So this is my first time at doing slash so I hope it turns out okay, I had this story going around my mind for a while and decided to just go for it and write it out.

Disclaimer I do not own twilight obv, but the boys are just to lovely together to be left alone!

Enjoy.

EPOV

I have been in love with my best friend since before I can remember, I can't really pin point an exact time when it happened, but it doesn't matter he is straight. How do I know this you may ask? Because he has girlfriend, her name is Alice, she is here tonight with him.

Tonight I am performing in the school talent show, I am shitting it, not only am I playing the piano and singing but I am singing a song I wrote, for him. This should be fun.

"Edward, you're on next, okay?" That would be our school music teacher Mrs Goff, she is a right pain the "EDWARD did you hear me?"

Shit "Yes, I'm ready". Or as ready as I'll ever be.

"Good, know go on dear, break a leg"

So here I am standing on the stage looking out at the crowd, I can feel that he's here, it's like electricity which connects us, it's been there since the beginning of our friendship.

"Hi my names Edward, and I am going to be singing my own song called 'Light Outside' I hope you enjoy it" I take my seat at the piano and get lost in the music.

I know you want to stay in bed
But it's light outside
It's light outside

I quickly scan the crowd and find him staring intently at me, just as we lock eyes Alice grabs him and forces him to look at her, well maybe it's not forced but a guy can dream right?

So know I am going to stay right here
Because you saved my life once
You saved my life

As I sing I can't help but to think back to how we became friends, it was a warm day for forks and I had decided to go down to the local park to see if any of the guys were there, as I got there I saw the usual guys I hung out with Newton, Tyler and Eric were all sat around the swings. I walked over to them like usual, but it wasn't usual Tyler was looking at me in a weird way that I didn't understand till it was too late. Apparently according to Jessica Newtons girlfriend I had come onto her, which was untrue. The Newton, Tyler and Eric wouldn't listen to me when I tried to tell them it wasn't true but they wouldn't listen. The next thing I knew they were beating me up, Newton had pulled a baseball bat from out of view and was aiming it at my head when I saw him. He came charging in like a bull seeing red, he was about our age but I had never seen him before, he was beautiful, and no it wasn't just hero's worship, he had chin length blond curly hair and the bluest of blue eyes, he was beautiful. He managed to get the bat from Newton and threatened them all, they left as soon as the tables seemed to have turned.

"Are you okay? Who were those guys? Why were they beating you up?" He seemed to be constantly asking questions but I couldn't get anything out all I wanted to do was close my eyes and go to sleep everything hurt.

"What's your name, you need to stay awake? I'm Jasper, stay with me please, where do you live?" So the beautiful boys name was Jasper and he wanted me to stay with him. I tried I really did but my eyes just wouldn't stay open.

"My…Edward…top…hill" I tried to explain but it just came out in mumbles.

"Okay Edward I'm going to take you to my house I live just round the corner your safe now I promise"

And so began our friendship, I did and still do believe he saved my life that day, he denies it and says he did what anyone would have done and that he doesn't think Newton would have really taken the swing but I think differently.

And I will try to get you out because it's beautiful outside
And we'll fall
We'll try
And do our best and I love you all the while

I search out Jasper again in the crowd as I sing, hoping maybe he will understand, maybe he will see I love him, but I can't be sure I definitely want this what if he doesn't want to be friends with me if he knows. During my internal debate I catch his eye as I profess my love for him in the lyrics.

Alice tries to break the connection we have but it doesn't work and he stares at me our eyes locked for the remainder of the song. Maybe he does get it.

Because you saved my life once
Because you saved my life once

I know you want to rest your head
and just forget the night
forget the night
So you know I am going to stay right here
And sit by your side
By your side

And I will try to get you out because it's beautiful outside
And we'll fall
We we'll try
And do our best and I love you all the while
Because you saved my life once
Because you saved my life once

I think you always knew would be
I think you always knew would be
The greatest
I think you always knew would be
I think you always knew would be
The greatest

Because you saved my life once

As the song finishes I close my eyes effectively breaking the connection with Jasper and sing the final line "Because you saved my life once" The song draws to a close and I stand from the piano and bow and quickly exit the stage, making sure I keep my eyes from Jasper not wanting to see the rejection in them.

As I get back into the classroom being used as the waiting room my phone buzzes in my pocket.

I need to see you.

Leave your window open?

J.

How could I ever say no to him..

Always.

E.

Now all I have to do it wait..

So there you have it, I hope you liked it, I'd love to hear what you think, next chapter should be up soon it's pretty much written out just making minor adjustments.