AN: Here's a little piece that has been swirling around in my mind for some time now. I hope you like it :)

This is slightly AU. Katie is not Kendall's little sister, but an ordinary girl whose best friend is obsessed with BTR.

Disclaimer: I do of course own Big Time Rush and their songs and lyrics. Not.


Big Time Whatever

"Do I really have to come?" I asked pleadingly. "Yes, they're awesome and I am not going to waste these tickets. I've got passes for the meet and greet. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity." Jessie told me. "But I don't even like them." I groaned. "Those guys are the typical boy band without talent or opinion." "You have never seen them live, you don't know if they have talent or not. Come on. Please?" Jessie's eye were growing bigger by the second and she made her best puppy dog face at me. "Alright, I'll come with you." I laughed. "But only because I am nice and not because your face is working." "I love you." She squealed and hugged me. "I'll come over at five, so we can dress." She added and skipped out of my room.

I was going to a concert of Big Time Whatever. I didn't like them, not at all. But Jessie loved them to death and this girl was my best friend, so what could I do? Naturally I ended up agreeing to go with her. Big Time Something was one of the most famous boy bands in the charts right now. They were on the walls of millions of teenage girls, they sold millions of records and played in sold out venues. And they had no talent whatsoever. But I seemed to be the only one to have that opinion.

Later that night Jessie skipped into my room again, throwing some shirt and hat at me. "What's that?" I asked confused. "Something you are going to wear tonight." My best friend smiled at me. I slowly picked up the shirt and looked at it. "No way, I'm not wearing that:" I told Jessie. It was a Big Time Whatnot fan shirt. "Why won't you?" She asked. "I won't because I am no fan of them. I'll wear my own things." I told her. "Alright, but let me at least pick out something cute for you." Jessie begged. "Okay, pick something." I sighed. Sometimes she was really tiring, but I loved that girl.

We arrived at the venue with much spare time; Jess had mentioned something about being there on time so we could get good places. She had picked out both of our outfits and decided that neither one of us was wearing any fan merchandise. I was dressed in jeans shorts, boots and a tank top and Jessie wore a cute summer dress and flats. She pulled me towards the doors, squealing happily. I followed my friend, laughing at her stupidity. It was unbelievable how much she obsessed over those guys. "We're going to meet BTR." Jess was dancing around me and singing stupidly, her camera clutched to her chest. "Calm down." I laughed at her. "You'll be dead tired by the time we get in there." "You're right." She noticed and stopped moving right away. Meanwhile the number of fans around us had increased dramatically. We were surrounded by squealing and screaming fan girls, some dressed in Big Time What-was-their-name merchandise and others in practically nothing.

"We welcome you at our concert." Four voices boomed out of the speakers above out heads and ear piercing screams were heard. "You can now enter the venue and we'll be soon on the stage for you. Have fun." The door in the fence in front of us opened and security guards started checking passes and controlling the bags of the people before they let anyone in. Jess and I quickly through passed the security point since we hadn't much stuff with us and made our way further into the venue. She was almost running towards the stage, a hyper look on her face, while I trailer after her. "Come here, Katie." She screamed when she had reached the front border of the stage. I skipped after her and stood besides her, looking up to the stage. It was large, with some instruments in the back and a huge poster with the band's logo on the wall. In the front was some space and some stools were placed on the sides of the stage, next to some pallets of water bottles.

Big Time You-name-it took their time before they finally stepped upon the stage, sending screams that could make you deaf through the venue. "Hey guys." A tall blonde one screamed. "It's great to have you here." A smaller Latino boy shouted into his microphone. "The blonde's Kendall and that was Carlos." Jess screamed into my ear while happily filming the boys. "The dark haired one over there is Logan and that's James." She continued. The first three ones were the typical more or less pretty boy band types, for every taste something there, but none was really my type. Yet the last one was surely eye catching. He was tall, at least six feet, with shaggy brown hair and beaming brown eyes, dressed in a black tank top with an opened shirt over it and skinny jeans that really instigated the imagination. He looked down into the audience and waved at the fans like the others did, and for one second I could have sworn he looked directly at me. But still, he was a stuck up wannabe pop star with no talent.

They began their first song, dancing across the stage synchronic and singing something about some big night they were going to have. I had to admit, the dancing wasn't too bad, it looked pretty good actually and I could understand why girls would like it, but the singing... Let's just say, I wasn't so sure about that, they were probably only doing auto tuned playback. But what shocked me the most was the fact that I noticed my foot was moving with the beat of the song they did. That was absolutely not my music, so why on earth was my foot moving? I stomped it down onto the ground and gripped fencing between fans and stage tighter. I didn't like that stupid band. My gaze was set on the dark haired tall one as he moved across the stage and kept looking in my direction, he really was handsome. Snap out of it Katie. What are you thinking? You don't like him or that stupid band.

