I frowned.
Kendall frowned. "We can't afford that Carlos."
"I know that you miss him…" Logan hugged me.
We finished shopping and went back to the apartment.
"Well we have reservations at 6:30." Kendall told me. "So get showered and dressed."
"I don't want to go to dinner. I just wanna spend the rest of my birthday in my room." I told them.
"No. You're going!" Logan stated.
I sighed.
"Oh fine. I'm gonna go shower." I told them.
I retreated to the bathroom and turned on the water to the right temperature as I undressed.
I sighed as I looked at my left shoulder. I smiled to myself as I ran a finger over the barely noticeable scar.
It was my favorite part of everything. The scar James gave me. I sighed and removed my jeans before stepping under the water.
I closed my eyes as my mind wandered back to that night. When James came home and we had some very loving, yet rough sex. I moaned as I felt myself get hard at the memory of James touching me. His strong arms gripping my shoulders as he pushed in. His hot breath on my neck. I gripped my thigh as the water ran over me, my dick pulsing hard. I moaned softly as the thought continued to grow.
I rested my back against the shower wall as my hand ran up my thigh to my rock hard cock. I slowly gripped myself, my thumb ran over the head, I hissed and threw my head back as I imagined James doing to it me. His rough hands jerking me slowly to tease me.
I stroked myself a few times, moaning James' name with each thrust.
I quickened my hand and soon I was coming, James' name leaving my lips in no more than a whisper.
I regained my composer and rubbed my eyes free of any tears.
"I miss you Jay…" I sighed.
I finished showering then dried off.
"Hurry!" I heard Logan yell though the door.
I ran gel covered fingers through my hair then rushed to my room to get dressed.
I pulled on a pair of dark wash jeans and a dark purple button up shirt.
"Ready?" Kendall asked as I emerged from my room.
"I guess." I shrugged.
"Oh here, this came in the mail." Logan handed me an envelope.
I smiled big when I saw it was from James.
"I figured now would be a good time to get it. You needed a pick-me-up." Logan smiled and leaned against Kendall as I opened the letter.
I frowned at the shortness of it, but it was still a letter from him. Meaning he was safe.
Carlos,
How are things? I firstly wanted to tell you Happy 21st birthday my love. I love you so much. I hope I can call you on your birthday. But I can't make any promises. Well I'll leave you to Kendall and Logan now, they have got a surprise for you, since I can't be there. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you and that I'm doing good. Well have a good birthday.
Love James
I sighed and looked up at my two friends.
"It wasn't very long?" Logan asked.
I shook my head. "He said he's doing good though." I stated.
"Well that's good! Let's go to dinner!" Kendall smiled.
"Okay." I smiled back.
We climbed into the car and headed to the restaurant.
I was spacing off, staring out the window, when my phone started to buzz.
"Hello?"
"Los!" James' voice called out.
"Hey Jay!" I smiled.
"Happy birthday love." James told me.
"Thanks. I miss you."
"I miss you to." I sighed. "I got your letter."
"Oh good."
"What's the surprise?" I asked.
"It's a surprise." James laughed.
"Do you know if you'll be home this year?" I asked.
"I don't think I will. I'm sorry Los." He said with a sad tone.
"Oh. Okay." I sniffed.
"Hey! Be happy on your birthday!" James stated.
"How can I when I miss my fiancé more than anything in the world?" I asked.
"I'll try to call more. I promise. Now go have a good birthday. I have to go." James paused. "I love you Carlos."
"I love you to James." I sniffed. "Bye."
"Bye." He said then the line went dead.
I placed my phone in my lap and sighed.
"You okay?" Logan asked.
"Yeah." I nodded. "Let's go have a good dinner." I smiled.
"Yay!" Kendall laughed.
We got to the restaurant and I smiled when I saw all our friends there.
Camille ran over and smiled.
"Happy birthday Carlos!" She hugged me.
"Thanks." I hugged her back.
"Carlos!" I looked to my right and saw my mom and dad.
"Mami! Papi!" I smiled and ran over to them, hugging them both.
"Happy birthday my son." My mom kissed my cheek.
I smiled and we got seated around a large table.
I looked around and noticed that the place was empty except for us.
"You rent out the entire place?" I asked my roommates.
"Yeah." Kendall nodded.
We ordered appetizers then a round of drinks.
"Presents first. Then dinner!" Logan stood and helped bring over presents.
I opened them all, receiving multiple great things from my parents and friends.
"Thank you everyone!" I smiled. "This birthday is really great."
We ordered dinner and chatted while we ate.
Soon dinner was over and we sat around, talking and catching up with each other. I stood and talked to a couple friends.
"I think you missed a present." Logan walked over.
"What? Did you not hand it to me?" I asked.
"Turn around." Kendall told me.
I turned around and felt my heart burst.
"Carlos!" I saw those hazel eyes sparkle and the face, I missed so much, light up from across the room.
I gasped as my breathing practically stopped and I sunk to my knees.
I covered my face as tears fell, hard, my sobs loud.
"Los?" I heard his fancy shoes cross the wood floor.
I looked up and smiled. James really was here, it wasn't a dream. I held out a hand and he gripped it, pulling me to my feet and into a hug.
I sobbed as he held me.
"James! I missed you so much!" I cried. I couldn't believe he was here.
"I'm home baby. I'm home." James hushed me.
"For how long this time?" I asked once we were apart. My hands still gripping his forearms, not wanting to let go.
"Forever." He stated.
"Really!" I asked.
"Really." He smiled. "I won't leave you anymore." He stated as he took my hand in his, sliding my engagement ring off my finger.
"James?"
"Carlos Garcia, I want to know if you'll still become my husband." He stated as he knelt in front of me.
I felt tears form as I nodded and he slid the ring on my finger again.
I heard cheers and woops and James hugged me tight and sealed the deal with a kiss.
"That's all I wanted." James whispered to me.
"What was?" I asked.
"To become James Garcia, to become your husband. It's what got me through these past 4 years." He told me.
I smiled and kissed him.
"You and I both."
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