I am feeling better now, and I wanted to write! [Most of] This chapter is italicized because it is the past. ALSO PLEASE READ AUTHORS NOTES AT THE END THERE IS SOME IMPORTANT INFO YOU NEED TO READ!


The news they had heard two hours ago was in their mind, Rin sat there he face had been in a state of shock tears falling down his face. Yukio looked down not knowing what to say. Rin slowly got up and walked upstairs, Yukio not moving an inch. Rin collapsed on the bed and began to sob, loud cries. He heard Yukio's footsteps and looked up Yukio was crying also and looking at Rin. Rin trembled a bit and wrapped his arms around Yukio; Yukio wrapped his arms around Rin tightly and cried with him. "Yukio, why? Am I a bad person?" Rin said Yukio rubbed his back "No, you're not, i-it just happened"

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Mephisto sat across form Yukio looking at the semi–burnt food in front of him He let out a sigh "So how has he been?" Yukio looked up he had some bags under his eyes "A bit better, the doctor did say it would take a while" Mephisto nodded his head. It's been three months since then "He took it hard didn't he?" He said Yukio nodded "yeah, he is but he needs our support more than ever" Mephisto tilted his head "He is, no he did change didn't he?" Yukio looked up a bit confused Mephisto continued "He was so reckless before now, he is more mature, and I think having that life and then losing it, made him hurt. He blames himself doesn't he?" Yukio thought for a bit and let out a sigh "your right." Mephisto nodded "I better head off tell him I said hi" Yukio nodded and sat at the table, He didn't hear Rin's footsteps but it was his laugh that pulled out of the murky water of his thoughts. "You still can't cook for your Life" Rin said as he poked the food on the table "Rin, sorry I didn't notice you" Yukio said as Rin wrapped his arms around him and put his head on his shoulder "Yukio, I have been thinking" Rin paused Yukio looked up at him he continued "I think we should try again, the doctor said miscarriages rarely happen twice" Yukio turned his head then stood up warping his arms around Rin's waist "Are you sure?" He asked Rin nodded. Yukio stared at him and put his head on Rin's head and pulled him tighter "Yukio! I can't breathe" Rin said he was smiling but his smile faded when he heard sobs.

The sobs were coming from Yukio, his tears making Rin's hair damp "Yu – Yukio?" Rin asked worried "I am sorry Rin, I am sorry it's just … All this time I wanted to help you but I couldn't I couldn't feel a life, no a child growing in me, I couldn't feel the sadness you had in your heart. I couldn't. I never had the pains you had to go through it hurt me. Rin I am happy, I am happy that I can at least make you happy for once I can make you not feel the pain you always have" Yukio said the tears coming down his face . Rin pulled away cuffing his hands around Yukio's face. Rin had tears on his face also "Yukio, you were there, remember? You cried with me for hours that night when we heard that our soon to be little girl Shiemi had died because of the miscarriage and how you told me it wasn't punishment for being a demon , Yukio having you in my life makes me so happy and when you asked me to marry you I was so happy for once I didn't feel like I was crumbling inside . And then when we found I was pregnant you" Rin paused swallowing hard, by now he was fighting back loud sobs "you didn't want to leave me you didn't think I was a freak. You make me so happy and I am glad that I can carry our children I am glad that no matter how many kids we have you will always be there. Yukio I want this I want to bare your children so please" Yukio nodded and laughed a little while wiping away some of Rin's tears "We sound like some drama" Rin looked up at him and laughed. They wouldn't let the miscarriage get the better of them, they agreed no matter what their tears wouldn't be of sadness but of joy when they greet their child into the world.


Rin awoke slowly he noticed Yukio had tears forming on the side of his eyes, he slowly wiped them away and kissed Yukio's forehead. "Rin?" Yukio asked "Sorry did I wake you?" "No" Yukio let out a sigh and smiled "Rin, we have come so far since that time" Rin looked at him and smiled "Yes we have, Amaimon and Pheles Shima and Shiro all show how far we've come" Yukio smiled and Kissed Rin he warped his arms around Rin and then smiled bring him down with him as they feel back on the small hospital bed "Lets sleep for a bit more" Yukio said Rin nodded and both of them slept peacefully.


Authors notes : This was suppose to be the last chapter BUT I am writing one more :) and Yes the twins are named Amaimon and Pheles. Also if you want to see the Okumura Family in a situation go ahead and Pm me what you idea/situation is for them (Subject as: Okumura Family prompt)