Big Time Whatsoever played some more songs, all equipped with dancing and mostly good mood. Then they pulled five of the stools I had noticed earlier into the middle of the stage. Jessie grabbed my wrist and started to jump at the sight of that. "What are you doing?" I asked. "They're singing worldwide." She squealed as I watched the tall one talk to the blonde. "Kendall always picks a girl for that song and she can go up on the stage and they sing to her." "But I thought that one was called James?" I asked confused as the tall one jumped down from the stage and walked closer to the audience. "You're right." Jessie said astonished. "He never picks the girl." She started breathing heavily when he walked closer to us, the microphone loosely in one hand. "Oh my gosh, he's coming over." My best friend's grip on my wrist tightened as she looked at the wannabe pop star, her eyes as large as plates.

"You'd like to come onto the stage?" He suddenly asked right in front of us. "Yes, she would." Jess screamed and nudged me towards the security guard that had opened a door in the fencing. "But…" I started to say, but Jess shoved me further. "Go, that's an amazing opportunity." She said strictly and I just obeyed. Causing a scene here would be more than embarrassing. The tall one offered me his hand as soon as I stepped through the fencing and led me onto the stage and up to the stool in the middle. "What's your name?" He spoke into my ear, hardly drowning out the fan girl scream in the background. "Katie." I answered and sat down onto the stool, I had been offered by the Latino guy.

The four took their places and the tall one brought the microphone to his lips. "So, this song is for Katie." He spoke as the guitar set in. He looked straight into my eyes as he sung the first lines of the song.

Wait a minute
before you tell me anything.
How was your day?
'Cause I've been missing you.

The hazel eyes in front of me were sparkling and I couldn't move. Why couldn't I move? The other three sang something, but I didn't really realize.

Did I awake
you out of your dreams?
I'm sorry,
but I couldn't sleep.

He carefully took my hand into his, his thumb soothingly stroking the skin. They were definitely not auto tuned. The song was acoustic and here right next to them, I could hear that he really could sing, no doubt left. He was smiling at me, the beautiful lips curling at their edges. Wait, what? No, he isn't beautiful. He is a more or less handsome wannabe pop star. And maybe he can sing and dance and… Stop it! What the hell was wrong with me?

We'll pick up right where we left off.
Paris, London, Tokyo.
There's just one thing I gotta do.

My mind was empty. I didn't know why, but all I could hear and see was that guy in front of me. He was belting out the notes and putting so much feeling into the song.

And I can hardly take another goodbye,
babe it won't be long
and you're the one that I am waiting on.

He kept on smiling and looking at me as the others sang their parts and he harmonized some of them. My heart was beating uneven and I felt my cheeks flush as he looked down at me. Even in seated positions he was way taller than me.

But the show must go on
so I need you to be strong.

The others were singing the lines with him, but I didn't hear them or the fan girls singing each word, since they knew it all by heart. The flashing lights of the cameras and the glares some shot up at me were unnoticed as he smiled once more. By now he was fully turned in his seat, facing me directly.

(You're still the one and only girl on my)
Mind

He closed his eyes for some seconds as he belted out the high note, interrupting his band mate that had sung the line.

No there ain't no one better,
so always remember,
always remember,
girl you're mine.

He smiled with closed eyes and sang the part, the emotions he put into the lyrics seemed to roll off him in waves. Once again they did the chorus of the song and he kept singing, but slowly got up from his seat. He knelt down in front of me, his eyes open again as he looked up at me.

Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide.
And yes, I may
meet a million pretty girls that know my name,
but don't you worry,
'cause you have my heart.
Girl, 'cause you have my heart

The music had stopped and the venue was dead silent as he sung the last lines acapella. His voice was clear and passionate, but soft as he finished singing the song.

Ear piercing screams were heard and l watched in daze as he stood up again and helped me off the stool and towards the border of the stage. "I hope you like it." He spoke and then leant close to me. "Go up to that security guard after the concert, he'll let you backstage. I want to talk to you." I shuddered at the feeling of his breath on my skin. Why did I shudder? Something is definitely wrong with me. And why on earth did he invite me backstage? What did we have to talk about? But before I could ask that question, his hand had left mine and I was back behind the fence again.

Jess jumped towards me and hugged me. "Oh gosh, girl you're so lucky. He never does that." She screamed. "He never does what?" I asked confused. "He never picks out the girl and he never sings directly to her. James does most of the song and so he normally concentrates on singing while the others interact with the girl. And then the last part he sang acapella to you, this weren't his lines. Normally Logan sings them." She rattled off. "Really?" I asked confused. "Yes, really." She told me while jumping.

Up on the stage the band was playing something and the smaller brunette was talking something. "Jessie?" I asked quietly and my friend tore her gaze away from the stage. "Yes?" She asked. "He told me to go to the security guard after the concert so I could meet him backstage, because he wants to talk." I whispered into her ear. "What?" She screamed. "That's awesome, but you'll get backstage either way. Remember my meet and greet passes?" She laughed and turned towards the stage again.

