Chapter 5: Running

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Cat's POV

I'm running away yeah I said it I am running away. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore so I am going to leave. So they can be happy I am just making them sad. Maybe I could take at least on person with me so I won't be so lonely. How would that be? Beck, he is cute but no Andre, he is nice but no. Trina, no Robbie, nope. Tori, I could but it would hurt Jade. Jade, I would love to but what about Tori. Too bad I can't take both of them. "Jade let's get in your car" I whisper she is still crying but she lets go in gets in her car. I get in with her "do you want to run away with me?" I ask grabbing her hand. She nods her head tears still falling aw poor Jade I am so sorry.

"Ok" I say getting out the car to say bye to Tori, "wait here, Ok" I say to Jade she nods. I close the door and walk back into my house. "Tori, bye" I whisper she is leaning against the hallway wall. She walks close to me and grabs me by my waist. "Bye, Cat" she whispers taking my shirt off. "Tori, no" I say to her she just lets go of me and takes her shirt off too. I hold my hands out to make her back away. She tangles her fingers in the empty spaces. "Why are you going to run away from me?" she asks hurt. I feel bad for, leaving her so I lean in to kiss her. She kisses me back with so much energy. When we break apart I bend down and pick my shirt back up from the floor. When I stand back up she is already putting her shirt back on.

"Cat don't run away I will just leave, Ok" I put my shirt on then hug her, hard. "I am so sorry Tori" I whisper she hugs me back and just nods while pulling away. She walks away, out of my house. I will miss her though Jade comes in right after Tori walks out. She closes the door, looking at me, her eyes still red. I hold my arms out and she runs into them. I kiss her forehead over and over and repeat "It's Ok Jade I am here" to her like a lullaby. Me and Jade will be alright but I have to worry about Tori the whole rest of my life. But I can't regret now Jade needs me as much as I need her. Poor Tori...poor Tori I frown I hope she will be Ok.

Tori's POV

Everyone has changed, you can say even I have. Now I am walking away from a girl that I had some feelings for. But I understand that Jade had big feelings for her, it just makes more sense for them to be together. I am Ok being lonely. Boyfriends and girlfriends are just extra drama. There is no need for self pity no need for regretting. Cat shouldn't feel bad either she probably does though. And who knew Jade actually had a heart who knew Jade could cry tears or feel a beat in her heart. Everyone changes I have found that the hard way you can't keep someone the same. I don't need love to keep me happy I have friends. I am happy with just friendship and plus Cat couldn't choose both of us.

I walk home Trina's eyes opened wide I just walk over to her and give her a hug. She hugs me back and it isn't awkward I think she knows I need it. We are sisters we have that connection so people say. Believe what you want to believe I just don't know what it is. All I know is that I won't allow myself to fall for anyone else. Cat and Jade have taught me a lesson from that.