Logan,

I wonder if I could have prevented all this if only I had told you sooner. If I had told you I loved you. Or even just that I'm gay. I wonder if Adam still would've done this had he not seen me constantly brooding over the secrets I kept. Who knows. Maybe he even would have come to Dalton and found me to be happy. Three years is a long time. Maybe you could have fallen for me in return. I wish you had. Now that you know…how could you ever love me when it has only caused you trouble in the short time you've known? You shouldn't have been one of Adam's targets. If I didn't love you, if you weren't one of my best friends. ….I'm so sorry, Lo. I should've told somebody or watched you at all times, anything to protect you.

Love from,

Yours,

Julian Larson

And I do mean yours. Even if you don't want me, never wanted me, I've been yours since day one. I love you.