The four of them were sitting on their stools again and the blonde one had a guitar strapped around his chest. They started singing some slower acoustic song and all through it, he was looking straight at me. Lyrics about how he kept getting stuck and was tripping over words to say were heard and his hazel gaze was set on mine.

Only two more songs, both more upbeat and danceable, were played and then the concert was finished. All four of them screamed things about their appreciation and love for their fans into the audience and then left the stage after some more waves, heart signs and clapping of hands. Jess pulled me towards the door in the fence as soon as they left the stage. "Come on." She laughed. "It's time for the meet and greet." I followed her, kind of curious since I wanted to know what James wanted to talk about. "How many people will be there?" I asked my squeaking best friend. "There were four winners to that competition and each winner got two tickets, so about eight." She told me.

The venue quickly emptied since it was pitch dark by now and only some more girls were left behind when the security guard opened the door and I stepped through it for the third time tonight. Jess, I and the other girls were lead towards some trailers that were parked behind the stage. A young dark skinned woman jumped out of one of the trailers and walked towards us. "You got the one James told you to?" She asked the security guard. "She already had meet and greet passes." He answered and motioned over to me. Jessie clutched my arm and started jumping again. "We're going to meet them." She chanted happily. "Hello girls." The dark skinned woman spoke. "I'm Kelly and I am something along the lines of the guys' manager. It's great to have you all here and I hope you enjoyed the concert. The guys have about one hour time for you now." She opened the trailer door and led us all inside. It was a pretty large room, with some couches and a table. We all were told to sit down and seconds later a door in the back opened and the four of them walked in. Some clapping was heard as they sat down on one of the couches and Kelly placed a box in front of them.

"It's great to have you all here. I'm Kendall." The blonde said and reminded me of his name. "My name's Logan." The smaller brunette added. "I'm Carlos." The Latino smiled at us. "James." He spoke. Kelly stepped forward again and smiled at us. "Four of you won the passes and you all brought a friend with you. We thought you would stay together with your friend and each pair gets ten minutes with each band member." She told us.

Kendall walked up to us at first and engaged my best friend into a conversation as he signed some t-shirts and pictures for us. And even though I didn't like the band, I found myself more and more taking part in the conversation. Kendall was nice and fun to be around. He was nothing like the stuck up pop star that I had expected and somehow I had to admit, that he was a real and down to earth person.

The ten minutes passed fast and Carlos stepped up to us, before we could even move. He also signed some autographs for us and then started joking around, causing me more than once to burst out with laughter. That guy was hilarious.

Logan walked over to us and winked at Jessie as he sat down in front of us. "So, you're Katie right?" He asked me smiling and I nodded. "And you beautiful? What's your name?" He asked my best friend. "Jessica, but people call me Jess or Jessie." She smiled at him and I noticed a soft blush creeping up her cheeks. Logan smirked at her and they started talking about anything, but somehow I had the feeling that my flirty friend had just found her match. Jess was the kind of girl that was always flirting with guys, never more, but she liked to just keep her options open. And yet the pop star in front of her seemed to be the same kind of person and so the sparks were flying between them.

The ten minutes were quickly over and James walked over to us, when Logan quickly dumped a paper in Jess lap, taking care nobody would see it. She opened it and read what was written on it, a huge smile appearing on her face. Turning in her seat she smiled at Logan and he smiled back, when their gazes met.

James cleared his throat, calling my attention onto him. He smiled. "We have to keep this casual, nobody should see this all or you'll be on every single magazine cover tomorrow, but if you have some more time after this..." He trailed off, looking unsure and nervous. Why unsure and nervous? He was a famous pop star and I was some ordinary girl. What was there to be nervous about? "If I have more time, then what?" I asked him. "Well, it'd be awesome if you could stay a little longer. You know make it look like you're tying your shoe lace or something, so nobody sees." He was blushing and looked down as I looked at him shocked. First he tells me to come to the meet and greet and then he asks for even more time? Why would he do such things? "I just... I don't think ten minutes are enough for me..." He stuttered and I couldn't help but smile. It was really cute. "Sure, I've got time." I finally said smiling at him. He let out a deep breath. "That's great."

When our time with James had passed the guys all got up and a tall dark haired guy with a guitar around his chest carried in another one. He gave it to Kendall while the guys all sat down on a single couch. "Last but not least we thought we'd play you some more songs." Logan told us all. "You can choose what you want to hear, we'll do maybe two or three." Carlos added. The fan girls around me and Jess started discussing song titles and quickly decided on wanting to hear an acoustic version of a song called 'Halfway There'. The four singers agreed to do that song and Kendall and the dark haired one whose name I did not know started playing their guitars. And James began the first verse, his voice filling the room and strangely sending down shivers my spine. But I was pretty sure that it wasn't his singing, it was pretty chilly in the trailer. The song wasn't bad, if I was honest it was pretty amazing and all of their voices showed their real potential with only the guitar as background music.


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